MY SEXUAL AUTOBIOGRAPHY
PART – 49
MELINA, MY LITTLE LOVE

Melina, My little love. This is the perfect title for this part of My Sexual Autobiography.
As written in the last episode, you all know that Melina is 13/14 years old, a beautiful, cute, slim and tall girl, the only daughter of our next door neighbor Mrs. and Mr. Christopher, a business couple.

She comes to our house almost all daily, more than once to play with our son Raju. In few weeks, she became so friendly, so family like with us that we treat her like our own family member.

Her parent goes together early morning to their shop in Zurich market. She used to go her school in the morning and used to return in afternoon. Her parents were very happy to know that she does not feel lonely in their absence because she fined a good friend, Raju to play with. They thanked us many times for this. Her parents also became very friendly with me and my husband and we meet each other’s, mostly on weekends on tea/coffee either our home or their home. They are very happy that we look after Melina.

To be very frank, I never thought about what I did with Melina. Before this incident, she was like a child for me. But, every child cannot remain child forever. The things changes very fast and the persons have to accept the change comes by situations.

All that started on the day, when Melina walked in our apartment in one fine afternoon. She was looking tense. I was about to for a afternoon snap on finishing my house hold work. Raju was already sleeping.

I asked her what happened, but she could not reply immediately. I pulled her to me and hugged her and asked again.

“I don’t know exactly aunty, but I think, I am experiencing my first ever periods. I do not know what to do exactly in this situation. My mummy is also not at home, so I come to you.” She replied.
I laughed a little hearing this.

“I am here for you. Don’t worry and take it easy. It happens with every girl. You have to take little care and everything will be alright.” I told her.
“I do not have anything to treat this. I came here for your help” She informed me.
“Don’t worry dear, I have sanitary napkins. You need them for those days. Come on….. Put the napkin and feel confident.” I told her and took her in to my bedroom by holding her hand. I gave her a sanitary napkin and told her to wear it, after washing herself properly, showing her door of the attached bathroom.

She took the napkin and went to the bathroom. I sat there on the bed and was waiting for her to return.

She opened the bathroom door called me there. She showed me her panty, full of her period blood spots. She told me that she cleaned herself but she cannot wear the same panty again with full of blood spots. I understood the situation. She was standing inside the bathroom and I saw her skirt was down on her nakedness. The senatory napkin was in her other hand. I told her not to worry and gave her a brand new panty. I asked her to wear the napkin under the new panty. I also gave her a small plastic bag to put her blood spotted in it. My panty was never going to fit her because of the size difference between our hips. But I was sure that it will surely help her to keep the napkin at place in this emergency situation. She again closed the bathroom door taking my brand new panty.

She came out of the bathroom with the plastic bag in her hand. She smiled looking at me and said;
“Your panty is bigger in size for me. But I have adjusted it for the time being till I wear my own panty.”

And she innocently pulled her top up from her skirt to show me that she wore my panty and was holding it under her skirt belt. I smiled at her innocence.

She went to her home and came back immediately after wearing her own panty. She told me that she will return my panty next day after washing it.

In the evening, I went Melina’s home to meet her mother. She thanked me for my help to her daughter. She also told me that Melina is a very innocent girl and she may not know much about adult things. She requested me to help her in sex education.

After this, I have clearly seen a change in Melina. As an expert in sex matters, I could clearly sense a change in her attitude.

She used to hug me very often previously too, but now I clearly felt the difference in her hugging to me. She touched my hips, my ass and my boobs many times. She also rubbed her tinny tits on my body every time she hugged me. I understood the real reason behind her change of attitude and behavior.

I wanted to help her in this situation because I knew that she is in the most dangerous phase of the age. She must learn about development and requirements of a teen body growing to a adult body. It is natural that the girl feels changes within herself after her first period.
I did not know what knowledge she is having about human bodies and about sex. But, she lives in a developed, forward, open minded and free minded country like Switzerland, because of it she must be having a good knowledge of sex, I thought, although her mother told me that she is very innocent.

I wanted to talk to her. I wanted that she should know all good and bad about sex so no one can take advantage of her innocence.

I was waiting for a right time to talk to her and I got that time soon.

About two weeks after her first periods, she was playing with Raju in our bedroom and I was busy doing some work in the kitchen. After finishing my work, it was the time to feed Raju. I filled his milk bottle and walked towards the bedroom in which Melina was playing with Raju.

I was on the bedroom entrance and I was shocked to see the scene inside the bedroom. Raju was sucking Melina’s small boobs. I kept myself behind the door curtain to see exactly what was going on in the room.

Melina was lying on the bed. She was wearing a half sleeve, front button opening top. By opening upper buttons of her top she made it easy for Raju to reach her boobs. Her boobs were very small, like lemon sized. Her nipples were also too small and were according to her boob’s size. Her eyes were closed and I saw sexy expressions on her face while Raju was sucking her one boob and was playing with her other boob with his small hands. As her boobs were very small, she did not need any bra to hold them.

Raju was only 7 months old that time and was sucking Melina’s boobs in search of milk from them. Here I would like to mention that I was still breast feeding Raju because my body was producing some milk for him. But it was not enough for his growing body, so I used to feed him cow milk and fruits according to requirement. Melina knew it very well that I used to breast feed Raju.

I saw Raju becoming more aggressive in sucking her boobs when he did not get any milk out of them. And this gave Melina a great pleasure which I saw clearly on her face.
Now it was necessary to talk to her without wasting time. So, I stepped in to the room calling Raju. She heard my voice and saw me coming in to the room. She immediately freed her boob from Raju’s mouth and covered her boobs pulling her tops both the parts together.
Raju, sitting on the bed, watching to Melina and me turn by turn like he wants to know what happened.

She said while buttoning her top:
“I am sorry aunty. I should not have done this. I am really sorry.” She was not able to make an eye contact with me.
“It’s alright. Good that you have realized this. Never do it again.” I said.
“I promise aunty. I will never do this again. Please forgive me and please do not tell my mummy. Please aunty…….” She said holding my hand.
“OK, relax. Will talk to you, but let Raju drink the real milk first and let him sleep.”

I saw some relief on her face.

Raju finished his milk and went sleep immediately. I went to the other bedroom with Melina.

She was looking at me and I was sure that she must be having thousands of questions in her mind about my reaction.

I looked on her face and asked her again to relax. I understood the things clearly and it was the time to make her understand now. I was not worried about what happened now. It was in my reach to control it. But, I was really worried about Melina. She was at the stage of age where her life can go in to wrong direction.