December 26, 2008

The first time i watched porn, i was 11 years old. This isn’t another one of those turn on stories, this really happened and i have no one to tell it to, but i have to get it out! All names in this are changed of course. And for the sake of my secretsy, I’ll go by the name of Allana.

Ok so anyways, I was 11 years old and i was on my moms computer. my parents had divorced when i was 7, and i thought it was because my dad was abusive. My parents met in high school, sterotypical I know. except they met in the 10th grade at an alternative school called Chapparel. My mom was there for doing drugs and cutting class to much, and my dad was there for fighting to much. My mom was an outcast, my dad was a jock. Obviously those two shouldnt be together at all, but the more you knew them, the more you realize they were horrible for eachother. No one wanted them together, which i guess made it fun and was what intrested them in eachother. they both were rebels, and neither of their parents approved.

It was no suprise when my mom became pregnant at the age of 15, which is my current age. My mom had a total of 9 miscarriges, and 3 actual kids. Im the middle kid, and the most responcible. My sister has my dads attitude, but my moms bad habbits. My brother is only 12 and hasnt began to show any signs of personality yet, so theres not much i can say about him.