The silky stockings feel so smooth and soft as I slide them up my legs. I love the look and feel of the black nylon. As I reach my thighs, the wide lace looks so sexy as I attach the garter straps. I’m already getting a wet spot in my panties as I think about what I’m going to be doing soon.

I slip on my little bra. It isn’t a big sexy bra that I sometimes wear stuffed with panties to make it stand out. It’s more for someone who is flat chested, like me I guess. It looks sexy and has a little lace and the cups are so soft. I got it at a Fredrick’s store a couple of years ago. The clerk helped me pick it out That was such an exciting shopping trip. It cost me a hundred bucks but it was well worth it. I was just browsing, hoping to find some panties, when this pretty little brunette asked if she could help me. I was the only one in the store at the time and I thought, “What the hell.” and told her I was looking for some panties that would fit me. I wanted to see what her reaction would be – would she laugh, sneer, think I was a pervert, or what? Well, she just smiled warmly and said, “Sure, what style do you like to wear?” Well, that’s another story but pretty soon I was picking out everything from panties to stockings and nighties, including the bra.

I can’t decide if I should wear a slip but I decide not to. I wish I was able to pass as a girl so I could dress up completely and go out in public, but knowing I have on sexy lingerie under my male clothes is about all I can do. Still, I love to dress in sexy underware and fantasize about someone seeing me. I wear panties all the time and often bend over where people can see them. Only a couple of times has someone noticed but nothing exciting happened.

Arriving at my hotel tonight I saw an adult bookstore just across the street so I decided I would go there tonight. I like browsing around, looking at the videos and magazines full of people having sex. When I’m horny, like I am tonight, I wish I could be like that, fucking and sucking and enjoying sex with total abandon, but It just isn’t possible. Still it’s fun to fantasize. I’m a closet pantie boy. I’ve never been with another man but I love to dress in lingerie and imagine what it would be like. Rubbing my nylon covered body against him, kissing him, kneeling in front of him as I lower his zipper and slide my lips over his nice, hard cock. Mmmmm to suck a cock would be a dream come true. So I put on my panties and stockings and bra and go to the video store to look through the movies and perhaps buy a movie to bring back to the hotel and fantasize while I watch the actors having so much fun..

I walk across the street to the store and start to look around.