Part 4

An E-novel: A story of a woman submissive to her own
desires. (M+/F, exh, d/s, inc, mast, oral, anal, bd,
beast, orgy) (Note: Continuation of a very long, sensual
story. There are three more parts after this one.)


Harry woke up again and looked at the clock, it showed
eight twenty five, he stretched and sat on the side of
the bed a minute before going to the bathroom. He felt
sticky so he washed his cock and slipped on a pair of
cutoffs. He went into the kitchen to turn on the coffee
pot but it wasn’t prepared so he chuckled as he
remembered Julie was kind of busy last night and was
most likely tired and forgot it.

He got it ready, turned it on and went to the bathroom
to brush his teeth shutting the door so Julie wouldn’t
be disturbed. When he finished he went to the bedroom
and glanced at her but stopped before going out and
looked closer. She was lying on her side with one leg
bent and the other straight; he could see her ass and
part of her cunt. Both were red and her ass cheeks were
also slightly red.

He understood the first two but was surprised at her
butt, it was obvious that she had been spanked and he
knew that he had contributed to the red cunt and ass
but not the butt. He wondered if Jimmy had forced her
or had she asked him to, for he knew she loved to be
spanked while fucking and she would go wild and cum for
a long time. If she didn’t ask for it how did he know?
Then he smiled as he remembered all the times they had
lightly spanked her and she would twist her ass as she
got hotter and hotter, Jimmy must have known more than
they thought he did.

He walked softly around to her face and looked at her
closely and saw her pillow was wet in small spots from
tears and then he saw the gold chain attached to her
nipples. Her nipples looked larger than normal when not
aroused and he realized that the chain must keep them
aroused. Did she cry from the ass spanking or the chain
or was it both, what the hell went on last night? Harry
went to the kitchen perturbed. He got some coffee and
dropped a piece ice in it to cool it and took a big
swallow as he went to the front door to get the paper
which they only took on Sunday.

As he went out looking for the paper he saw a strip of
cloth lying on the entry near the wall, he picked it up
and saw that it was a strip of a towel that had been
cut. He shook his head, got the paper and went back
inside; he put the strip in the trash can but then took
it back out and put it in the laundry room on the
highest shelf under a box. He was pondering these
things but wasn’t sure what to make of them.

He heard the toilet flush and knew Julie must have
awakened, he decided to take her a cup of coffee and
just see what she would say and play it cool. Entering
the bedroom he heard the shower running and he went on
in the bathroom. Julie was in the shower, he set the
coffee on the counter.

“Good morning sweetheart, I was trying not to wake you,
brought you some coffee, did you sleep well?”

“Morning baby, you didn’t wake me I just woke up,
didn’t rest well just kept waking up, I think I walked
in the mall following Emily and Sarah to much, it made
me to tired to rest well. How are you feeling?”

“I feel like I need a kiss from the woman I worship,
can you spare one?”

“Oh baby, I haven’t brushed my teeth and it tastes
awful, you wouldn’t enjoy it. Can I bring you a good
one when I finish that?”

“Ok, but don’t take to long I feel weak. Want me to
start anything for breakfast?”

“No, let’s cook together after we have some coffee.”

“Ok, hurry.”

“Are you hungry now, baby?”

“Only for your lips.”

“I’ll bring them also.”

Harry turned and saw the gold chain laying on the
counter but didn’t look at it so she wouldn’t see that
he noticed it and shutting the door returned to the
kitchen. He sat down at the counter and thumbed though
the paper but it was mostly bad news about disasters
and crime, he turned to the sports section and studied
the stats of the baseball teams. Julie came in the
kitchen, she was dressed in shorts and a blouse which
was buttoned all the way, her hair was wet but not
dripping and he could see she had oil on it to make it
shine. She walked to him and gave him a good strong
kiss and he put his arm around her and they hugged and
snuggled for a while.

“Oh Harry, I love you so much. Why are you up so early?
You should have slept late and rested, you are going
all the time, today is Sunday and you could lay in bed
until I got breakfast ready.”

“Love you too, baby, don’t worry, I got plenty of sleep
and I don’t plan on doing any work today. I am just
going to lay around and eat, nap, and watch baseball.
Maybe I can find time to love on my sexy wife four or
five times.”

Julie’s face blanched slightly, quickly she said, “But
baby, it’s Sunday and, you know, that, well, it’s
Sunday.”

Harry noted all her facial expressions, “Sorry honey, I
forgot. Just habit, strike the last part. It was
selfish of me, hell you work as hard as I do maybe even
harder with your job and all the house work. No
commitments today, you are free as a bird. Why don’t I
cook breakfast and you rest?”

“Because I want to cook with you, just because I would
like to recuperate today doesn’t mean I don’t want to
be with you. I miss the times we used to have sharing
little things, even things like buying groceries and
washing the car; we never have time anymore just to be
together.”

“Me too.” Harry took her in his arms and kissed her and
they hugged. “What do we cook for breakfast; I can bake
a real good bowl of cereal and even boil milk,
sometimes.”

Julie laughed at his joke and said, “Why don’t we have
bacon and pancakes and lots of syrup.”

