Lost In Hazel Eyes Part3

The rest of the night went by normally as if we hadn’t just orgasmed together. Well at least we made it seem that way. Well at least I did, but the thought of what happened never left me. The pleasure Shan had made me feel lingered. I had never orgasmed that way before, I had never orgasmed without having sex. Even orgasms while masturbating did not compare. I couldn’t decide whether it was what Shan did to me or whether it was just knowing it was him doing those things to me, to my body. My cousin had made me orgasm and cum so much I had creamed my panties. My cousin had made me orgasm just by playing with my breasts and rubbing his balls against my pussy. It made me wet again just thinking about his hands on my breasts, on my nipples, on my face, feeling my whole body.

I woke up in the middle of the night to find my panties damp and my nipples swollen. I was hot, the covers tangled at my feet. My satin blouse stuck to my sweaty chest, I could feel the heat emanating from my vagina. I got out of bed and walked over to the window opening it up to let in the cool air. The back of my apartment building overlooked a large forested area which encircled a lake. Untouched by the lights of the city the moon lit up the tops of the trees and reflected off the flowing water. A breeze travelled through the forest and in through my apartment window. I unbuttoned my blouse letting my breasts fall open to the cool air. The breeze caressed my breats, licked at my nipples making them stiff and puffy. It felt as if the trees were reaching out their branches to nurse my aching nipples. I sat down on my window seat exposing my breasts to the full moon. My thoughts were a mess, floating around my head as I watched the water flow in the lake.

Why did I allow Shan to do those things to me? He is my cousin, we had spent the first 19 years of our lives together as close as siblings. Was there something wrong with me that I felt more satisfied with him than I had been with my last boyfriend of 5years? This was wrong but something inside me felt as if this was what I needed to get passed this darkness that seemed to always be one step ahead of me, taunting me. A part of me wanted Shan to come into my room right now to calm the fires within me. I glanced over at the clock on my bedside, it was 1:15am. It was a silent night, nothing but the movement of the trees which made me feel like they could hear my heart beating and my heavy breathing. The moon lit up my seat and bed partly, the rest of the room was in complete darkness.

I felt as if I was getting hotter and hotter, I sat up on my knees so the breeze could hit my exposed body directly. I admired the moon as my hand absentmindedly fiddled with the waistband of my satin shorts. It wasn’t long before my right hand crept under my shorts and into my panties. I pulled lighty at my bushy pubic hair covering the top of my vagina before adventuring lower to part the thick lips that protected my now moist pussy. I pulled and massaged my pussy lips. I brought my left hand up to my face caressing my breasts on the way. I brought my fingers to my mouth licking and then sucking 2 fingers into my mouth. Now dripping with my saliva I replaced my right hand slathering my already moist vaginal lips with my spit. My right hand now at my mouth I licked my juices off my fingers and breathing in my scent before pinching on my nipples. The cool breeze made the spit on my fingers feel icy cold against the heat of nipples. My left hand pulling at my pussy lips and pubic hair before finding my clit. I grabbed onto the window sill as I gently caressed my clit then dipped down to collect my juices and then back up to my clit bathing it in my pussy juices. Still on my knees I spread my legs so I could flick at my clit as it dangled between my legs. I played with my clit gently moistening it with my pussy juices. My right hand found my nipples again pinching and pulling as I strummed on my wet clit. My head rolled around as I writhered with pleasure, my long hair gently flying in the breeze caressing my neck and nipples. I shifted sideways so the breeze could catch the sides of nipples not missing a beat on my clit. My back arched as I tried to expose as much of my skin as I could to the cold air. The moon seemed to invigorate my pleasure as I strummed away on my clit gently. Within seconds I was cumming, pinching on my nipples and flicking my clit. Pleasure washed over me like waves as my whole body shook, I threw my head back offering my swollen breasts to the moon. I kept my palm pressed gently against my wet vagina as I calmed down from my orgasm, breathing heavily. I brought my fingers to my mouth licking them slowly savoring the taste of my vaginal juices as I mentally thanked the moon for watching me.

My thoughts and licking was interrupted by a low guttural moan.