I couldn’t move. I couldn’t open my eyes or move my arms or legs. I couldn’t even look over to see if Nathan was ok. I couldn’t feel any pain either. Was I dreaming this happened? I could hear the sirens. I knew I wasn’t dreaming.

I felt myself falling asleep. I knew I shouldn’t have but I did.

It was freshman year again. I woke up to a text from Nathan. “Are you coming tonight?” He was talking about his party for New Years. His parents wouldn’t be home because they were at some party/business trip. I told him I would come. I normally would have spent New Year’s with Oliver, but I had a crush on Nathan.

“Yeah, what time do you want me to come over?” I got out of bed and showered. I shaved my pussy clean not knowing if I would hook up with anyone or not. I mean, I was shy and all, but there would be alcohol, and you never know. I checked my phone again once I got out.

“Come over at 9. Can’t wait to see you ;)” I didn’t respond. I looked over at the clock. 12:30. I had plenty of time. I looked for an outfit for tonight. I ended up going with a white shorts and a navy blue tank top. I wore a red plaid button up over it. I did my makeup with took forever even though I only did eyeliner and mascara. I also threw my hair up in a normal pony tail.

Time check: 4:00. I had so much time to kill. I didn’t know what to do, so I made something to eat and watched TV.

Finally it was time to go. I walked over there and his house was already packed. I walked in and had a Coke. I looked around for Nathan.