Ever had the feeling that you loved your spouse or partner but that just wasn’t enough. I mean I love him but, things were just not the same. I didn’t want to break up, I just needed someone to talk to. So I hit up the chat rooms to find a cyber buddy, that I could talk to. I had regular people I talked to, then one night someone commented on my post. We chatted back and forth a little while, then he sent me a private message. He introduced him self as Ryan, and I told him my name was Sescily. We talked for hours that night, about our personal life, interest, and hobbies. Finally days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into two months. We had really gotten close, not a day went by that we didn’t talk, and I enjoyed his company. Finally one night he got the courage up to ask me if he wanted to meet up. I was shocked, I never thought it would of this far. But i kindly refused his offer and we went back to just talking casually.

A few more weeks went by and again he asked if we could meet. He went on to tell me that, he really liked me and it drove him crazy that we couldn’t meet in person. I was hesitate at first and told him i needed a couple of nights to think about it. I messaged him two to three days later agreeing to meet him for lunch. He was very excited and couldn’t wait. So we choose a place, a time, date and waited for it to come. On the day of our secret meeting i was so nervous, I had a million thoughts running through my head. What he didn’t life me, what if we got caught, how would feel after our meeting?