After I wrote my previous story I contacted my domme for the first time since the pandemic started, almost a year ago.

She was excited to hear from me and asked for us to have a phone call. Turns out we’ve taken similar approaches to staying safe. Both of us have committed to only being around a small pod of people in the past year. We agreed that we want to get together, and that it should be safe given how careful we’ve been (she later let me know that early on she’d tested positive for antibodies). But she was about to go on a week long vacation with another slave, so we’d have to wait. She did say, “When we get together, toilet service will be required.”

Which, of course, is the only way I’d want it.

During her vacation she sent me a provocative video of her naked legs while she was taking a bath, and we traded messages about how she was teasing me.

When she got back from her vacation, I texted her about when we could get together next week.

She replied, “Since we are on Signal, very private, I want to know if you are available for a full toilet service.”

“I am,” I replied. “Very much so! It’s something I think about a lot these days, having missed it for the past year.”

“Very good,” she said. “I would like early afternoon. That should be a good for toilet service. Early morning is very pressing. Giant.”

Wow. Up to now we’ve only met in the afternoon.

She continued, “If you want to really challenge yourself in my service, I recommend early morning, 7 or 8am. Afternoon should make some of it happen also.”

Okay here’s the deal: I’m pretty bad at understanding signals and nuance in human interactions. This has caused me a lot of problems in my career. I take things very literally, so when she says she’d like early afternoon I take that as a command. But then when she implies that she prefers the morning, I’m confused. Reading it over several times, I felt that she preferred the morning and the “giant” challenge of that but that she wanted to give me an out.