My phone rang, it was Minna, great.

Reluctantly I picked up, I needed to figure out what was going on.

“hey s-” I cut her off 

“do you have a boyfriend?!” she didn’t respond 

“let me repeat myself do you have a boyfriend?!” 

“of course not silly” she said with a smile I her voice

“that’s good cause I thought you were dating timothy miller” there was a long silence

She began sobbing “I’m sor-” I cut her off again 

“what the he’ll is your problem you cheat on your boyfriend that you don’t tell me about and when I ask you about it, instead of coming clean you lied again then you try to apologies once you realize you have been caught, what the Fuck is your problem” I was pissed now, I was like an explosion without an end.

“what the hell” I continued “you arnt aloud in my house ever again and I don’t ever want to see your face again you two timing bitch” and I hung up with a simple click. 
I was furious ran out to my back yard grabbing a rock the size of a base ball and hurling it over the fence and into the yard of the nabber two houses down I turned around and fell to my knees on the grass hitting it hard over and over. Finally I was able to control myself and went inside it was 3:48pm I made something to eat and walked up stairs to my room and laid on my bed as I called my boss and told him I was not feeling so good and needed a week off he said sence I had worked so much over time lately that it shouldn’t hurt my pay check, witch I was relived to hear I hung up and stared at the ceiling thinking to my self about what the hell was happening with my life and why me of all people I thought what I should do I thought about so many things I thought I should forgive her and move on then I thought I should forget  her then I thought I should get back at her and I slowly without knowing drifted to sleep. 


When I woke I looked at the clock 9:26pm, it was dark out I loved the night time it made me feel save like nobody was watching me like I could do anything I wanted I felt free,relived and confident,usually I would go on walks at night to clear my mine to night I dicided, I needed to clear my mind. I grabed my favorite gray and black sweatshirt putting it on and pushing the sleeves up until they were at my elbows, grabbed my house key locked up be hind me and off I went. It was cold out I liked it sometimes I don’t know why I just do I walked past the park and saw a couple makingout on the bench to my right as I kept walking I passed the abandoned house that drunks usually stayed In I knew this walk by heart I could do it with my eyes closed I go on walks to much it just reminds me of what a mess my life is.

 I got to my old elementry school I walked around it once and sat on the big play structur yet again thinking, I checked the time it was 10:51pm I lay down looking at the stars I remember my mom and I used to count them together just her and I but that was a long time ago I started to count smiling to myself just for old times sake, I got to twenty six when I saw something out of the corner of my eye I sat up and saw a person running, a girl then another figur that looked like a man; he quickly out ran her and grabbed her arm I jumped down walking toward them they hadn’t seen me yet and for all I know they could be playing a game but or they could be trying to kill each other you never know.