True Love Can’t Be Lost

True Love Can’t Be Lost
Disclaimer: This story is purely fiction, it is based on a dream I once had. This story is strictly for reading enjoyment purposes only. DO NOT ATTEMPT TO RECREATE OR COPY!!


Hi my name is Matthew Clark. I am 23 yrs old and I have black hair and blue eyes. I stand 5 ft tall and I weigh around 120 pounds. My penis is 6 inches long and I am circumcised.The story I am about to tell you is one of bestfriends. Its also a story of love and compassion. In this story I lose my virginity and I gain something back in the process, a girlfriend, and later on a wife and family. So sit back and relax, and maybe remove some clothing if you have to.
It all started six yrs ago when I went to a dirt race track one friday night here in rural southern Missouri. It was my first time and I was sitting there watching one of the classes run their race and I saw a female driver whos name I later found out was Courtney Mitchell. At the time she was driving a Street Stock race car. She started her race in 10th and ended up finishing 3rd. So after all the races were over with I knew I had to go down to the pits to meet this girl. When I got back there I expected to meet someone who was in their late 20s but what I saw surprised me. I saw a beautiful brunette with big brown eyes who was tall and slim. All around a good looking girl. So we introduced ourselves and I congratulated her on the third place finish. I found out that she was alittle older than I was at 18 yrs old. I sat there next to the car and we talked for about a half hour or so while she signed a few autographs with some of the other fans and took some pictures.
After that night, we just seemed to kind of hit it off really well and we eventually became really close friends over the next year. She drove a Street Stock for another year. In 2006 she finished the season with 2 feature wins, several heat race wins and 17 top ten finishes. All in all a fantastic season to say the least. By the end of the year she finished the season in 2nd place in the State Street Stock point standings. She was very pleased with how she finished her season and we went out to a local pizza place to celebrate. We would hang out together quite a bit but not all the time.
The following season in the summer of 2007 she decided she wasnt going to drive a Street Stock anymore. She switched over to a bigger class known as the Modified Series. It took her some getting use to how the car handled and she struggled the first three or four weeks of the season finishing no better than 10th place in each of her feature races. Finally five or six weeks later something clicked with her and she ended up winning her feature race. She was so excited as she climbed out of the car and she was so overcome with emotion that she could barely do her postrace interview and pose for pictures. After she finished her interview and pictures she climbed back in the car and drove it around to the pits where I met up with her and I congratulated her on the win. Then she did something that surprised me but I like it, she gave me a hug. As we got to talking she said that later that night she had planned a party if she won her feature race, and she was wondering if I could make it to the party and that anyone who wanted to stay the weekend at her parents house could do so. I called my mom and she agreed so I got Courtney’s address and I was surprised to find out that she actually lived just two towns East of where I live. So we said our goodbyes and she gave me another hug and I headed toward my truck. As I walked away she called back to me and I walked over to her again. She said, hey why don’t you run home and get the stuff you need and then I can give you a ride to my house so you save on gas money. I thought about it for a minute and said “Sure why not.”
So I ran home and quickly packed my overnight bag said my goodbyes to my parents and headed back out the door and drove back to the track and I put my stuff in the back of Courtney’s 2007 Chevrolet Silverado. Then we finished loading the car on the trailer and got in the truck for the drive to her house. On the way there we talked about racing and then some how it turned to more personal stuff like relationships and things like that. I told her that I was single and she admitted she was too. So about 25 minutes later at around 10:30, we arrived at her house. I was impressed with the size of the place. 3 bedrooms 2 bathrooms. a game room, a kitchen, 4 closets. I absolutely fell in love with this house the minute I saw it. So we got out of the truck and unloaded the trailer and race car and put everything in the garage in the back of their driveway. After that we went in the house and she introduced me to her family. I shook her parents hands and sat down and talked with her parents while she changed clothes and got ready for the party.
Around 11:30 that night, guests who made the drive from the track to her house started to arrive and we all sat down and enjoyed some finger foods and some drinks and movies. We all just enjoyed the hell out of ourselves. The party went on until around 2 am and then everyone began to leave. The last guest left around 2:30 and Courtney’s parents decided clean up could wait until tomorrow. I was the only one who could actually stay there that weekend, everyone else had either made other plan or had to work. So her parents gave me pillows and blankets and I slept in the extra guest bedroom which happened to be right next door to courtney’s room. I lay in bed watching tv and around 5 in the morning I heard a knock so I quietly got out of bed and answered the door. When I opened it I found Courtney standing there wearing a long t-shirt. It was long enough it came down to her lower thighs so I wasnt for sure if she had anything on underneath it. She said that she couldnt sleep and she knew I wasnt alseep because she heard the tv on in here so she wanted to come in and talk for a bit. So she sat in the empty space on the other side of the bed and we sat and talked about nothing in particular. After a while she laid back in the bed and I began to tell her about my Childhood and what it was like growing up in Northern Nebraska. As I was telling her about my childhood I heard her breathing Deepen and I heard soft snoring and I looked over and she was completely asleep, So I just laid back and fell asleep with her.
