His warm lips took me by surprise, it was short but it felt so good. my eyes were open the whole time. my first kiss, and from a guy. he pulled away and we both just stared at each other, until i saw rage in his eyes.
he slams my door with his fist,
“dammit! I’m not gay, i shouldn’t do that! what is wrong with m-“
“uh, I’m not ga-“
“shut up!”
i could now tell he didn’t know why he kissed me.
Luke opened the door and slammed it, doing the same for his home door. i drove of. in a small daze but feeling amazing.

“Shut up!”
i shush Missy when i see people start to look.
she talks quieter now.
“he actually kissed you?”
“yeah, i mean, he got all mad at himself and whatever…but i really liked it.”
i had really never felt so alive when he kissed me. i felt happy.
“well good for you man!”
she pats my back when the final bell rings.
i happily make my way to my car when, despite yesterday, stood Luke looking down on the ground, leaning on my car.

Once he heard my footsteps he looked up.
he didn’t smile but i could tell he felt more conformable.
he slid into the passenger seat and looked at me before i started my car.
what he was gonna tell me was gonna take him a while to spit out.
“uh….hey bro….i….it, um.”
“its fine bro.” i hoped that would make him feel better.
“what?”
“i know you didn’t mean to kiss me.