The Kennedys, 3.7: Exhibit M

Sex was never boring with Kiki, but I did come across this interesting website, mojoupgrade.com. It asked both of us a bunch of questions about sex we’d like to do. If either of us says no, then it drops that idea. If both of you show interest, it tells you about that. We both took the test, and it suggested there were several areas we might want to explore. Some things Kiki wanted to do included, “show pictures of us having sex over the internet,” that went along with “take pictures of Matt,” “take pictures of us having sex,” and “film ourselves having sex.” It’d be difficult to show the pictures, if they hadn’t been taken.

Of course, Kiki has lots of pictures, and videos of herself, they were all over the internet, and her website. I never wanted to be on that side of the camera, but now I knew that Kiki wanted it, I thought about it. Then we talked about it, I had lots of reservations about the idea, but Kiki came up with a plan I could live with. I never liked the idea of being naked (or fucking) in front of men, but women are no problem for me (now). Kiki said we could have Tina and Dana, the videographers, and Chris, the stills photographer, from her porn production company to do the shoot.

I’m still not going for it, so Kiki suggests they be naked doing while working. That evened up the situation a lot, but it was when she said they’d expect to be “paid” (in sex) for that, that I came on board with the idea. I’ve had all of them when I’ve done my part time job at Kiki’s company (I’m the fluffer for the women in the office). So it was a plan, we set up the shoot for one weekend.

There was one other thing that Kiki was really keen on, that fit in this theme, “watch Matt masturbate.” That would also be part of the weekend’s activities. When I took the quiz, I answered “We already do that.” For that question, but it seems that Kiki doesn’t count me jacking off over her face (which I do often), or her other parts, or when we did it via FaceTime, as watching me. She wanted me naked, on the bed, just pleasuring myself. I hadn’t had much need to jack off recently, now we were actually living together and having lots of sex (not all of it with each other).

The girls (Tina, Dana, and Chris) arrived on Saturday morning, and started setting up their equipment. Once everything was set, the girls stripped off, then it was time for me. I was already hard as the girls were now naked. First up was Chris taking stills of me, I’d start off clothed, but end up naked. Tina and Dana took some behind the scenes footage while we were doing that.

I was posed in various places around the house, in the living room, on the bed, in the kitchen. I was posed doing various things, like working on my laptop, cooking, or just lying on the bed feeling silly. My clothes were discarded as we went along. Then some were put back on, so they could have both topless and bottomless pictures of me. (Kiki particularly likes me in just an unbuttoned shirt.) As well as full nude, and ones wearing just the apron in the kitchen. Chris was professional and kept me busy, so I stopped noticing that I was naked, even weirder, I stopped noticing she was naked.

Then we got to “watch Matt masturbate,” the least appealing part of the day. Now I had to lie on the bed, and jack off. Kiki was sitting in the easy chair, watching intently. Chris continued taking stills, but the main aim was to get video. Tina was using the camera on a tripod, and Dana was running around with a Steadicam. But now I start to feel self-conscious, and my mind empties of any sexy thoughts. So Kiki catches my eye, she blows me a kiss, then raises her mini skirt, she’s wearing her usual outfit of mini skirt and crop top. There’s nothing under the skirt, except her (very turned on) pussy, which she starts playing with. That gives me something to think about, so I can do my thing.

I could appreciate why the guys in porn claim it’s a difficult job, as I’m just lying down and trying to jack off like that. Really, sex is a mental business, what you’re thinking is most important. I can feel my hand on my dick, and what it’s doing, but that’s not important. My dick is sending signals telling me, “That feels good.” That pushes you along, but it’s not going anywhere without the right thoughts. So I managed to think about Kiki, and going down on her. I hadn’t had any sex yet that day, that made it easier.

I just lie there doing what feels good, I get immediate feedback about that, so I don’t have to think about what I’m actually doing, just that it feels good. (That’s half the fun of someone else doing it to you, they don’t have that feedback, so it’s not as efficient, more like they’re teasing you, not doing exactly the right thing.) I can, do the right thing, and it felt very messy with come going all over my chest, then I didn’t worry about it anymore.

Next thing, Kiki is licking up the mess, typical of her.