WHEN I BECAME A WOMAN – CHAP. XV – BEING JANICE

School got out at 3. You know, Deedee, I’m in 7th grade now, and all of fourteen years old. Just to catch up (like in case you forgot LOL), I’ve gotten my period, been to fourth base, grown boobs that fit a 32A bra and I even have puffy orioles now. I think I know just about everything there is to know about S-E-X, coz my parents have been very responsible to teach me what I need to know as a young growing daughter. I love them, and they love me, and we are the most happy family.

I could tell you volumes, Deedee. I aspire to be a real writer, you know, and I really like those 19th century writers we learned about in Literature class, who could go on for a whole paragraph with only one sentence. Sometimes when Daddy fucks me, it’s like a whole long sentence blowing up right through my head and then we come to the end of the paragraph that just EXPLODES!!! I’d love to share this with Mrs. Carmichael, our Literature teacher….but you know how it goes, Deedee.

Well here I am now home from school and I went in the kitchen to get some ginger ale and on the table was a note from Janice – “Unexpected meeting out of town. We’re headed out now and I’ll be back tomorrow. Have fun. Food in the fridge, just nuke something. Love you lots, Mom. P.S. Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” I read this and thought that’s just great, now I’ll be spending the night all alone. Hey, that’s not so bad, I can watch whatever I want on TV after I finish my homework. So I looked in the freezer to see what I might want. Tai Pei Chinese dinners….pot pies….frozen hamburger….HungryMan TV dinners, which is Daddy’s favorite…Mommy’s Marie Callenders and Lean Cuisine. It all sounded okay, but I wasn’t really thrilled.

The front door opened and Daddy came in. OMG! I thought he and Mommy were going together! Boy, was I surprised. He came in the kitchen and found me staring in the freezer. “Hi, Cassie. What’s up?” I showed him the note and told him I thought both of them were gonna be gone and I’d be alone. He kind of laughed and said no honey, just Mommy. Deedee, I was SO GLAD. Now, I know that you know I’m a Real Woman and all, but still, it’s kinda scary to have the whole house for yourself all night and be responsible, you know what I mean? What if there’s a fire, or a burglar breaks in? So I’m glad my Daddy was there.

He said he was going upstairs to change out of his suit and what were we gonna have for supper, and I went I don’t know, and he looked in the freezer too and said this just don’t grab me and I went me either Daddy, and he went why don’t we go out somewhere and I went where and he went where would you like to go and I went something fancy, sort of, and he went well let’s just do a smorgasboard thing like Golden Corral or something and I went yeah coz you can get anything you want at them. He took off upstairs and I did too and I totally forgot all about any homework, Deedee. It was me and my Daddy!!! As he ran upstairs, he said for me to change into something pretty and sexy.

He found a place that had some low lights and tons of food on the seven hot tables. We filled our plates up with salad and soup and other stuff. It was fun following him to see what he took. Our table at the end of the room was arranged so that it was not an odd thing for both of us to sit side-by-side and watch everyone else out there in the room at their tables. I had on a black dress with a high neck, it came down just to the top of my knees, and Daddy had dressed casually with dress pants and a white shirt. We dug in. Boy, was all that food delicious! It reminded me of a place he used to take us that he called The Hoof & Heifer. The waitress was about 19, I think, and she gave us pop and water and asked if there was anything else she could do, and Daddy said no, but after she left, he told me that if she wanted to give him a BJ, that would be fine. I pretended I was shocked that Daddy would say something like this, but secretly, Deedee, I just imagined her climbing under our table and sucking Daddy off. I promised myself that some time at home, I’d pretend I was the waitress and would say this same thing and then do that. I don’t know if Daddy noticed the huge smile on my face or not.

Finally, after another plate of food for him and a big piece of cherry pie for me, we were stuffed. Daddy relaxed back in the booth and slid his hand under the table on my leg. I moved my hand under there, too, and put his hand right up on my crotch. Nobody noticed us at all. The waitress came around again and said can I get you anything, and Daddy didn’t embarrass us. He just said no thanks and she went away. I think I know just what he was thinking, though, Deedee. Aw, c’mon, just think about it.

When we got home, Daddy said, “If you want to sleep in my bed tonight, do your homework and then come up to the bedroom. I’ve got some email stuff to do. Maybe I’ll be done by the time you finish yours. Okay?” Well cripes, of course I said okay. He said “You can be Janice for tonight if you want to.” I looked Daddy square in the eye and said “Hey Mister, have you forgotten I’m a Real Woman now?” He just grinned and went upstairs.

I can tell you, Deedee, I’ve never done my algebra homework so fast in my life. I only had 20 problems to do and they weren’t that hard other than it was kinda hard to concentrate on them.