MY SECRET LIFE BY WALTER

VOLUME-1.

CHAPTER 1, PART- 3

Earliest recollections • An erotic nursemaid • Ladies abed • My cock • A frisky governess • Cousin Fred • Thoughts on pudenda • A female pedlar • Baudy pictures

But all this only came vividly to my mind when, a few years after, I began to talk about women with my cousin, and we told each other all we had seen, and heard, about females.

Until I was about ***** years old I never went to school, there was a governess in the house who instructed me and the other c******n, my father was nearly always at home. I was carefully kept from the grooms and other men-servants; once I recollect getting to the stable yard and seeing a stallion mount a mare, his prick go right out of sight in what appeared to me to be the mare’s bottom of father appearing and calling out, “What does that b*y do there?” and my being hustled away. I had scarcely a male acquaintance, excepting among my cousins, and therefore did not learn as much about sexual matters as males do at schools. I did not know what the stallion was doing, I could have had no notion of it then, nor did I think about it.

The next thing I clearly recollect was one of my male cousins stopping with us, we walked out, and when piddling together against a hedge, his saying, “Show me your cock, Walter, and I will show you mine.” We stood and examined each other’s cocks, and for the first time, I became conscious that I could not get my foreskin easily back like other men.