I have always had strong sexual feeling for my aunt deb.She is sexy and seductive. One new years eve party i had fallen asleep just before midnight. When i woke up i saw her sleeping right next to me. She was wearing blue jeans and a white silk dress shirt. I could see her white bra through her silk shirt with her large breasts. I could not hold it and i grabbed a pillow and began to hump and thrust on it.Well i thrusted for about a minute then i cummed. Out of the times to wake up she woke up when i unloaded my hidden passion for her. I froze,she looked at me and said to me “What was i doing”, I was honest and said “masturbating to you”, she looked at me and smiled and said “I have always known you had a thing for me, wait a few days and we will talk about where we can go from here. We found a hotel room, one of those seedy ones. I was nervous and did not know what to do. I wanted her so bad,however how long do you keep a thing like this secret and how long do you go with it. I was not sure but my lost for her moved me on. She said that we can do it for a while but it can not go on for forever.So we agreed to once a month for 6 months. We would start off just masturbating with each other before we got into intercourse. We talked about our fantasies. I have a smoking fetish and she smokes newport cigerettes.First time i told her what i wanted was to see her in while linger smoking while i masturbate to her.So that is what happened the first time.