“Sounds great, I will start the bacon and we’ll cook it
real slow so we can smell it a long time.”

“Ok, I’ll get the pancake mix and get started it needs
to set a few minutes and get thick for thick pancakes.
Oh I better go wake Jimmy and tell him to shower and
get in here. Be right back.”

Not waiting for Harry to say he would do it, she
hurried to Jimmy’s room. Harry waited until she was
turning in the hall and he went to the master bath and
checked the counter, the chain was gone. He went back
to the kitchen and got out the bacon and a frying pan.

Julie hurried through the door of Jimmy’s room and
found him under the sheet and shook him with one hand
as she put the chain in his night stand.

“Jimmy get up quick and get a shower, we are fixing
breakfast. Make sure your bed is made up it’s a mess,
baby. Hurry!”

She went back to the kitchen and Harry was peeling off
bacon and placing in the pan, she got the mix and milk
and started mixing the batter.

“Was he awake?”

“No, sleeping like a baby.”

“Well he needs some rest to I guess.”

“Anything interesting in the paper, baby?”

“Nope, same old stuff.” Harry noticed that she changed
the subject and his suspicions were strengthen that
something happened last night that she didn’t want him
to know about. Or she didn’t want to talk about.

As they worked on the breakfast Harry turned on the
radio on top of the refrigerator to lighten the mood
and give them a break from talking. The bacon was about
ready and Julie had half the pancakes cooked when Jimmy
came in, Harry gave him a quick look and didn’t see any
thing suspicious.

“Good morning mom, good morning dad.”

“Morning baby.” “Good morning son. Did you sleep well
any sore muscles?”

“A few dad, my back is a little sore. Slept like a log.
Boy that bacon smells good; I could smell it in the
shower.”

“It will be ready in a minute and the pancakes are
nearly finished, baby would you set the table and get
yourself a glass of milk and we can eat.”

“Got it mom, dad do you have any projects today?”

“No, we all rest today and store up energy for tomorrow
and a new week of slavery.”


“Great, I’d like to go to David’s after lunch and play
a new game that he told me about if it’s ok.”

“Sure son, you told us last night and we gave you
permission, remember?”

“Just wanted to make sure.”

In just a few minutes every thing was ready and they
sat down and ate, talking about the things they had
done or saw, Harry and Jimmy discussed baseball and
Harry asked if he was going to make the team and of
course he said maybe. Harry asked if he needed any help
or extra practice at home and he said no the coach was
teaching them. Julie ate and listened to her two men
discussing things and as always was amazed at how well
they got along.

Harry maintained the role of head of the family but
always managed to do that and still be a buddy to Jimmy
and she realized he did the same to her except of
course he was her boyfriend. Then she realized that
Jimmy was also somehow able to be her master but also
be a loving son. He could fuck her half crazy and make
her do anything and still call her mom and make her
proud he was her son.

“Are you ok, Julie? You seem a million miles away.”

“Oh, I’m sorry I got caught up in listening to you two
and then got to thinking about how wonderful it is to
have time for a meal and not have to hurry. Just be a
family that loves one another and can be together
having a good time with just each other. And I was
thinking about how much I love both of you. You know
how women are.”

“Wouldn’t want you to be any other way either, would
we, son?”

“No absolutely not, how did we get so lucky that we got
the perfect mom, dad?”

“I have no idea but I just say thanks and go on loving
her.”

“Ok, stop that now, I’m not going to bake you any
cookies just because you brag and lie. I want some more
coffee, want some sweetheart?”

“Sure fill me up again.”

“More milk Jimmy!”

“No thanks, I’m really full, those pancakes were
delicious and dad’s bacon was great.”

Julie filled their coffee cups and started to clear
away the dishes but Harry caught her arm and said, “No
way baby, we will take care of that you read the paper
and enjoy your coffee. There are some interesting
articles on baseball records that you will love.”

“Thanks guys but they will have to wait. I need
bathroom time and then dry my hair.”

As she started towards the bathroom Jimmy and Harry
said in unison, “Don’t forget to flush.”

Julie did need to go to the bathroom but also she
needed a little while alone as she was getting very
emotional. She sat on the toilet as she thought about
all the events that she had experienced in such a short
time and wondered where they were leading. She had
thought that the emotional roller coaster of her teen
years were all behind her and she was a different
person, in charge of her life and extremely satisfied.
But suddenly it was crushingly revealed to her that she
never had been in charge, she was always being led and
like in her teens completely unaware, and like in her
teens totally in love with her life and didn’t ever
want it to change.

She shed a few tears but maybe not in sorrow as much as
in relief to finally understand why she wanted to be
loved emotionally and sexually constantly. She now
understood why she got excited and horny when Harry
would tell her to go braless and in a loose blouse so
men would see her breasts in the stores or bars, she
would tell herself that it was because she loved him
but really it was because she loved it! And she would
wear next to nothing around the house because she loved
to see him horny and wanting her, and flash her body so
men and sometimes women too would get that look in
their eyes that told her they would love to fuck that
body.

