My Gay Life

Since the age of 16, I started to like the feel of mans hands on me, I started watching gay porn, I loved how exciting it was. I started to pleasure my self with my dildo which i bought in a sex shop, I fingered my self, wanked and put that dildo in my tight ass everyday, I live with my dad, my mum and him got divorced. My dad was a wiered person at that moment, he stopped watching hot girls when they walked passed him and when he went to the gym he went to the open showers for a longer period of time, I always joined him but I noticed that he started to look at mens ass and there cocks he usually got half an erection. I started to wonder if my dad was gay. I started to think if he actually is gay. It turned me on, on the thoughts of him fucking another guy, he is muscley average height, and with a strong manly grip, he had a 20 cm cock, shaved and cut. I loved looking at his cock, aspecially under the gym showers. I fantasised on how it would be like, if he fucked me with his big dick. It turned me on loads on the thought of him big cock, sliding in and out of my ass, destroying my tight hole, licking his dick and the great finish, his cock exploading with creame all in my ass and lips. I started to think that I am some kind of wieredo, fantasizing over my own dad and watching him with all the time in showers all wet, does views always got me horny.