Chapter no. 3:True love…………

Age:18 yrs

this is the continuation of my story new life ……..
I was sitting on the schools balcony talking to cris she was standing just beside me. I was talking about how jake and my father had been a jerk to me.That day i didnt attend any class as i was broken from within both mentally and physically ,i was just wandering around the school campus thinking about all the bad things that happened to me in the last few days before i went to the balcony to meet cris.She sat down beside me hugged me and said ‘dont cry big boy!and totally not for that big jerk’.(She ment my dad)i told her ‘i am not crying because of him but because of that bastard jake ,i trusted him so much and thoght that he also cared for me. ‘And above all..Nothing’ cris asked’ and above all what?speak up please.This will only help u. Trust me ‘i love him and never thought that he would do that to me’.’What….. And does he know that u are gay’ she asked.”No i said””i just wanted my first time to be special but… ” Suddenly i saw a shadow behind the walls and i knew who was that person it was jake again as he was following me the whole morning and i can recognise his masculin smell from a wide distance. I didnt want to give him any attention so i completed my sentence’…First my dad and then jake’.I could feel my anger building upon him and i knew if i didnt leave soon i could hurt sombody. I wanted to leave that place but cris kept questioning which was very annoying .I finally spoke’ cris no more questions please ”if u really wanted to find the answers ask that little faggot who is hidding behind the walls and doesnt have the guts to show up ”what rubbish r u talking ‘she asked this time jake showed up his rear.She saw him and asked ‘how did u know he was the’ ‘oh! i bet i know that,i can recognise him by his body scent’.Saying that i started walking away in another direction.Jake came running behind me and grabbed my shirt pulled me towards a corner and leaned him on me, i kinna like the feeling but i hold to myself and pushed him away and shouted on his face ‘u have got what u wanted now let me be myself,please’ jake said ‘babe!please dont tell like this’.’Babe ?who me? no i dont think so” according to u i was ur bitch or the shit in ur boots’ jake tried to kiss me but i said”please!” and ran down stairs and locked myself into a bathroom so that i dont have to see his face anymore for that day. Jake couldnt follow me as he was stopped by cris,and i also heard cris shouting at him. I unlocked my self from the bathroom after the final bell rang and went into my class to collect my bag and other stufs.Neil one of my classmate and cris’s boyfriend came to me and said that jake was asking for me and also many times .I told him to forget him and also told him that he was a nerd.But within my heart i was surprised as jake never gave me any importance. I told myself not to think about that jerk but my mind wouldnt listen to me. I called bella for distraction and told her to make some burgers and a fruit salad.Then i texted cris and asked if she want me to give her a ride home as i am all alone.Afet a minute she replied that that she wouldnt be able to catch up because she was having an extra class and then a date with neil. I replied her to have fun and also good luck.
I went to the parking lot and hopped into my car which was a ford fig’.O i haeded out towards the exit but was forced to stop as jake came right in front of the car,i closed my eyes as i thought i ve hit him i slowly opened my eyes and saw him standing right infront of the car .’What r u trying to do actually if u want to die go find another car ‘.’I just want to talk to u’,’ but i dont so just leave ‘ ,’no i wont leave until u open the door or u just have to run ur car upon me ‘.As we were arguing many students had gathered around us to see what was the choas all about .I didnt want to create any public issue , i knew he does what he tells so i opened the door and he hopped in. I drove afap and hit the main road he came near me and started licking myface and biting my ears.
I told him to backoff and surprizingly he did .’Say what u r here to say’ ‘nothing i just wanted to spend some time with u’ he replied. There was a slilence between us i oncentretated on my driving as i didnt want an accident to occur.Jake again broke the silence asking ‘the thing which u said to cris was that true’ one strange thing was that this time the first time he spoke to me gently i knew that he would ask me that question. I crossed my fingers and asked ‘what truth r u speking of’ ‘that u loved me and…….Y’. I parked my car at the side road and told him ‘it would be better if we reach at some place and talk as it was distracting me’.He said ‘what about your place’ ok i said.He asked me for a cig i had a pack at the backseat so i told him to have one .He took the whole pack and started smoking in the car. It was hot outside so my windows were closed and the ac was runing slowly.In a min or two he completed 2 cig as he was a pretty fast smoker.My car was filling with smoke so i turned the ac on high and notice that he was shivering.