Psycho Bitch’s Last Stand

I opened the door to the hallway and took a deep breath. “Crap, this floozy has my heart ready to break out of my chest,” I whispered before walking in there.

I strolled down to the end of the hall towards where our door was. Although, I stopped about at the twenty-foot mark, and leaned my back on the wall.

I dug into my pocket and pulled it out. “Why do I love Miranda so much? She is a psycho bitch, but I can’t picture my life without her now,” I muttered, bringing it to my lips.

I kissed it. “If I’m willing to give the hussy this ring, I guess I love her more than any other woman, besides my mom. I never thought of doing this with Barb, Erica or any other ex-girlfriend. I hated Miranda for the first couple years I knew her because she was the cheer captain and a tart to me. I don’t think it was because she confessed her crush, but maybe it was the hate sex we had.”

I glared at the ring for a moment in silence.

“Shit,” I sobbed, rubbing my face. “I’m crying because I just don’t know what to do. I love Miranda and don’t want anyone else, but she cheated,” I pointed out, lowering my hand. “Despite that, I still love her, and she knows how to keep my motor going. I guess the crazier the chick is, the better she is in bed. If I love her so much and don’t desire to be with another woman, then why isn’t this the easiest decision to make?”

I remained in that spot for a few more minutes, but didn’t speak a word. I felt my heart, and it was looking to burst out of my chest. I felt tingles because I wanted to do it, but my brain knew it wasn’t that simple.

I clenched my hand with the ring and hit my palm. “Fuck it, you only get one ‘Miranda’ in a lifetime,” I grumbled before I put my ring back into my pocket.

I stretched out and took in another deep breath. “Here goes nothing,” I said, prior to ambling to the door.

As I got closer to the door, I jiggled around a little bit more, and my nerves felt to being poked at by a needle. Although, I wasn’t about to stop because of that.

On the other hand, I halted at the three-foot mark. “What the hell, do I hear something going on in there?” I questioned before I calmly closed the gap and placed my right ear on the door.

“Oh, fuck, Miranda, you are some crazy lady,” I heard a woman moan.

I closed my eyes halfway. “Was that Mia? The chick from our old apartment complex?”

“Yes, eat my pussy as Barb eats yours, psycho bitch.”

I slanted my head back and covered my face with both hands. “Is my psycho bitch girlfriend cheating with both Mia and Barb in our office right now? Could she really be that stupid?”

I brought my hands down and bit down on my bottom lip. I peeked down at the handle and calmly grabbed onto it.

I turned it and lazily cracked the door open. “Yes, I recognize Barb’s ass anywhere, they have that three woman chain going on,” I sobbed before opening the door. “What the hell, Miranda?!” I roared, walking in there.

I came to her and slapped her ass. “You are cheating on me with Barb and Mia? You psycho bitch, how could you do this to me?” I cried, putting my hands up.

She looked right at me. “Babe, I’m sorry, I was planning on surprising you,” Miranda wept, getting off the desk.

“Oh, you surprised me, Miranda. I thought we had an agreement: you’d tell me if you wanted to see someone else. You certainly forgot to mention this, but I’ve noticed that you haven’t asked for permission in months now. Have you been seeing them behind my back?” I inquired, placing my hands on my hips.

“I would never deceive you, Hanna,” Miranda replied before she kissed me and wrapped her arms around me. “Please don’t be mad.”

I shoved her away. “Seriously, what the hell, Miranda? We’ve been in a committed relationship for almost two years now, and you are still pulling this psycho bitch bullshit.”

She stood naked and just cried for a moment. I peeked back at her desk and noticed both Mia and Barb seemed worried too, but they were holding each other.

“I just wanted to surprise you with a foursome, that’s all,” Miranda explained, closing the gap and placing her palms on my thighs. “We’ve had sex in here many times before, and I just thought it would be hot to invite them in here. You could have three different pairs of boobs to glance at, you know what I mean?” she pondered, placing her hands on my butt.

“It is true, Hannah. We were waiting in here for about forty minutes before our pussies got the better of us. It wasn’t even Miranda’s idea for us to start doing it before you came back,” Barb pointed out. 

I noticed Mia getting off the desk too, and she came to my right side. “Hannah, we all know how much you love her, so don’t be upset,” she advised me, prior to pecking my cheek. “She is an incredible woman, and you should hold onto her.”

