Hi this is the first time I’ve shared this story. Let me know what you think

Honestly my child hood was pretty crappy. I never knew my dad and my mum had been a drunk as long as I could remember. Every weekend she would have a massive parties that I’d be left to clean up after as well as clear everyone out once she passed out.

Once weekend when I was about 12 I stuck to the edge on the stairs and watched everyone drinking and dancing. I heard laughing from the kitchen. I moved further down the stairs so I could see.
At first I didn’t understand what I was seeing. Heaps of people were standing around the bench and I couldn’t tell what they were looking at. A few moved a bit and I saw my mum completely naked laying across the bench. A guy had something between her legs. After a bit I realized it was a beer bottle. I was worried about her. But she was smiling and every one else was laughing. Mum kept taking big drinks out of a vodka bottle. Everyone standing around grabbing her boobs and her pussy. I couldn’t stop watching. I saw aunty Leah (my mums best friend) climb up onto the bench and lift her skirt. She lowered herself onto my mums face then starting rubbing back and forth. She started to make noises I had never heard before. I watched for what seemed like forever. All these years of mum partying and I had never seen this.