My beginning stages of crossdressing was nothing more than dolling up & taking self portraits (thank goodness for the digital camera and it’s delay setting). Later, I would peruse through the portraits and jerk off excitedly at how sexy I looked and how hot my hard cock was stretching out those precious pantyhose. This went on for a few years and I would supplement the photos with dildos to make me appear more feminine. I would envelop the plastic cocks in a pair of my hose and even though dildos were nothing more than props, that too evolved my fetish into new dimensions. I began “practicing” on them fantasizing about blowjobs & getting fucked like a woman; however, that was the extent of it and I never had any intentions of acting on it. Honestly, back then & still even now the thought of being with a man does not appeal to me.

A couple years later I discovered Craigslist personals… wow, this opened up a whole new chapter. I now had a way to connect with others who also love pantyhose and crossdressing. My first encounter was with another CD with a huge pantyhose fetish. We dressed together & talked all things pantyhose. I started getting horny and curious. Luckily, she was an older man and very aware it was my first time. She let me rub my hands on her legs and as my curiosity got the best of my fear- my hand slowly inched up her skirt further & further until I felt it… Oh My God! It was amazing! At that moment I had a new mission in life… to feel as many cocks in pantyhose as I possibly could. I loved the tightening of her pantyhose around his shaft as I grasped it and stroked it. My mind raced back to my pantyhose wrapped dildos and before I knew what I was doing my lips were wrapped around his nylon clad cock… Holy Shit, I was giving a CD in pantyhose a blowjob! I obviously wasn’t very good at it because she ended up jerking herself off & came in her pantyhose, but I was on my knees eagerly awaiting the close up & personal view.

I was now addicted to cock in pantyhose. After that first encounter, Craigslist became more frustrating. Finding CD’s with a pantyhose fetish became a lot more difficult than I thought. After striking out & getting stood up over & over for several months, I was yearning for pantyhose cock now more than ever. I was forced to abandon my prerequisite of meeting a CD and was ready to accept any cock willing to wear hose. As I stated earlier, the thought of being with a man is not appealing; however, I can’t get enough nylon cock. I will not look a guy in the eyes- my only interest is in his raging hard penile appendage; but staying true to my initial fetish I will not waiver on my pantyhose rule- wear them & I’ll make you come in them; don’t wear them & leave without pleasure. I found over the years that my greatest pleasure comes from stroking a guy’s hose covered cock until all his cum has managed to squeeze itself through those tiny sheer nylon threads.

Handjobs are safe and so much fun as my blowjob skills never really did evolve much. Plus, I never liked the thought of cum shooting down my throat along with the threat of catching some disease. The problem is that most people aren’t interested in meeting without oral. Luckily, I discovered flavored condoms for those desperate times when I had to give a blowjob… safe sex only!

I always fantasize about being fully dolled up, posing on the bed on all fours with my nude sheer to waist pantyhose on, ass cheeks peeking out of my short skirt, the spike of my nude high heels pointed horizontally, my long brown wig hanging down over my face, fake boobs sagging down towards the bed and a rock hard cock rubbing all over my sheer hose. The feeling of a man in hose grinding his nylon bulge up against me is just down right erotic. The fantasies eventually evolved into wanting to hear the sound of ripping nylon breaking the monotony of silence as the rock hard stick prepares to enter my manpussy.