Sudden Urges-4

My sudden urges had persuaded me into calling my neighbor, Dennis and to offer my services. Sexually. I had never actually done it before with another man. I’d read about it on porn sites. I’d written a couple erotic short stories about my thoughts and desires. Hell, I’d even played with myself and stuffed a dildo in my ass. But, to actually put it out there. Something had come over me. After that things went crazy for a couple days.

It was all a blur. Or maybe I was trying to forget my transgressions. For certain I remembered having a sore throat and ass for days afterwards. A month passed since my wife had gone away and left me to my sudden urges. The day she returned Dennis had sent me the link to ‘my’ video on the porn site. She walked in just as I was deleting it from my email. My face was flush my heart pounding. I had to hide it or risk humiliation. It took a few days for me to recover.

As the weeks went by I relaxed. My wife and I had settled back into our routine and things seemed normal on the outside. We passed Dennis in the street from time to time without incident. I had stopped looking at porn completely and hid all my toys away. Still there were times when I dreamt of men and woke with my heart pounding and an erection. I had to suppress it.

After a normal afternoon shop at the farmer’s market, I arrived home to my wife. “Honey? Dennis stopped by…” My heart jumped into my throat, “Oh?” my voice a little high. “he said there’s a job for you. If you want it.” I swallowed hard. I couldn’t believe my ears. My groin suddenly tingled and swelled. What’s going on? My ass began to itch and get hot. I ducked around the wall and reaching into my pants freed my dick. I could help but rub my ass while my hand was so close. Oh no, my sudden urges were creeping in. The memories of those crazy days flooded my mind.

“Bill?” I snapped back to reality. “Hmm?” was all I could muster. “Did you hear me? Dennis has a job for you.” I cleared my throat and stuck my head around the corner, “Yes… sorry. I just thought of something I’ve got to do.” She looked at me and smiled, “He said to watch for his email and you’d know what he needs you to do.” My heart jumped and my hips twitched. This is crazy, Dennis is calling on me and has my wife involved.

Later that night I got the email. Well, actually two emails. The first one was plain, simple. It explained a basic job that fitted my experience and asked for my thoughts and a quote. I looked it over for clues as to what he might want, until the second one arrived. The second one was not. It read, ‘That first email was for your wife to see. Now for the real job. Come over tomorrow afternoon. 2pm. We’re going to have some fun you and I. Be prepared. You know what I mean.’

I knew what he meant. He wanted me to be his eager pet. He wanted me to have the vibrator/dildo he gave me in place. He wanted to use my mouth and ass. He wanted me to be ready to satisfy his sexual needs. His twisted, humiliating needs. I felt ashamed. I felt used. I felt unable to get out of it. My face went red. I deleted the second email leaving the first email open on the screen. When I got up my legs were wobbly, my groin and ass burned with desire.

I made my way to the garage, to the hiding place for my toys. My arms shook as I pulled the box from the darkness. I sat it on the bench and took a deep breath. It had been a while. When I opened the box and looked over the collection, my mouth began to salivate. ‘What is happening?’ Scratching my groin sent shivers up my spine. Rubbing my ass made me weak, flush. I hid the box again and headed for the bathroom. Washing my face didn’t help.

I couldn’t sleep and twisted and turned all night trying to get images out of my head. The couldn’t get the thought of the pictures and video out of my head. By morning I was a wreak. How did I get into this? My body was saying yes while my mind was screaming no. How could I tell my wife? How could I turn back time and forget this ever happened? It seemed like there was no way out but to go through with it. My body agreed.

That afternoon I took the box from its hiding place into the bathroom. I listened cautiously for my wife. As I began my preparations my mind began spinning. It was like a long lost routine. I cleaned and lubed my ass and slid a finger in. It was so warm and tight. Instinctively I worked it around until I could slide two fingers in. My eyes closed as I pushed them in all the way. Oh god. My legs shook.

My dick swelled as I stroked my fingers in and out. It felt crazy, erotic. I pulled them out and putting a condom on the dildo, slid it in. It went deeper than my fingers could reach and it caused me to gasp. My ass clinched around it holding it in place. I didn’t dare turn it on. I slid me pants back up and washed my hands. I took the box back to the garage and placed it in my tool bag. I may need it later not knowing what Dennis may have in mind.

I said goodbye to my wife, told her I was going to Dennis’ and headed out the door. As I walked down the street my dick rubbed against my clothes while the dildo stimulated my prostate.