The next morning, I woke up and she was snuggled into my side and one hand was wrapped around her back and was resting on her right buttcheek while my other hand was resting on her right side by her ribs. After a while I opened my eyes slowly, only to look at her and see her staring right at me. Instantly my hands jerked away from her body and she groaned “dang I havent been held like that in years and you quit.” All I could do was apologize for where my one hand was at. She said “hey dont worry about it, its not like you were molesting me” she said with a smile and a giggle. I smiled and giggled along with her. We laid in the bed with me holding her again for another 30 minutes and then all of a sudden there was a knock on the door and her mom popped her head in and said “Have you seen cour……Oh hi honey just was looking for you” she gave us a strange look, So I explained that Courtney came into unable to sleep lastnight and we sat and talked until she fell asleep” her mom said “no explanation needed Matt, you both are responsible adults” So her mom left the room and we both got up and showered (separately of course) and spent the day laying around the house watching NASCAR racing. As the weekend progressed we spent increasingly more time together and by sunday night we were almost inseparable.
Finally at 6 o’clock Sunday night I had to go home As much as I wanted to stick around I had no choice. So I had Courtney drive me back to the race track where I left my truck. As I got out of the car she said “hey matt I had a great weekend thanks for coming to the party, maybe we can do that again before the season is over with” I said “yea I had a fantastic weekend too thanks Courtney, im really glad we’ve become good friends” Just before I started walking away she leaned over in the front seat and give me another one of her amazing hugs that I love. As I lay in bed that night I couldt help but think about her as I drifted off to a deep relaxing sleep.


Chapter 2: A Night They Will Never Forget
Over the Next few weeks Courtney didnt get any feature wins but she did manage to win several heat wins. In fact for two Whole months she didnt finish better than a 5th in each of her feature races. Finally, one night she started her feature in the back of the field after making some adjustments to her motor and with three laps to go she took over the lead and never let it go from that point on. After she took the checkered flag she started doing donuts in the infield. During her interview she was so excited she was talking a hundred miles an hour. After the interview we met in the pits like usual and I helped her load the trailer and the car up. Just like a few months ago she invited me to Spend the weekend at her house. “Another weekend party?” I replied. She said “nope just wanted to be with you as much as possible, you are a neat person to be with.” I thought about it like usual and as like last time I of course accepted the invitation so I ran home and got my overnight bag and we again took her truck and drove to her house. After we got the car and trailer unloaded we went inside and just as I was going to join her parents in the living room she dragged me to her room.
so we get to her room and she said “I hope you dont mind if I shower and change clothes.” I said “no I dont mind ill just wait right here until you get back” She just looked at me and began removing her clothes and I saw what she was doing and I spoke up and said “oh if you want I can leave the room and give you privacy, I thought you were going to do that in the bathroom” she said “would you like me to change in the bathroom?, would that make you more comfortable?” I replied “courtney, if you dont mind changing in front of me go right ahead I promise I wont gawk.” So she did. I watched her undress completely and I glanced at her a few times. She was around 5 ft 6 weighing maybe 130 pounds soaking wet. She had brown hair and brown eyes. Im guessing she was wearing a 34B bra. Her stomach was very flat, toned and defined. She had a small patch of dark brown almost black pubic hair just above her vagina. As the rest of her, her legs were slim and long and very well define. As my eyes moved back up her body, our eyes met and I quickly turned away from her as my face reddened and began to burn. she strolled over to me and gave me a hug from behind and whispered in my ear “I dont mind if you look, its kind of flattering” I kept my back turned to her but I smiled. she walked out of the room across the hall to the bathroom and took a shower. she walked back into the room wrapped in towel but instead of getting dressed she took off the towel and stayed naked. she went over and sat on her bed and began painting her finger nails. I thought about it and I knew this was my chance for some close contact so I went over and offered to do her toenails. She of course agreed and handed me the bottle of fingernail polish and I went to work on her toes. I used a firm pressure so as to not tickle her feet. I almost finished her toes without tickling her feet but as luck would have it, the last toe tickled her and she fell on the bed laughing and she began to tickle me which caused us to end up in a wrestling match. We wrestled around for about 5 minutes and all of a sudden we both stopped and I leaned in to give her a kiss on the lips. I made contact with her lips for maybe two seconds and I pulled back and released the kiss. “im sorry courtney I shouldnt have done that” she said “you didnt hear me complaining did you?” as she said that, she leaned back in and continued the kiss and actually opened her mouth and slid her tongue gently into my mouth. I returned the kiss and ran my hand down her naked back to her butt. as I carressed her butt she ground into me more and kissed me more enthusiastically.
