I was woken the next morning by the sunlight, streaming in from my open window, my face still red from crying all night. I woke still cradled in Darren’s arm’s, both of us still on the floor against the wall, him fast asleep as I just lay there, rested against his chest, comforted by his slow and steady heartbeat. The night had been long and hard, but Darren stuck by me the entire time, comforting me and helping me to get through it, I laid there in Darren’s arm’s for another hour, not daring to move in case I woke him, but I decided it was time to get up and fix myself up, I went to get up and go to the bathroom when I was startled by Darren grabbing my hand, I turned back and he pulled me in as he pulled himself up, we embraced in a long hug as I rested my head on his shoulder, “I love you Ben” He told me as he squeezed a little tighter.
“I love you too Darren” I told him as a tear began to roll down my face.
“Don’t you forget that” He told me as he began to let go.
“I won’t, I promise” I told him as I stood there.
“Good, I’ll alway’s be here for you Ben, I love you man” He told me as I went over to grab clothes to go take a shower.

When I got out of the shower I headed to my room, and there was a not stuck to the door, “Sorry mate, got called into work while you were in the shower, I’ll be home around four though, okay … Darren”, I looked over at the clock, it was already really late, one o’clock, Darren and I must have slept in late, I thought. I moved over towards the kitchen, to have a see of what I might make for breakfast, when I heard a soft knocking at the door, intrigued, I went to answer it, not bothering to check the peep hole I just opened it, I stood there, frozen, not being able to move a muscle, it was Zac, standing there, looking at the ground with a single rose in his hand, “I’m sorry” He simply said, as I stood there in shock.
“Wh-wh- what are you doing here Zac, I thought you were staying with friends?” I asked him, still frozen in shock.
“I’m sorry, I love you, I realized I never want to be away from you ever again” He said as he handed me the rose, knowing I always loved the sweet smell of a rose. He moved in for a kiss, but I pushed him back, but he tried again, and again, all the while me saying no, but soon enough I just couldn’t resist him anymore, I was madly in love with him, and I knew I didn’t want anyone else, I just couldn’t fight the emotional hold he had on me anymore, I had to give into him.

Zac slowly walked in as he continued kissing me, I knew I shouldn’t, but I just couldn’t fight it, the hold he had was to great and my lust for him increased as he kissed me, he took my hand and lead me to our bedroom, the place where this mess all began, “No, not in there” I told him, as I lead him to the couch.
“Oh, okay, but what if Darren come’s home” He asked as he smirked at me, knowing I couldn’t resist him, and he could get me to do anything.
“He won’t be home till four, gives us about three hours” I told him as I gently pushed him on the couch and began to take off his shirt, I had never wanted his gorgeous body more in my entire life, I took off his shirt and then my own, I kissed all over his neck, from ear to ear, as he threw his head back and moaned, “God I’ve missed your touch” He moaned to me.
I continued kissing his neck, then began kissing down his body, until I got to his pants, I undid his belt and began to undo his jean’s, I slid them down just I bit, only to be surprised by his huge hard on spring out at me, he hadn’t been wearing underwear, I never wanted his cock more, it had seemed like an eternity since I last touched it, when in fact it hadn’t been that long, I took it roughly in my hand, wanting every bit of it near me, I moved down and licked the head of his cock, and then licked my way straight to his base, I licked the underside of his balls before putting them both in my mouth and sucking them hard, wanting them deep in my mouth, I slowly slipped my tongue back up his cock before forcing my mouth all the way down on his cock, taking it all in, forcing myself to gag heavily, I moved back up and off his cock, I quickly ripped of his pants and threw them to the other side of the room, I moved on top of him and slowly guided my ass onto the top of his cock, the slightest press causing great amounts of pleasure for me, my lust for him grew and grew, I wanted him deep inside me, I couldn’t take it anymore, I slammed my ass straight down onto the base of his cock, as I screamed in pleasure, Zac throwing his hands behind his head, I grabbed his waist and began to throw myself up and down on him, begging for more and more of his cock inside me, I screamed louder and louder for him, as he moaned and groaned for more of me on him, Zac grabbed a hold of my cock and began to jack it as I thrusted onto him, the stimulation of both my ass and cock sending pleasurable vibes all over my body, making me scream louder and more intensely, “Fuck Ben, I can’t handle it anymore, fuck, I’m going to cum” He screamed to me, I wanted it in me, more then ever, I brought myself up and the slammed back onto him, then again and again, with one last slam it did it, I began to feel him unload in me as he screamed as well, I felt rope after rope of his sweet, warm cum climb higher and higher up my ass, and that did it for me, Zac bent down and took my cock in his mouth and I began to unload in his mouth, seven shots of cum hitting the back of his throat and then trickling all the way down, I collapsed onto him, attempting to catch my breath, my hands wrapped around chest, as we layed there, me not wanting to leave to comfort of his warm body.

I laid there on top of Zac for about half an hour, contemplating what we had just done, whether or not it was a good or bad idea, I just didn’t know, was this a huge mistake or not, should I be with him or not, all these unanswered questions roaming my mind. Zac and I laid there for another hour, not saying a word to each other, he was just lightly playing with my hair, entwining it in his fingers, Zac and I were snapped out of our trans when we heard a key unlocking the door, our heads twisting straight towards it, “Ben, I’m home” Darren called out as he entered the house, “Oh god … I’m so sorry” He apologized as Zac and I jumped up and ran to our room, we put on some new clothes and went back out to the living room, “So, I take it that you guys sorted everything else” He prodded.
“I don’t know … Maybe!” I told him as I looked over to Zac.
“Well I’d like to sort it out” Zac told me, as he looked at his feet.
“Urmmm, I’ll just leave you guys to it, okay” Darren told us as he headed for his room.

“So what are we going to do about this Zac ?” I asked him, trying to fight my tears.
“I want to sort it out, or just forget the whole thing, that would be better, because … I love you Ben, don’t you still love me ?” He asked as he took a seat.
“Yes, of course I still love you, at least I think I do, I don’t know, maybe” I told him as that one tear ran down my face, “How about we just take a break … I’m not saying I want to break up, just a break” I suggested.
“You mean … You want to see other people” He asked, hoping for an answer that would not make him burst into tears.
“I don’t maybe, let’s just see how it goes then, and if we meet other people, I’m fine with that, but if we do still truly love each other, then we will be together again, I promise” I told him, not really sure about my idea.
“Okay” Zac told me as he began to tear, trying to fight it though, “I just want you to know that I love you, but … I’m sure you will make the right decision, whatever it shall be” Zac told me as he got up and kissed me on the cheek, then left. I went to my room after that, and decided to go to sleep, hoping that I could wake up and everything would be okay.

It was about nine at night when I woke up to the sound of the fire alarm, oh shit, I thought as I quickly jumped out of bed and into that lounge room, “Darren” I yelled, hoping he was okay, I turned toward the kitchen to find Darren fanning the smoke alarm, and what looked to be dinner, he finally got the smoke alarm to stop and then just collapsed onto the chair, “I’m sorry Ben, you’ve been having a real tough time lately, and I just wanted to do something to make you feel better” Darren exclaimed to me.
“Awwww, Darren, you didn’t have to do that, I’m fine, really” I told him.
“Yeah, but I just wanted to do something for you, just to let you know I’m here for you” He told me as he looked toward the ground.
“Aww, man …