When I became a bitch


To start I will tell you a little about me and what has happened so as you can best under stand.
I’ll start with my name carol but people call me Caz for short I am a thirty two year old woman whose partner has dumped her, about six month ago now in June. I never went out of the house except to go food shopping and that was about it, I am thirty two brunet with a rather large bust and small waist and bum, when my boy friend left me for some one else I just went to pieces and became a total recluse never going out of the house, I would even rush home from work so as I could be on my own, how sad is that.
It must have been about six week on when a couple of girls from work first approached me, asking if I would like to go out with them for a drink well it was pretty obvious to me what the answer was going to be.
Not tonight I am going to have an early one for a change; the truth was I was in bed every night for nine thirty.
They would ask every week and ever week I would say no. one of the girls Mel used to be on the same dinner break as me and would come over and sit with me at dinner time, we would natter and joke together, but in side I couldn’t wait for dinner to be over.
Well they kept asking and I kept refusing until one day at dinner time Mel said you no Caz if you come out for just one drink with us we will never ask again just one drink it wouldn’t kill you would it.
Ok I said one drink if it means that much to you and been it is Christmas, well I can tell you that night I was a bloody nervous wreck. I got my self ready and down to the pub I went I was really nervous about walking into the pub on my own you would of laughed if you’d of seen me, eyes forward straight to the bar ordered my drink and sat right down at the table near the door. (I don’t know fast get away I think)
Mel said they would meet me there well people came in and went out it seemed like hours had passed but it was only five minuets. Then I noticed a girl come in and stand by the bar well I say girl she was probably closer to my age, but she looked quite on edge after about a minuet she walked over to my table.
Do you mine if I sit here, she said no I replied help your self , I am supposed to be meeting my friend here only I don’t like standing alone in a pub you don’t know who might come on to you do you. No I feel the same way my self I replied. My name is Sharon Shaz for short ho call me Caz,
Anyway as the night went on we had a few more drinks and I really enjoyed my self my friends had stood me up and Sharon’s friends seem to stand her up, but none of us seemed to mind as we were having such a good time, in fact we had such a good time we arranged to meet up the following week.
Shaz was great fun to be with we must have been meeting up in the pub for about thirteen month or more when one night Sharon’s friend May turned up. Shaz introduced us and we sat there all night drinking and talking I didn’t realise we had so much in common. I really felt like I had got my life back on track in stead of running and hiding I was looking forward to going out again.
( Little did I know? )
We are now in late January early February and looking forward to summer were I get a full month of from work we were in the pub talking about the summer and the holidays, when May asked what are you doing for the summer hols Caz are you going any where nice?.
No I have nothing planned, why don’t you spend it with us then we would love to have you, where are you going I asked, I own a farm in the country May replied we can all spend the whole month there if you want that is, well if you are sure I wont be in the way, don’t be daft May replied Shaz butted in yeh it will be great. So what do you think Caz are you up for it or what, yeh why not I said?
Great that’s settled then said May. The thought of spending the whole month ridding horses and walking in the country really appealed to me a chance to get away and really sort my head out (Well so I thought) Time seemed to fly past and soon it was time to drive out to the farm May and Shaz had given me a map with directions and they are going to meet me up there.
It was a lovely warm day the sun was hot in the sky.
As I was driving out to the farm I got to thinking of how we met and what good friends we have become, ( little did I know? )
Soon I was turning up the drive to the farm I remember thinking what a massive place this is, as I drove up to the door Shaz and May were standing on the doorstep waiting.
I pulled up got out of the car May put her arms around me to welcome me did you have any problems with the directions, no I said they were spot on Shaz hugged me come on in she said we have made you some sandwiches and a drink, Ho thanks I replied I could eat an horse right now.
We sat and chatted for a while then May showed me to my room then went down stairs while I unpacked my things and freshened myself up a bit, as I went back down stairs to Shaz and May I could here them talking very low, ( If only I knew ) I thought nothing of it and trotted on down to them they were sitting in the living room drinking a glass of wine, Ha there you are said May we were beginning to think you had fell asleep, no just freshening my self up a bit here you said Shaz “ here have a glass of wine and relax”.
I took the wine and sat down, we must have been talking for about ten minuets when all of a sudden I felt dizzy and all light headed, are you all right May said as I went to answer I remember falling forward on to the settee and I could here May very faintly call to Shaz great lets get her ready then I seem to pass out.
The next thing I knew I woke up on a mattress, and as I came to and looked around I was slowly realising where I was, I was in a cage with bars at the front but it was only about fore foot high with a mattress in what seemed to look like a big dog basket at the back and two big dog bowls one seemed to have water in and the other looked like a kind of porridge in it, I couldn’t make a sound as I tried to call out there seemed to be something over my mouth as I crawled out of the basket I noticed a mirror on the wall inside the cage and to my dismay what I saw scared the hell out of me.
I couldn’t believe my eyes I was dressed up like a big dog in a very tight fitting doggy suit there were cushioned pads on my hands and knees and on my head was kind of a half mask covering the top of my head eyes and nose, leaving my mouth free I suppose to eat and drink with, just then I herd a noise out side the cage and tried to shout out but the black tape over my mouth under this suit was stopping me from making a noise.
Then I herd Shaz shout May over “hey May are bitch is awake” May walked over hi there awake are we, come here she said as she put her hand inside the cage bars, care full May she might bite you, Ho I think ill be alright, “I said come her”, in a firmer voice so I went to her on all fours as I couldn’t stand up, that’s a good dog now she said as she patted me on the head.
Ok let me tell you how it is going to be, one you are, are dog, two when we take the gag of you the only sound you are allowed to make is a yelp or a bark do you understand, I nodded my head if however you make any other sound you will be punished and the gag will be replaced do you under stand, I nodded again, three we will take you out twice a day on a lead so you can go toilet if you play up or try to stand you will be punished do you understand I nodded my head again.