As we continued to kiss we slid further up into the bed and laid down. While we made out my hands were softly and lovingly caressing the back half of her body and she was moaning in pleasure. “OHHH MATT……. THAT FEELS SOOO GOOD” I continued my caressing as we continued to kiss and she then said something that I knew would eventually happen but I wasnt sure when or who it would be with. “Matt lets make love baby, this feels so right.” I just smiled at her as I began to undress. As I undressed she reached into her bedside drawer and pulled out a condom and I laid next to her in the bed and laid on my back with my six inch erect penis pointing toward the ceiling. After she unwrapped the condom, she placed it over the head of my penis and rolled it down my shaft. as she did this I held my breath because I was so hard I was close to cumming. After she had the condom on my penis she said “ok im going to sit down on you slowly, this is only my second time so take it easy on me” I just nodded. She slowly straddled my groin and sat down on it gently. As it slipped into her it went from total cold to total heat as her body sank down my my penis shaft. When she slid down on it I groaned and waited for her to nod signaling it was ok to start making love to her. after about thirty seconds or so, she nodded and I slowly began sliding out of her and got about halfway out and then slowly slid back into her. I changed my mind and said. “hey Courtney, with you being on top it would be so much easier for you to control how much force is used so how about you control the speed of things. she just nodded and slowly slid up and down on my hard shaft. She started out slowly but gradually picked up some speed. Fifteen minutes after we started making love, I began to get that feeling in the pit of my stomach that I knew was an impending orgasm. We both sped up the pace of our thrusting and Courtney and I both were groaning so loud it almost sounded like howling. After a while we both came hard. “OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH MMMMYYYYY GGGGGOOOOOOODDDDDDD!!!!!!” She screamed, and that set me off into my own mind blowing orgasm. It seemed liked it lasted an eternity, bit really it was only a minute or two. Soon after we both came down from our orgasms and I pulled out of her and removed the condom, we just laid in the bed and held each other until eventually we both fell asleep.
The next morning, I was the first to wake up and I rolled over and looked at Courtney who lay next to me completely naked and on her left side facing me. I leaned over and kissed her gently on the lips and her eyes fluttered open slowly. “Good Morning cutie” I said softly. She returned the kiss and said with a smile “Good Morning Matt. Last night was amazing.” After lying in bed for alittle while longer, We got up and redressed and went downstairs to get some food. When Courtney and I arrived in the kitchen we found a note from her parents saying that we would be alone all day as her parents had to work until the late hours of the night. When courtney read this, she looked at Me with a wicked smile and said “are you up for round two?” I looked at her and smiled a wicked smile. She screamed “TAG YOU’RE IT!!!” and took off running up the stairs. I gave chase to her and caught up with her just at the top of the stairs and picked her up and carried her into the bedroom. Once we entered the bedroom, I laid her softly on the bed and began to kiss her passionately. As we kissed, we both started stripping one another and within about two minutes we were both completely naked. After we were both naked I straddled her body and slid down to where my face was level with her vagina. I snaked my tongue out and licked where her hair was last night before she shaved it off. When my tongue made contact with her Mons, she groaned softly. Almost purring like a kitten. When I knew she was enjoying what I was doing, I licked from the top of her vagina by her clit all the way down to her anus. When I reached her anal pucker, she arched her back and practically screamed. So after I had her turned on I reached over into the bedside drawer and was about to pull out a condom when she just simply shook her head no and said “I want to feel you in me this time.” I, of course didnt argue that I might get her pregnant because that was honestly the furthest thing from our minds. I got on top of her and placed my rigid shaft at her vaginal entrance and I pushed with alittle bit of pressure. The first push I got about 2 inches of my penis inside of her. It took me 3 more tries to get the rest of my six inch penis into her tight, wet vagina. We started out slow and then as time went on we both picked up speed in our thrusting. Within ten minutes both of us were on the verge of cumming, so I slowed down to where my penis would tease her clit as we made love. After a while we were both making noises that couldnt even be recognized as moans, they sounded more like snorts. It wasnt long before both of us were screaming that we were cumming and I felt my penis inflate and I shot my thick, hot, salty load into her very tight, very hot vagina. The rest of the day we laid around the house completely naked and just before dark I got dressed, kissed Courtney and left to head home.

