“Are you ready for college sweetie? It’s move in day!” said my mom.

“I was born ready!” I exclaimed.

“That’s the spirit!” said my dad.

I moved everything into my room, but my roommate wasn’t there yet. Who was it going to be? Was she going to be nice or mean? Kind or rude? Pretty or ugly? All these thoughts raced around my head as I moved in.

After I moved all my stuff in and my parents left, I was sitting in my room enjoying the silence when there was a knock at the door. I went over and answered it and there was this beautiful girl standing there.

“Hi I’m Erika and I’m your roommate. I can’t wait to spend the next year with someone as cool as you!!!”

Well, all my questions were answered. She was a nice, kind, and beautiful girl.

We spent the rest of the day just talking and getting to know each other. I instantly fell in love with her but she could never know.

I fell deeper in love with her when I saw her change. She had the most amazing breasts and the most beautiful legs and a perfect figure. I was fully in love with my roommate.

From that first day, we spent every second together. We were like best friends but I wanted to be more. There were times where I wanted to tell her how I felt but I stopped myself. It was only the first week of school and we had the whole year together. Best to not ruin it on the first week.

At first, we had regular school days filled with classes and homework. That all changed one night.

While Erika and I were in our dorm room, we got a knock at the door. It was my friend Grace from my high school. I introduced her to Erika during the first week of school.

“Hey guys. I’m throwing a party tonight and you’re both invited.”

“No thanks I’m good.” I replied.

“Come on Elise we’re both 18 now. Time to cut lose! It’ll be fun.” Erika chimed in.

“I’m not a big partyer. I never have been to one so might as well not start now.”

“It will be fun. I’m not taking no for an answer.” Grace pressed on.

“Fine lets do it.” I finally relented.

“YAY! PARTY!!! Be at my dorm at 7:00.”

“Ok. See you soon!”

I was so nervous and I knew that this party would make a first impression on a lot of people that I didn’t know and some of them might even be friends of mine one day. I had to look good so I wore a short skirt and a nice tank top with a very revealing bra. I wanted to look sexy but also conservative. Erika agreed with my outfit and we headed out.

We got to Grace’s door and knocked and she answered.

“Ready for the best night of your lives?”

“I don’t know about that but I’m ready to have fun and relax a bit.” I answered.

“Come on in!” and she invited us in.

We were the last ones there. All the girls were sitting on the floor just chatting and drinking their drinks.

“Ok now that everyone is here, its time for the special ingredient for all your drinks.” And she pulled out a big bottle of vodka.

“None of us are old enough to drink though.” I said.

“No but we’re all 18 so we are adults so we might as well drink adult drinks. Don’t worry Elise we will all be ok.”

“Alright I guess you’re right.”

“This is going to be a great night!” exclaimed Erika.

“Your damn right it is.” Another girl said.

“Is it only girls tonight?” I asked.

“Yeah this is just girl time tonight. Plus, we are playing some crazy drinking games and we don’t want guys to be involved in those.”

“Good point.” I responded.

We all started to get to know each other and just chatted while getting drunk. Then it was time to party.

“Alright girls. I hope you’re not all too drunk yet because it time for DRINKING GAMES!!!!! CIRCLE UP BITCHES!!!!!” she basically screamed.

We all circled up.

“We have two games and they are in a specific order. First up is “Never have I ever”. It goes like this. You say something you’ve never done and if someone has done it they drink. Get it?”

“We got it.” We answered in unison.

We started and there were some really simple ones and some people were drinking. When we were all a little bit drunker that’s when the weird ones came out.

“Never have I ever had sex.” I said and they all drank except Erika.

Next was Erika. She thought about for a second and what she said shocked me to my core.

“Never have I ever kissed a girl.” Grace and I were the only ones who drank. I didn’t know Grace was bisexual or lesbian. Maybe it was from another drinking game or a dare. Anyways, I knew I had to be Erika’s first kiss from a girl.

We played a few more rounds and then Grace called it.

“That’s it. Time for the next game. I know this might be weird but we’re all drunk enough for it to not be. Spin the bottle.”

YES YES YES!!! This is perfect I thought. I might be able to kiss Erika and she would never suspect anything because of the game.

“Erika you’re up first!”

She spinned. Please be me! Please be me! But sadly it landed on a girl named Charlotte across the room. They kissed for about 3 seconds and then broke the kiss.

“Guess I have kissed a girl now.” And we all laughed.

“Your turn Elise.” Please be Erika I said in my head over and over as it spinned. I thought it was about to land on her but it spinned past her and landed on Grace.

“FUCK ME” I screamed in my head.

“Scoot over here girl!” she said slyly to me.

I moved over to her and gave her a quick kiss.

Everyone started to say, “WHOAH NO NO NO.”

“What did I do? I kissed her!”

“For less than a second. New rule. Has to be for 3 seconds at least but it can be longer if you’re both feelin’ it.” Said Grace.

“Ok fine. Rules are rules.”

I kissed her again but this time it felt different. I felt something awaken inside me. Before I could define it the kiss was over. Was I attracted to Grace?

It went around the circle and went back to Erika. I had butterflies. It was spinning and spinning and spinning and I couldn’t believe my luck when it landed on me.

I was literally jumping for joy in my head. I was only hoping that she was feeling it like I was and we could just kiss forever.

We leaned it and kissed. Her kiss was intoxicating. This time I could identify the feelings I felt with Grace but it was overwhelmingly stronger with Erika. It was love. I was fully in love with my own roommate Erika. When our 3 seconds were up she tried to pull away but I didn’t let her and I wanted it to last so much longer. Then she pulled away harder and we broke the kiss.

“Sorry Elise I’m just not feeling it like you.”

An uncomfortable silence filled the room.

“That’s ok.”

I was heart broken.

Next was Grace. She spun the bottle and it landed on Erika.

Apparently, Erika was feeling it with Grace because after the 3 seconds were up, they didn’t stop.

My heart shattered. The girl of my dreams was making out with my friend. I wanted the kiss to last longer but she chose Grace over me.

So we just continued to play the game without the two of them.