There I was, setting across the table from the man of my dreams. The guy I had been in love with since 7th grade. I couldn’t believe that after all these years he finaly asked me out. We talked rather nerviously through dinner. It was weird setting there with him and us not being able to talk. We had gone out to dinner many times before and had been friends for years. We always had things to talk about.

After dinner we went to a movie. He let me choose. I kinda took him off gard with my choice. He knew that I was a big one on love stories, but I chose an action movie. I didn’t know that there was going to be as much “action” in the movie as there was. It seemed like every time something new happened the 2 main characters we having sex or making out. I will have to admit I was getting really honey watching them, imaging what it would be like to be with Boe. Imaging what it would be like to be with him was nothing new for me. I had been doing that for 8 years. I think the movie was getting to him a little to because he kept moving around in his seat.

After the movie he took me home. When we pulled up we both looked at the door and then at eachother. We kissed for the first time in our whole reationship. It was wonderful, a bit odd, but wonderful. Its strange kissing with one of your bestfriends. I moved back and spoke softly, “Do you want to come in?” He looked at me and said “yes”. He slowly turned off the car and then we walked up to my front door. I figgited with my keys a little bit and finaly unlocked it.

We walked in and I offred him something to drink. He said he wanted water so I walked into the kitchen to get him some. When I reached into the cabnet to grab a glass, his arm went around my stomach and he gently kissed the back of my neck. It took me so off gard. I breathed in quickly. He let go of me and said, “I’m sorry Nikki, I didn’t mean to…