about ten years ago when I was only 15 years old, I made the choice of running away from home and hitch-hiking across the united states. boy was the world outside of the little one I lived in different. I was just this small little white boy from a small town in northern California. I didn’t know anything about what was out there. but I sure found out about a lot of things that probably would have taken years, if at all, to find out about. one of which was, seduction and submission of male to male sex. mainly, myself being pimped out by a man, to other men, as a little sex toy.

it began one early Saturday night at the “T.A. Truck Stop” in Dallas/Ft. Worth, Texas. I was without money and hungry, so I was asking for change outside the restaurant. it seemed not to be working. I had been out there for a good long time and hadn’t gotten even enough for a slice of pie. to make things worse, the manager came out and told me to leave. so I headed into the truckers parking lot hoping to spare change in there, when a man in his early twenties walked up to me and introduced himself as, “Dave.”

he was a medium built white guy, about 6 foot or so. with long light brown hair and a short scruffy beard. he said to me, “if you need money kid, I have an easy way of making a lot of it, and you’ll have fun doing it.” I asked him what it was he was talking about and he began to explain, “you see all these truckers here? almost all of them are on the road for weeks at a time and they don’t get a chance to see their wife’s or girlfriend’s. so basically they are willing to pay for a blow job to hold them over until they can get home. that’s where you come in. you spend about 20 or 30 minutes sucking their dick’s and you make about $50.00 a pop.”

I said, “I’m not gay.” he replied, “you don’t have to be gay to suck dick its like a job, your being paid to suck it.” I went on to explain that I hadn’t done anything like that before and that I wasn’t sure about the whole thing. he explained how there was a lot of money to be made in that business and he told me to wait there as he went out to suck one to show me the kind of money that could be made by doing that.

I watched him walk off into the trucks and didn’t see him for about 15 minutes. when he came back, he showed me a hundred dollars and said, “you see that? for 10 minutes of work, I made this. he gave fifty for sucking his dick, and fifty for a tip because he enjoyed it so much.” being young and nieve, I let the money light up my eyes, even though I didn’t see him sucking any dick, and he probably was just conning me. I said to him anyway, “OK! I’ll do it.”

he then says, “ok! but since you never done this before, I will first have to teach you how to suck a dick. I’m going to let you suck mine, but since I’m teaching you, you won’t get paid for this one. ok?” I said, “but after that, I’ll get paid right?” He said, “oh ya!