I have been submissive to her for many years. Only as an online sub. She has discovered many things about me. I guess being a nasty submissive living a normal life I was aching for someone to know all my desperate needs and desires. It led to her pushing me to be the true nasty pig I have always desired to be.

Today she asked a question, “How do you feel when you play with your pig shit?”

I couldn’t believe she asked but I guess I always wanted to answer. “I am so turned on and excited. I want to be clean but at the same time I want it smeared on me. I want to be made to show, and told where to put it. When I rub it on my tiny dicklet I could almost cum immediately. However, doing it for you is the real excitement, imaging what you think of me, imaging you tell all your friends what a nasty pig I am. Seeing me with pig shit on my face, in my pubic hair, all over my dicklet, my balls, tasting it and rubbing it is so exciting. But, doing it by your command is everything!

I should have stopped exposing myself at that point, but I went on. “Even when I am holding my pig shit in, keeping it inside. waiting to build up so much to play with, it is exciting. I am excited to have an ass full of shit. It tries to force itself out and I let slide to the opening, even push it a little, before I squeeze it back. It makes me horny and needing to pull on my tiny dicklet. Sometimes my shit comes out to far and I have pig shit stuck to by hole and in my big fat crack. It is beyond exciting.”

You would think that would have been plenty to admit to, but I not only had shit in my hole I apparently had diarrhea of the mouth today. I continued to tell her more, “and when I fuck a pile of my own shit with my little dicklet, I shoot my cum so fast and so much! I just want to bend down and lick it off!

She thought about what I had said and then asked, “when did you find out you liked the piggy poo?”

It was not hard to remember my first time. I had been playing with my poo since I discovered my dick got hard. It began when I was needing something in my butt hole and started using the toilet plunger handle. I was living at home and had to masturbate in the bath so the plunger was convenient and the right size. The first time I stuck it in I came immediately. When I took it out it was dirty. I cleaned it but was afraid someone could still tell so I smelled it. The smell excited me. The next time after using the plunger handle as my fuck toy, when it came dirty I tasted it. My attraction grew from there. I began smearing my shit and using my piggy poo to stroke my little cock. I came almost immediately when I included piggy poo in my masturbation play.

I told my goddess a shortened version, “When I was a teen I began to play with it. I took a break from it for years but as I age my perversion for it is stronger. So I guess the last 15-20 years I have had the need and played more. Finally admitting to you, goddess and others was a big step.”

She said something that stays with me, “finding someone who accepts you is good too isn’t it?”

“Yes very good” I said and naturally added, “and commands me to be a nasty porky pig.” As if that wasn’t enough I just had to keep talking, “yeah, for some reason it excites me a lot, but I need to be told to play with my piggy poo and what to do with it.