Back at the dorm

A few days went by since I lost my car. But strangely, I can’t get Ez off my mind. She turned my world upside down. Now, I know I’m not gay, but the night I spent with her was the best night I’ve ever had. I never knew taking a dick up my ass would feel that good. Does this make me gay?

No… And I don’t plan on going back there.

I need to get another car, win a few races and win my car back.

There’s no way I’m letting them take my car and do god only knows what to it.

I’m going to have to dig up some of the cash my brother and I hid away. I have to get back to my brother’s car.

How am I going to get a car fast enough to take on Ez?

None of my roommates have one and there’s no way I’m going to as my parents. I’m done letting my dad control me with his money.

I dug myself into this mess, I can get myself out of it.

My physics professor finally ends the lecture. I don’t think I heard a word he said.

If I was a better mechanical engineer, I could build a better and much faster car with my brother’s blueprints. Sadly, I’m just not as smart as him.

But, those two girls at Ez’s might be able to pull it off.

But the thing Ez said to me when she dropped me off. If I ever end back up at her place, she said she’d own my ass…

She doesn’t really mean what she said, right?

I don’t know.

“Hey, James.” I turn to see Jeremiah walking up to me.

“Yo, what’s up,” I say.

“We hitting up the house parties tonight?” he asks.

“I don’t know, I need to find a car,” I say.

“Dude, you’re seriously going out there after you lost your first car?” he asks.

“Yeah, racing is in my blood. It’s who I am. There’s no way I’m ever giving it up.”

“You’re crazy, man.”

“Well, hit me up if you change your mind,” he says.

—

After I got back to the dorm, I spent the rest of the afternoon searching online for any and all cars for sale. Nothing out there would even come close to touching mine or Ez’s car.

Maybe I should go see her. I mean, I don’t intend to end up in her bed or anything. Maybe her crew could use another driver.

“Hey, Clint,” I shout out.

“What up man,” he says.

“Would you mind giving me a ride to a friend’s house?” I ask.

“Sure, I was actually about to head out anyways,” he says.

I give him directions as we get into his truck. An old ford truck. Kind of a beater.

He drives me to Ez’s house. No one’s home. “Thanks for the ride.”

“Looks like no one’s home, you sure you want to wait here?” he asks.

“Yeah, I’ll be fine,” I say.

“Alright man, feel free to give me a call if you need a ride,” he says.

As Clint takes off, I take a seat on the stoup of Ez’s house. I still can’t believe I’m here, but what else can I do. I need to get that car back. It’s all I have left.

The thought of losing that car still makes me sick to my stomach. And yet, another thought fights for space inside my mind. The thought of winding up back in Ez’s bed. The memories of last night still fresh. The feeling of her cock inside me still lingers.

I’m so confused. Do I really want to have that dick back inside me? It felt so good last time. Not only that, but Ez is a lot different from any girl I’ve ever met. Aside from the obvious of course, she’s the only person I’ve ever met that can match my fast pace lifestyle. The only person who won’t flinch in the face of danger.

I’m so lost in my thoughts, I barely notice when an SUV pulls into the driveway. I look up to see Ez getting out along with her friends. “How am I not surprised to see you back here.” She gives me a dirty smirk.

“One night with Ez and the boy’s addicted,” Keira laughs.

“I’m not here for that, I just came to check up on my car.” My confidence in my words wavers and I can tell she is not entirely convinced.

“Don’t you mean, my car? I did win it in our little race,” she says.

“I was thinking. Let me drive for you. I can win enough money to earn it back,” I say.

“We’ll consider your offer, why don’t you come inside,” Ez says as she follows the others inside.

I shrug and follow them in.

“If the car meant that much to you, why bet it in the first place?” Octavia asks.

“I couldn’t just step down, I had to race. It’s in my blood. It’s who I am,” I say.

“I can respect that,” Ez says. She takes a seat on a two-seater sofa as Keria grabs the recliner and Octavia and Yuki take the other couch. “What do you guys think, should we let him join our little crew?”

“Boy’s got skill,” Keira says.

“Yeah, and he had a fast car,” Octavia says. “No doubt about it.”

“You think that car is fast, I can get help you get a faster one,” I say.

“Oh?” Ez says. “I am in need of a new car after last night.”

“How fast?” Yuki asks.

“Well, it’ll run off the same power source as mine,” I say.

“And where is this car at?” Octavia asks.

“Well, here’s the thing,” I say as I reach up to rub the back of my neck, my eyes drifting away from the group.