New beginnings’: Day 01

A little about me, my name is Tim and I am now 15 and starting high school. I have always been a skinny undefined young man. I was always told that one day I would blossom and grow, and it never happened. I have always been the little shy and quite boy with only one good friend who was my next door neighbor Bobby and he was a little older than me but small and quite like I was and now he is moving away although after he started high school he seemed to mature more and become more outgoing, he said it was his new friend and asked me after telling me he was leaving if I would like to take his place. I was very apprehensive at first and ask why would your older friends want to have anything to do with me? I figured if anything they would be my new bullies. I told him I would try to find them once I started school, just to appease him. I had actually planned to keep my head down and try to survive high school and maybe by some miracle make it to college and maybe then I could maybe find a girlfriend and maybe even explore other things because I was certain that I was bi. With absolutely nothing to base this on I only had my thoughts and fantasies of scenarios I would masturbate to. The last night before he was to move we had a sleepover and he seemed way more confident in his body and his manners where much more that of a completely confident person. He undressed right in front of me and walked around the entire night in his tighty whiteys and neither of us had ever been this comfortable around each other. I was still wearing my short and underwear when went to bed because I was still very unsure of my body, as I lay there that night after hours of video games and just talking I wondered if high school would make me a confident and less shy weakling. Maybe I should try meeting his new high school friends.

First day of High School:

My first day as I walked into this huge school full of people and the hustle and bustle was very unsettling, I was in a whole new world and feeling very afraid. Half way down the hall I was grabbed from behind and it was a familiar face, my lifelong bully and then he socked me in the stomach and called me a little bitch and as I dropped to my knees crying he continued to call me names and laugh at me, by this time a crowd had gathered and all I could think was my life sucks. As he continued to berate me, I noticed the crowd suddenly dispersed and I heard a loud booming voice, what the hell are doing? Great a teacher I can get out of this go home and never come back again. The bully quit laughing and started stammering when I realized this was not a teacher, he grabbed him by the collar and held him against the lockers and said apologize to him now, and if you ever bother him again I’ll kill you. He then dropped him to the floor and turned to me and offered me a hand to get up, he said you must be Tim I’m Adam, Bobby told me you would be taking his place in the club. I’m glad to meet you, where is your schedule I’ll help you get to your class. I was overwhelmed by his generosity. I said thank you very much Adam. He laughed and said no problem Bobby was the best member we had and if he vouched for you and you pass your initiation you will always have protection at this school. He walked me to my class and was referencing my schedule and said wait come with me to the office, we gotta change your classes. I was unaware that was possible, he said he wanted me in his gym class and his math class and he wanted me on same lunch as him. As we walked into the office it was obvious this guy got his way at this school. We stopped at a desk with a rather attractive blonde woman and she asked what he wanted, and he explained the situation and she smiled and said no problem. A few clicks on her keyboard she stood up went to the back and returned with my new schedule, smiled and said you two better get to class now. We left the office and returned to the door we had originally stopped at science class he walked me in and looked over the class and it was full of scrawny little guys and girls like me. He said your next class is down the hall on the right and then I’ll come get you for math. As I walked in and took a seat all eyes were on me and then came all the hay’s and what’s your name, glad to meet you. It was looking up for me, could this be the life I kept fantasizing about. The rest of the day was just as good as that class and I was happy although gym class turned out to be the athletes training time, so I was in there with jocks and very fit masculine jocks at that. I forgot about my happiness and fell into a little despair and self-conscious of my body was overwhelming and unnerving. Lucky for me we didn’t do anything that day but sit on the bleachers and listen to the coaches talk about training and eating right and take care of your bodies. I kind of hid back and was waiting for the bell to ring so I could get home. Adam came over where I was sitting with a couple of other guys that he introduced me to at lunch and we sat and talked a little when one he was looking forward to having me in the club, the club I had forgotten about that what the hell kind of club was this. Just then the bell rang and we jumped up and headed out, Adam said hold up I’ll walk with you, as we exited the school he said lets go and started toward my house and told me he lived a couple blocks behind my house. Great let’s go. As we approached my street he asked if I wanted to come hang at his house, I said I would have to ask my mom, and he said great, mom’s love me. As I entered the house my mom hollered from the kitchen how was your day sweetie, a little embarrassed I said it was great, she replied really, did you make any friends as she came into the living room and then seen Adam and smiled and said you did, hello I’m Tim’s mom, nice to meet you I’m Adam, nice to meet you ma’am.