If you asked me when I first felt attracted to my father, I couldn’t tell you. Honestly, I’m not entirely certain that I am attracted to him at all. At least physically. It’s more the idea that he’s my father that really gets me excited.

He and my mother married in college and lived a pretty normal life. They had me and, unfortunately, my mother passed away when I was about 3 years old. I remember very little about her, but I know that my father was devastated when he lost her. He has never dated and insists he won’t until I graduate high school and move away.

Let’s start with the obligatory information that everyone needs to know in order to play this out in their mind:

My father is in his mid-40s and is about as normal as they come. About 6’1” with brown hair and blue eyes. He usually has a bit of scruff on him that he will usually grow out into a nice, full beard in the winter. He is probably a few pounds “over weight” but he’s by no means fat or chubby. He’s a cute guy, but he definitely doesn’t have the ladies swooning after him.

I think I look more like my mom than I do my dad. I have her height and body shape for sure. I’m about 5’2” and weigh about 95 lbs. I have dark brown hair and deep blue eyes. I tan very well in the summer, but can get pretty pasty in the winter. I have a few light freckles on my nose that are more noticeable during my lighter season.

My boobs are way smaller than I would like them to be, on the bubble of an A and B cup, but I guess they fit my frame. I keep in good shape with sports and not eating like a fatty all the time. My defining feature is most definitely my butt though. It’s not fat at all. It’s just meaty. My hips pop out a decent amount and let’s just say that front to back matches side to side.

I am very well aware that this is my most potent weapon because it’s 2015 and I’m a senior in high school – I am reminded daily by staring eyes and dick pics crashing my Instagram inbox captioned “thinking of that sweet booty” or any number of things stupid boys consider endearing to a girl my age.

None of that is why I’m writing this though. Let’s get to what you really want to know.

So, about a month ago I noticed that the history tab on the computer was still on when I went to type out a paper. My dad had just left to the store and apparently forgot to log out of his account. I was about to close it, but decided to snoop around a little.

As I scrolled through, I saw typical stuff like Facebook, our bank website and his email. Pretty boring stuff.

Just before I closed it out, I noticed a strange site at the bottom of the page. It looked like it was in Russian so I thought I would click on it and check it out.

WOW!

Apparently my dad has a thing very young non-nude models! (That’s what I learned they were called later on) They weren’t super young. Some of them even looked a lot like me.

At first, I about fell out of my chair. This was insane! I had no idea my dad looked at porn. Well, I guess it makes sense. He didn’t go on dates and I’m 100% he wasn’t fucking anyone on the side. He has to get release some how. Obviously, jerking it to young, teenage girls did it for him.

I quickly deleted the history for what I had visited and logged out. When he got home, I pretended nothing had happened, but the mental image of him sitting in that same chair, playing with himself was really messing with my mind.

Fast forward a few weeks until yesterday.