Chapter 3: OH MY GOD……….
For the next two months Courtney and I stayed at each others houses quite a bit and I finally revealed to my parents that we were a couple. They were so happy for us and congratulated us. In those two months Courtney won 3 more feature races. After winning those three races there were eight more to go in the remaining two months of the season. She was in the top 5 in UMP Modified points. Courtney was pleased with how her season was going so far. She never really complained about the car, but after every race we would discuss what changes needed to be made to the car to make it better at each track. Each time we made adjustments to the car it would usually get better, very rarely did the car get worse. So we knew we had to be doing something right.
One weekend, with 2 weeks left in season I had to go out of town with my family for a few days for a wedding, and was unable to go the race track with her. I was suppose to be gone for 5 days. My family and I left on Thursday afternoon at 5 pm and got to our hotel in Memphis Tennessee around 1 am Friday morning. We decided to stop for the night and get up in a few hours and drive the remaining 3 hours of the trip to Atlanta Georgia. I called Courtney’s cell phone and left her a voicemail telling her we made it and that I loved her. We all got up around 11 am Friday morning and since the wedding wasnt for another 6 hours, as a family we decided to go to Turner Field and catch an Atlanta Braves Baseball game. The game ended around 4 pm and by the time we drove across town back to our hotel we had around an hour and a half to get ready for the wedding. After everyone was redressed we got in the family car and drove to the church. The wedding was very nice, and unlike catholic weddings,(im catholic, so I would know) it wasnt too unbearably long.
Just as the ceremony was wrapping up my cell phone started vibrating in my pocket. I quietly and quickly walked out of the chapel and went into the lobby to answer the call. On the other end was a voice that was crying uncontrollably, Immediately I recognized the voice and knew something was wrong, It was Jack, courtney’s father. In between hysterical sobs he explained that Courtney was involved in a severe accident about 30 minutes before at the race track and was knocked unconscious. She was immediately rushed to a hospital by ambulance. Apparently, she was in the lead and the second place car was coming around on her right side to try and take the lead. When he did this they touched and it shot Courtney’s car up into the outside wall flipping it several times. They had to cut her out of the car and began stabilizing her in the ambulance. It was simply a racing accident. I didnt really hear anything after he said “Matt, it looks like she broke her neck and is paralyzed because she was semi-conscious when we got to the hospital but she couldnt talk all that good or move her feet.” I broke down crying. About that time my parents walked out and saw me and rushed over to me. “Matt whats the matter son?” My father Bill asked me. I said “Courtney…………….. has………………. been in an accident and…………… is in a coma and………………….possibly paralyzed” After I dropped my cellphone to the floor my parents picked it up and talked to Courtney’s father and told him that we would be leaving within the hour and driving straight home.
After we rushed to the hotel, got out bags and checked out, we drove the 11 hours straight through and arrived back home Around 8 am Saturday morning. My parents dropped my younger brothers off at the neighbors house and then we immediately headed to the hospital. On the way there I called Jack and he said he would meet us downstairs. When we got to the hospital I saw jack and immediately fell into his arms crying, “Jack im so sorry. Im so sorry……..im so sor…….” He cut me off and said “HEY!!! you stop that. You have nothing to apologize for, this was an accident, Courtney knew the risks when she climbed into that race car each weekend and she lives life on the edge. There is no one to blame, not even the guy who put her into that wall.” After I calmed down a little bit and headed to her room he stopped me and said in a shaking almost disbelieving voice “I must warn you, she looks much worse than she really is. All the tubes are just helping her breathe alittle bit but not totally. She can partially breathe on her own so we think she is starting to wake up a little bit so they sedated her again. She also has a catheter relieving her bladder of course since she cant go on her own. She does have some big cuts and bruises on her face, but those are not permanent. Right now she cant feel any pain, but she will feel you if you touch her hand and she can also hear you when you talk to her.” When I walked into the hospital room it was worse than I had pictured. Like her dad said, the doctors had Courtney in a private room stabilized but on a ventilator as precaution and sedated heavily. I walked over, held her hand and softly began sobbing. As I stood there sobbing I lowered my head and I prayed a silent prayer the Courtney would come out of this accident. As the day progressed, Courtney showed signs that she was waking up again, so we called the doctor in. “Doctor, aren’t you going to sedate her more?” I asked concerned The doctor said “unfortunately,We have maxed out the amount of sedation we can give her for a while. What we can do, is when the pain is too unbearable for Courtney, we can give her something to help relax her. It wont sedate her completely but it will make her tired for alittle while, it has the same effects that Benadryl does.