“I respect your opinion, Mia, but this is between us, and not you or Barb,” I informed Mia, peeking at her.

She put her hands up and slowly backed away. I looked back into Miranda’s teary eyes, and my hand also made its way down onto the pocket in my skirt.

I bit down on my bottom lip for a few seconds before I brought my hands up. “Why are you such a psycho bitch, Miranda? Do you have that gene in your DNA? I guess that’s why, but this is too much, Miranda,” I informed her, shaking my head no. “Barb and Mia are beyond sexy ladies, but I’ve never thought of being with them or any other woman since we started our weird relationship,” I related to her before taking her hands. “You’ve always been more than enough woman for me, but you’ve proven that I’m not enough woman for you.”

She had tears forming on her face every couple seconds. “Please don’t break up with me, Hannah. Don’t let this mistake be the end of us; I know we can make it work. If you want me to commit to you, I will. I swear I’ll cut myself off from every single other person on the face of the planet if you want me to. I just want you, that’s all,” she pleaded before she kissed me. “I’m at your mercy now, Hannah.”

I covered my face again. ‘Oh, Miranda is the craziest chick I’ve ever met and probably ever will. And to think I was torturing myself on whether or not to propose. What was I thinking? Oh, now she is encasing her arms around me.’

We held our positions for a moment, and everyone failed to speak. I felt my anger going down a bit, but I was still pissed off. After that moment, I uncovered my face and broke away from Miranda gradually, but I still didn’t talk.

“Shit, you are still upset,” she whined, breaking eye contact.

“Yes, Miranda, regardless of what your intentions were, you cheated on me. I let you get away with it once, but I won’t allow it to happen again,” I informed her, shaking my head.

“So you are breaking up with me?” she sobbed, slanting her head down.

I viewed her cry as if she just lost a family member and then my hand calmly found my ring through my skirt again.

I took in a deep breath. “I don’t know, Miranda. I love you, but I hate you right now,” I answered, waving my hands around. “I swear I’ve never loved anyone quite like you, but you are a psycho bitch,” I branded her, grabbing her arms. “I just don’t know how this is gonna work between us. You can’t keep cheating and always be so insecure about our relationship.”

“What are you talking about?”

I took a deep breath, let go of her and hit my palm. “We’re still inseparable for the most part, that’s why we’re both working in this office. You sold us as a package deal to our boss. Don’t get me wrong, I love working with you and having sex in here constantly, but it is at the cost of us having our own lives. I can’t see anyone without you tagging along, not even my mom. It is like you think I’m going to bail on you if I just want some time away,” I explained before a pause and began walking back towards the door. “Just give me a couple of days away, Miranda. This time, I think we need some time apart. If you want to screw Barb and Mia here, then do it. I’m not gonna guilt trip you; I just want you to be happy. Although, I’m not sure at all that we’re gonna last forever at this pace.”

“Are you saying I haven’t lost you?” Miranda asked, wiping away her tears.

“You haven’t lost me, but I’m leaving now, Miranda. Do not you follow me out, text, call or contact me in any way until I contact you. Do you understand?”

“No, can’t we just talk about this?” she asked, coming to me again. “I swear, I’m a changed woman, I’ll give you space if that’s what you want. I’ll get a different job if you want me to, Hannah. I’ll be fully faithful to you, so I will even close my eyes when there is nudity in movies if you’d like. I only want to see you naked for the rest of my life,” she made clear before taking my hands and pulling my lips to hers.

We made out for a moment, but I failed to close my eyes. ‘I have no idea what to make of this witch, but I’m still quite upset,’ I thought, prior to pushing Miranda off me. “No, we just need some time apart,” I objected, leaving my hands up. “We know we love each other, but you hurt me. At the very least, I should be able to count on you to be faithful to me,” I sobbed. “I want to be more a woman you can sleep with; I want to be your…” I explained before I suddenly halted my words, clenched my fists and bit my bottom lip.

“What, Hannah?” Miranda cried, washing away her tears.

 I shed quite a few of my own tears then as we just eyeballed one another.

“I don’t think either of us knows what we want, Miranda,” I put on the record before I turned around.

“What does that mean, Hannah? What was the end of that sentence, you want to be my, what?” Miranda questioned, grabbing my arm.