My sexual feelings after I forget I had any

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Hello everyone. This introduction will help you understand who and what I am.
I am domestic helper for family in Hong Kong, and I have been for over twenty years. I will not go into detail telling why I do this, only will say for twenty years i am without sex and man, and wish to forget previous life.
Because of position in working and for so long I am very obedient, and must call boss lady and man as ma’am, and sir. In some accounts you may wonder why with some men and women I also do this, but will become clear as things happen.

My new extension to what I think normal life changed two years ago when I met and fell in love with foreign guy on Internet. He was very experienced in sex and in short time showed me all I miss all time I live HK and in fact I miss all life.
He take what he term as late forty year old virgin, and make her into sex mad woman who needs sex like drug addict desperately need fix, and he show me not only how I should get what is rightfully mine, he also show me how to be most experienced woman to do it.

One thing he always tell me, I should take time with my learning, never rush, or make pain for myself, but as I learn I become very in need to do things to excess, and do damage to my pussy. My boyfriend he become very angry and scold me for this, saying I am beautiful, and after so long await, a little longer not matter, soon I be so good everyone will want me.
Over few month time he show me how to dress to entice, how to seduce by look, and how to have such confidence never to say no.