I am a Mormon who can’t believe that I am completely alone in my experiences or cravings.

It has been a long time since I had cock. I used to play with my cousin as a teenager. He had a fantastic dick. We jacked off together a lot and talked about girls. We talked about what sex with a girl would feel like and getting blowjobs. It wasn’t a far step from there to giving each other blowjobs. We had great sleepovers staying up late and jacking off and sucking.

I also shared a room with my younger brother (bunk beds). One night I heard him masturbating when he thought I was asleep. I caught him one time and he denied it, but I didn’t think that he minded being caught. The next time I heard him, I pulled out my dick and started masturbating too. He stopped and listened and I kept going and let him listen to me breath heavy. Then I heard him continue jacking off. We both came but didn’t say anything to each other. However, a few nights later, I began masturbating and noticed that he joined in. I got off my bed and stood in full view of him and jacked off into my hand. He kept stroking while watching me.