I feel I have always been passionate and have a very strong sexual drive. One time a woman I was dating said I had the sexual experience of a man and the drive and stamina of a teenager. I have always enjoyed female sexuality beginning at a very early age. It has always been my philosophy that if I enjoy the sweetness of a woman with touch, feel, taste, smell, scent, and sight that my pleasure will be taken care of by the woman.

In turn I also find that an animal mating desire naturally drives the bond between men and woman. It is not based on an artificial field of boundaries of girlfriend, and at times one’s wife. Men protect and care for naturally chosen mates, and woman care and accept when they chose to breed by the male they attract. When matched the bond is for a lifetime. Tonight is to see if there is a potential match with a woman I have known for some time.

After a sexy email dance and expression of mutual desire I look forward to meeting with Rose for a sexual interlude between two open and desirable adults. We are attracted to each other and have shared a lot, to a point of self-sexual satisfaction, and a sincere open expression of deep sexual desire to explore the other carnal desires.

I left work and went home to shower and change before meeting up with Rose. My penis has been hard and full all day thinking of the night to come. It seems that she wants to explore our sexually but has her guard up as well. On the way home I buy a bottle of wine although I do not drink. I also buy protection for all it provides. I have no question from the emails from her that we were to engage sexually.

In the shower my cock is hard as I soap my body thinking of the fun to come. I truly enjoy sex, flirtation, discreet suggestive writing, and openly expressing what brings satisfaction. I have kept myself fit and healthy and take part in sports. Starting sometime ago for the sports, I started shaving first my legs and today my whole body. I have done this for years and truly love the sensual feel of a woman’s smooth body against mine. I have also found that woman like the smooth touch of a clean-shaven man. In the shower I double-check to make sure I am clean and smooth for the evening to come. I enjoy stoking my cock while lightly touching my anus making sure I am clean all over. My finger easily slips in and out with the suds of the soap. As I get a bit too involved I remember to save my ejaculation for later with my date later that night.

As I head to meet Rose, she emails my phone telling me she is still at dinner with a girlfriend and asks if she should she head home to meet me. I let her know I will be there shortly and ask her if her girlfriend was going to join us too. I am already turned on thinking of Rose and perhaps a three-some, which I already know will not happen yet. I just want to let her know it would be ok with me. She replied that she would meet me there and she was the one I got to enjoy tonight. It sounds like her friend may still be on the menu sometime in the future, a thought that keeps me hard.

I am closer than planned so I park in front of her house to wait. Coincidently, I get an email from a woman I have known years. She was a best friend of my sister and as a result a companion back when I was in college. Jill and I connected in so many ways, but we never were a couple, one thing I regret. When my sister married Jill and I decorated the wedding suite with condoms filled with air and some with water like weird water balloons. We laughed and laughed as her lips got numb from the desensitize coating the condoms she blew up. Jill and I just seemed to connect but at that young age I did not know how to let her know my feelings or was in fear being rejected. Whatever the case she till was very special to me.

Later that same year, I kept a smile but sadly attended Jill’s wedding to a jerk. She finally divorced after years of his lazy behavior and has become a truly independent hardworking woman. On her wedding day we I appropriated a moment where we kissed passionately and exchange our hidden feelings as we talked openly, in doing so I embarrassedly left a mark clearly on her neck from a passionate kiss of mine. To both her and my relief her husband thought it came from him, a false truth better left uncorrected. I was happy for Jill and sad just the same. It somehow felt that she did know that she would be always in my heart.

Continuing as buddies, I can’t remember how or why, but she and I had a dollar we ripped in two for luck. We both carried it knowing the other had the other half. For me, it was a way to keep in touch or some classic romantic guise. Over the years the bill was lost but it still a good memory. Even though we never consummated it, Jill has always been the chosen mate of mine and I wonder if she would choose me to breed with her.

As Rose pulled up I was just finishing a note to Jill. I let her know I was looking forward to talking with her real soon.

Rose met me at my car door and gave me a big hug. She lets know my car is in the street and it is best parked in her drive because the neighborhood tickets if parked overnight on the street.