Hi everyone it’s me again, Exakta66. I have another confession to make. I know you’ve heard this before, but this one is big. Are you ready? I am on a sex fantasy website. Oh yes, believe me. I know it sounds filthy and perverted, but really it’s not that bad. Believe me, you should try it sometime.

Anyway, I know you’ve heard it before, but I enjoy reading the stories for the most part. I’ve even written a couple, OK thirty-four, of my own. I think it has improved my writing skills and has provided me with hours of fun. I find most of the stories interesting, but not always all that arousing. As I’ve mentioned before, in general I only find the girl on girl and girls with toys stuff arousing. OK, maybe a few other things. I really don’t find reading about sex acts all that arousing for the most part. Same for me when watching porn and I know from reading here that I am not the only guy that fast forwards to the girl on girl parts. So, I really don’t always have huge expectations in that area when I log on.

The other thing I really don’t expect is to meet anyone on the site. I know it is not a dating site. I am a member of an Internet dating site. Actually two, but who’s counting. So, that was never an expectation. I have to say I enjoy the messages and the chats with the girls on the site. Most I have met are very friendly and nice. They write some hot stories as well. But I never really had the expectation of meeting anyone. Certainly not for sex. So, when the subject of cybersex came up in a couple of chats, I literally laughed it off. I mean cybersex? Sounds like an oxymoron. I think computers suck most of the time, but not in a good way. I have a hard time saying computer and sex in the same breath. Let’s face it, I am a 48-year-old man. I am a bit old fashioned in some ways. The fact that I can even use a computer is amazing. But sex to me means being in the same room with another human, a girl by the way, and that is that. If I don’t often get aroused reading about sex acts, I am certainly not going to get anything out of typing some conversation on a computer screen. Right?

So when yet another girl mentioned that she liked to cyber in a recent chat, I laughed it off yet again. It had been brought up to me in chats with girls before, but I never took it serious. I could not even have imagined myself sitting there in front of a computer with a straight face and attempt to cyber, as they call it. When the subject came up, I usually tried to change it. It is not like I am not easily aroused. Heck, I can snap to attention faster than a group of cadets when a five star general walks by. But only with a real live girl in the same room, or so I thought…

So, when I started chatting recently with a new girl, it just seemed like more of the same. ClassyLady made it clear she was into cybersex. I told her in our first few chats how I felt about it. I thought it was a joke, seriously. I repeated my feelings in our next couple of chats. But this girl was not the type to take no for an answer. She set out to seduce me, being the sexy seductress she is. Hell, it was more like rape. Let’s see if I remember how the chat went. I may have to refer to the transcript I mailed myself. Oh yes, it went something like this.

ClassyLady: Hi.
Exakta66: Good morning.
Exakta66: Hanging out on the sex site again, eh?
Exakta66: How is your story doing?
ClassyLady: Have not done any more on it but have made notes for a couple of others.
ClassyLady: It is nice to chat with you.
Exakta66: I usually finish a story in the same day once I start.
Exakta66: And thanks, nice to chat with you as well.
ClassyLady: I respect your honesty with me.
Exakta66: I like honesy.
Exakta66: I mean honesty.
ClassyLady: Me too.
Exakta66: Even if it’s not always what I want to hear it is better in the long run.
ClassyLady: I was talking to someone earlier and he was pressuring me to be too personal and I didn’t like that.
Exakta66: You will find all sorts here. I have heard a lot of stories.
ClassyLady: I am lucky I found you to talk to.
Exakta66: Guys can be aggressive. I don’t have any expectations of the site other than a fantasy site.
Exakta66: The chat is nice, but I don’t expect anything. If someone wants to get personal fine. But I can’t expect that.
Exakta66: I’ve heard some guys won’t even chat unless it is about sex. That seems stupid.
ClassyLady: He was wanting me to explain things about my body and me personally in detail. He wanted to know everything.
Exakta66: LOL.
ClassyLady: It was not nice. It was very rude.
Exakta66: I agree.
ClassyLady: I will say some stuff but as you say this is a fantasy site.
Exakta66: Yes this is a fantasy site.
Exakta66: I have heard of people hooking up but everyone I chat with seems so far away.