Finally around six pm that evening Courtney was fully awake. She was able to make simple hand motions to me to communicate and she could write on paper, so the doctors decided to take out the breathing tube and give breathing on her own a shot since she didnt have a collapsed lung or any bruising of the lungs. “Ok courtney I want you to take as big of a breath in as you can and hold it. As I pull the tube out of your throat blow it out” she nodded in affirmation. Just like a husband helps his wife with Lamaze breathing I coached Courtney with her breathing. “Ok Courtney take in a big breath and hold it.” the doctor instructed. I did it and she copied me keeping eye contact with me the whole time. Next the doctor said “Ok courtney I know this may hurt alittle bit but I am going to pull the tube out kind of fast, you just blow out your breath as I pull ok?” she nodded again. “one, two, three!!!” he counted and as he began pulling we both blew our breaths out and when the tube came out she coughed as it tickled her throat. My eyes began to tear up and I embraced her in a hug and saying “Courtney, you are so brave I thought I lost you. I love you so much” “IIII lllove you ttttooo” she whispered, her voice still raspy from the ventilator tube. “Hey mom, dad, Jack and Kim, can I talk to you guys in the hall one second please?” I asked. Courtney gave me a concerned look and I said “dont worry ill be right outside the door, you need anything you just hit the call button and ill be right in” I said kissing her on the forehead. “I want to be the one to tell her she is paralyzed” I said blurting it out after I made sure she wouldnt be able to hear me. They all looked at me and said “that is a very brave decision to make, but only if you are sure about it.” “Guys, besides her family I am the only one she trusts right now. I can tell by how she breathes and holds my hand that she doesnt trust the doctors.” “ALSO, I want to sleep here until she comes home.” “Now Matt….” my mother began but I politely said “No, mom come on, she is really scared right now and I know her parents cant be here with her 24 hours a day. But I can be, plus I am her boyfriend its my job to be by her side through thick and thin” I said breaking down in tears. After calming me down everyone said “Ok Matt, you can do both.” I hugged them all and we walked into the room together and both sets of parents gave Courtney and I a hug and kiss and as jack left he said “Thank you again Matt, welcome to the family son” I looked at him and he just smiled at me. I looked over at Courtney “You have just won my fathers approval” she said smiling.
For the next three hours, we sat there just holding hands and kissing every now and then, and I guess I wasn’t acting like myself (no shit, ya think??!!) because Courtney asked me “Matt, what’s wrong sweetheart?” “nothing…….” I said trying to avoid the issue. “Matt, I know something is on your mind, you are never this quiet.” “Courtney, I need to tell you something…….” I say trying to remain calm for her sake. “What is it Matt? you know you can tell me anything about you.” “Its not about me………………………its about you” she looked at me confused and I said “Sweetheart, there is really no easy way to say this………..Courtney, the accident you were in 2 days ago broke your neck, and the doctors said you are paralyzed from the waist down.” She stared at me in disbelief and then just simply rolled away from me and began to sob uncontrollably. I went to the otherside to be face to face with her. I put the bedside rail down and reached over and rubbed her forehead, wiping the tears from her face. “Courtney dont you worry, we will get through this. I am not going ANYWHERE!!! I am staying right by your side every step of the way. I felt my heart sink when she asked “Matt, why did this happen to me?” “Courtney, I dont have an answer for that sweetie, sometimes life just throws unexpected things at you. Just take it one day at a time and things will get better I promise.” I said trying to reassure her that she was going to be ok.
Around 9 pm, Courtney started to complain of her upper back hurting really badly so I paged the nurse. “Yes, how can I help you two kids?” she said as she popped her head in the door. “Well my girlfriend is in a lot of pain so I was wondering if she could get something to help her relax alittle bit.” I said politely. “Of course, I will be right back” she said caringly. Once she returned and put the medicine into Courtney’s IV line, it didnt take long for her to get drowsy, lay back in the bed, slowly close her eyes and relax. I kept a hold of her hand to continue to let her know I wasnt going to go anywhere.