nuffy 1 redone

This is a true story name were changed. This story is long because I was raped or molested almost daily so I have a lot to recount.

Hi my name is Nuffy this is the story of my life. I lived with my mom , brother and stepfather. My mom remarried my stepfather when I was a year old so we was the only father I knew. I was molested and raped all my life by my stepfather and it ruined my life .
My first memory was when I was about 4 years old. I was lying in my parents room watch tv with my stepdad while my mom is getting ready to go sing. I was lying next to my stepfather when I could feel his hand slip from my shoulder to my hips. I was wearing a purple and white pajama shirt and pants. I could feel him turn to me and quietly tell me to be quiet. His finger carassing my untouched pussy. Slowly passing over my clit , I got strange tingle when his fingertip would glide over my pussy. This was the first time I was touch but as I got older the abuse became worse. My stepfather or daddy as I called him was very good at hiding my abuse. He would buy we lots of clothes and toys to keep me not realizing what was happening.
Till I was around six it had only being touch he would grab my budding ass when I walked by or sneak into the bathroom while I showerd and watch me till I yelled loud enough for my mom. These little things continued all through life and bacme somewhat of a norm because I brushed it off everytime. The next level was about to begin. My dad drank a little but whenever he did he would always pour some down my throath ever since I was a toddler. The abused continued it grew more frequent becuase my mom and bother worked long hours.

I was around 6 I had been touch a couple of times before and didn’t really no what was happening I had no consept of sex,love,rape anything. This time I was watching tv home alone again till my dad comes through the door. He asked if anyone is home I shake my head no. He walks off to the kitchen while I watch tv my big brown eyes glued to Ytv. I jump realizing my dad siting next to me with a red bottle in his hands. He pours 2 cups he gives me one. He says its juice and to drink it.