My relationship with my wife was perfectly normal. I was afraid to tell her what I constantly thinking when it came to sex. She was in control of when and where we have sex . I had the honor of watching her with several of her lovers but I’m always made to only watch and never speak. I would love to be equipped like those guys but I’m not. My penis when rock hard measures three and three quarters of an inch and is only one inch wide. This is the God’s honest truth.

One evening after dinner she and I where relaxing in the den and she was flipping through the TV channels looking for something to watch. Over two hundred channels and not a decent thing on she said. We could watch a movie I suggested. We have about three hundred DVD’s and I figured she would pick one of them. She said you know what, I feel like watching a special movie, I’m kind of horny. By special she ment one of her and a lover having sex. We have set up a private porn studio in our spare bedroom and she has used it to make videos of herself and her lovers .

While I waited she went to the safe in our closet and got a DVD. She keeps all her private performances locked in a safe that only she knows the combination to. We had to buy it due to her standing in our HOA she couldn’t risk any of those movies getting into the wrong hands. When she returned with the movie I noticed she had changed out of her work cloths and into a nighty. It was mostly see through and her hairless pussy could easily be seen along with her hard nipples. I asked if where cold. She looked at her nipples and said no, just horny.

I hadn’t seen this one she told me. I’m never allowed to ask questions about who she is with. The first time I did that I was told very matter of fact that was none of my business. The screen went blue and then the bed room shown , we have three digital cameras set up in there and they all three record at the same time . Thanks to editing equipment she can then edit a finished DVD. She is talented in doing that. She said puts it she is the producer, director, actress,and editor. When the movie started she came into frame wearing a white corset with eight garters , white stockings with a four inch band of lace at the top. Her breast where bare. She had sex with a black guy that was very well equipped. He literally beat her vagina with his penis and several times she was crying while having sex with him.