One of my newfound hobbies, so to speak, is reading and writing sex fantasy stories on a sex fantasy website. It is a site I stumbled across while innocently reading an article on sex fantasy.

Since joining the site I have found myself fascinated by the number and variety of sex fantasies. It has provided me with countless hours of entertainment. Reading people’s fantasies is sort of a way to get into their minds unobserved. I even wrote a few of my own.

Reading through the many varied stories can be rather arousing at times.

While I find most rather boring tales of boy meets girl, boy takes girl to hotel room type encounters, some are rather fascinating. The ones I find most fascinating stimulate me in an intellectual sort of way, but others are just plain arousing. The ones I find most arousing, for me at least, are the girl-girl encounters.

This is no real surprise when I think about it. I was never really a fan of porn movies, my attitude always being that if you have to watch videos of other people having sex there is something missing in your life. The ones that I have seen rarely do much for me. I really don’t like seeing men naked on a screen. My attitude is that if I want to see a naked man I can look in the mirror. The only parts I ever really liked were the girl on girl scenes, and there always seemed to be one in every porn movie.

To me, being an unnoticed observer as two beautiful women explore each other’s bodies is quite thrilling. I guess it satisfies the voyeur in me. So, I guess it was no surprise that I found the girl on girl fantasies to be the most sexually arousing. Tales of two beautiful women together was something I could easily read for hours. I started to spend a significant amount of time both reading and writing for the site.

This fascination with the site carried over into my time at work. Though I rarely logged onto the site during working hours, I often thought about it. I know the site has what they call a ‘boss key’ you can press to go back to the previous screen, so it was often tempting. I occasionally logged on during slow periods, but it was only for brief amounts of time.

As I spent more and more time at home on the site, I chatted with various women from around the world. Some of these conversations became quite sexual and very arousing. One day during a chat, a girl told me of an online encounter she had with another woman. She told me she had cybersex with another woman and she found it very arousing because it had been a long time fantasy to be with another girl. I got aroused just thinking about it. I really felt like asking her if she had a transcript of the encounter, but that probably would not have gone over well. I would just seem like some pervert looking for a cheap thrill. Yet, the idea stuck in the back of my mind. I mean, reading these girls conversations as they cyber in real time without being aware of my presence. Hmmm….now that would be something. Alas, it just didn’t seem possible. It did make me sorry I didn’t get into computer hacking a bit more though.

Though the possibility of me observing two girls cybering seemed like just a dream, it was a fantasy I could not get out of my mind. Even in porno movies the two girls are very aware of the camera. They know they are being observed and are probably never completely at ease. To be able to hack into a computer while two girls are cybering…hmmm. Sort of like peeping through a keyhole while two young women explored each other’s bodies. Wow, was my mind working.

The next day at work was a bit slow. I could not get these new thoughts of somehow observing a couple of women in cyberspace out of my mind. No one was around my desk that day. It was lunchtime and I decided to eat at my desk instead of going out. Since I was alone, I logged onto the sex fantasy site. Then it hit me. I almost dropped my sandwich and nearly broke out in a cold sweat. I quick logged out and gathered my thoughts. I knew I rarely used this computer to log onto the site, but was what I was thinking possible? I had to find out.

I put the sandwich down. I went back to the sex fantasy site. This time I did not log on. ‘Welcome’ the screen read. One of the buttons said ‘Join Now’. So I did. Again. I created a new screen name, ‘SilkPanties22’. I started to fill out the profile. Hmmm… Sex, ‘female, 22 years of age’. Orientation, ‘decline to answer’. That should keep them guessing. Kind of like saying you’re not straight without really saying it.