I am 26 year old man,160 cms,51 kg, smooth,mostly bottom. Since adolence, I have been dreaming of having sex with older. I am a MBA graduate and work for a private bank as an junior management cadre in Hubli,Karnataka,India. Financially, I am better off. But I my first attempt was a bad experience (will post it later). Since then, I was cautious and discreet. I became a member of Silverdaddies to avoid local people and black mail threats. I was toying with a idea of Ltr. I used to chat on line from 10.30 to 11.30 pm online. I was stalked by one man, named Chawla (name changed) from Mumbai. On the 3 rd day, I said hi and had chat with him. But he was not after sex. Something more than that. We had a chat for nearly one month regularly. I avoided video chat with him. He knew my sexual orientation. He told me he is top. He said he wanted to meet me personally. I agreed for that. He gave me his cellphone no. I did not give mine. He came to Hubli,Karnataka,India and stayed in lodge. As agreed, he came and stood in front of the lodge around 7.00 pm wearing white shirt. From a distance, I saw him and phoned him and asked him to raise his right hand if he is Chawla. He did. Then I approached him. He was very happy to see me. He said he is married and have two grown up kids. And he wanted boys desparately for discreet long term relationship. We had coffee and he suggested going thru the city walking. We went for a walk. On and off, he touched my buttocks. He asked me to stay with him for one night. I agreed nervously. He was 52 fat 87 kg 178 cms. He took me to the lodge. The moment we entered the lodge, he locked the door ehind
him. He changed into lungie. He asked me to go and piss and come. I went to the bathroom and tried to piss. I couldn’t piss. Within minutes, he was standing there behind me with his hands wrapping around my waist. He started kissing me on my neck. He pushed my underwear and jeans down and pressed my bottocks. He turned me around and removed my shirt and jeans. I was shaking with fear. This is the first time I am having sex with a tall fat man having 8 inch cock. He assured me he wont hurt me. He knelt down infront of me and asked me to piss and I pissed a little .The moment I finished pissing, he started sucking it and turned me around kissed my ass cheeks After some time, he got up asked me to kneel down. I knelt down. He rubbed his cock against my face. He asked me open my mouth. I said “It will hurt”. He said “Don’t worry baby, I will be careful”. I opened my mouth and he forcefully slipped his erected cock in my mouth and started pushing slowly in and out. He said “that’s nice” “yeah that’s good”. After 5 min of deepthroating , he asked me to stand up and turned me around ,opened my ass cheeks and he rubbed his saliva into my hole. He said “I am going to fuck you for some time.You will feel pain for 2 minutes . Afterwards you will be okay”. I said “I don’t want bareback”.He said“Don’t worry, I am a married man”. He asked me to keep my feet apart and bend for ward little. I did as was told. I could feel his tip of the cock entering my hole. With a sudden push he was inside me. For 2 minutes he was very slow. Afterwards, he increased the speed. I started stroking my tool and ejaculated once. It was a terrible experience. While fucking he said “I love you”. He increased the speed. His grip around my waist tightened I could not move. I could not tolerate and begged him to stop. But he went ahead and pounded me for about 4 minutes and ejaculated on my buttocks. I have never been fucked in this way. First time in my life, he made me feel that I am a WOMAN and am born for men. I was desperate to please him sexually so that he would like me more.