Wanting to be a girl

I always wanted to be a girl, or at least wear girls clothes. When I was ten I started acting upon it. I would occasionally steal some of my moms panties and wear them for a while. I thought the silky panties felt great as they rubbed on my ass and pressed on my little cock.
When I was thirteen, I took it a big step further. I had already been masturbating for months thinking about the time I could completely dress up in some of my moms slutty clothes she wore out with my stepdad.
One summer day, when I thought it was safe, I put my fantasy into action. When both my mom and stepdad left for work, I sneaked into their bedroom to dress up.
The first thing I looked for was some sexy panties. What I found was a jackpot of thongs. I chose to wear a cute black thong with a little red heart on it. The back strap of the thong felt great as it rubbed against my asshole and slightly separated my asscheeks. In the same drawer, there was a garter belt and black fishnet stockings. I put them on and attach?he stocking to the belt and chose a cute little black bra to match. I did not have any titties, but my moms tits were small and it was easy to fit some panties in the bra to make it look like I had some small tits.
I walked to the full length mirror on the closet door and was amazed how much I looked like a slutty woman. I then went and found a tight red leather top that was sleeveless and a very short minidress I had seen m mom wear out on the town. I went back to the mirror and was very womanly and slutty, but still looked like a boy from the neck up.
I found my moms black wig that was long haired and straight. I looked like a dominatrix (I did not know what that meant then). I went to my moms makeup case and stumbled through so many things I did not know, but I had been watching.
I immediately went for the blue eye shadow and basically caked it on.