But the bad part was or maybe it was good, she loved
it! She knew she didn’t want it any other way, that she
wanted Harry and Jimmy to make her do things. She was
excited just thinking about David and pretending to let
Jimmy make her let him fuck her! She wanted to give
Henry a picture of herself in a very small bikini just
to see his face and his cock get hard. She wanted Mr.
Hale to make another pass at her and she would give him
just a little more each time until he couldn’t stop and
would take her and fuck her. That’s what she was taught
to do, that’s what she was trained to do and she loved
every minute of it, that’s what she wanted to do now
and forever.

Julie finished her thoughts and her toilet and took
another shower, dried her hair and fixed her face, she
felt better. Just as she was dressing again she heard
Harry outside the door asking if she was okay and could
he come in. Of course she said yes and he closed the
door after himself.

“Was getting worried about you sweetheart, are you ok
emotionally?”

“Yes baby, I’m ok please don’t worry, if I have
problems you know I always come running to you. You are
my rock. I should be honest with you, let’s go sit on
the bed and talk a minute.”

Harry hugged her and they went to the bedroom and sat
down. Julie turned to look at him squarely and took a
deep breath.

“I don’t have a problem but I am a little emotional
this morning. Sometimes things overwhelm me and I so
full of emotions that I want to cry, not because I’m
unhappy or afraid just don’t have any other way of
getting it out. All the love from you and Jimmy last
night just fills me up and I can’t get relief just by
saying I love you or doing special things for you and
if we have more sex it doesn’t relieve me it just adds
more emotion.”

“I start thinking about how much I love the two of you
and how hard you try to make me happy even almost to
the point of injury and I know that I want to much from
you. But I get caught up by something in me and I want
more and more and both of you give and give and I get
so full of love for you that I just want to lay down
and die while I’m so happy. I guess that’s doesn’t make
any sense at all does it?”

“Maybe it does sweetheart. Maybe some of the things
I’ve been trying to tell you and not doing a good job
of it, help to explain it. Remember a few days ago we
were discussing you making out with a woman and I
mentioned that it was alright to tease men and flash
your tits and flirt?”

Julie nodded.

“Remember I said you were a highly sexual woman. Well
that means I understand that you might find men
attractive and you might want to dance with them and
feel their bodies against you and let them hold you
close so they can feel your breasts. It’s easier for a
man to understand that than a woman because men have
that desire also as you know, but woman suppress it
better than men because all their lives they have been
taught to not do those kind of things.

“Men are taught the opposite, go out and get the woman
and enjoy her, sweep her off her feet, take her body
and use it for pleasure. Then when he finds the one
that he really wants the door is locked and marriage is
the key but he has to adjust now because marriage means
no more hunting no more sweeping no more taking.”

“Some men adjust well others never adjust, but they
never lose that desire to look at women and wonder what
would she be like, and get the urge to give it a try.
Doesn’t mean that he loves his wife less just that he
would like to have that feeling of freedom again and
answer the call of his genes, can I still make a
conquest. If he does he doesn’t really want it then.
The thrill of the chase is what he wants, catching it
is not so important after that.”

“I understand that Harry but what has that got to do,
how does that fit in with my emotions and being so full
of love that I go crazy?”

“Well that’s where the explanation gets so hard to do,
but I’ll try as it is important, plus it’s hard to
explain something you don’t understand yourself. Let’s
try an example, when you were young you loved your
parents and thought that they were the only people you
would ever love, other people were just other people.
But as you grew and matured you had playmates and maybe
developed a love for them, different kind of love but
still love.

“Later it was a crush say in junior high and it was
different also, when it was over another took its place
and sometimes many others. Then came a similar love but
it was even more different and affected you stronger
and if it failed the hurt was bad, it was a possessive
love you had to have that person and wanted them to
feel the same about you.

“Sometimes that grows into a deeper love very
satisfying and fulfilling, it consumes your whole life
and becomes your life, but you still love your parents
that did not change and did not lessen. Now stop
thinking about people and think about situations. Say
you love to play tennis and play it all the time but
life changes and now you don’t have time to play and no
place to play but it doesn’t mean that you don’t still
want to play and your desire to play may be stored away
in your subconscious but it is still there and the love
of playing is still there.

“Many men go through life thinking that if things had
been just a little different they could have been a
major league baseball player but they got married or
they had to help support the family. All though their
lives there is that haunting thought, what if, and if
they don’t have an outlet it can cause depression and
anger. Most find an outlet by watching games like I do
and yelling at the umpire, some by trying to make their
children into super athletes so they can live their
dream though them, some by coaching and working with
kids’ By: Willie Riley leagues.”

“But though all that the desire is still there but it
is let out and doesn’t become a problem for most.”

“But Harry!”

“Wait baby one last thought and then you try to relate
it to your life and desire, ok. Remember the first time
I asked you for a date? We had been out of school all
summer and I had worked at the construction site with
cement. Well while we were registering I saw you with
your friends talking and laughing and I thought wow she
sure did change over the summer. Your breasts were
larger but so were many other girls’, your hips were
rounder, your hair and skin tone was beautiful but so
were many other girls’, you seemed to be maturing and
becoming a woman but so did many other girls.

“But there was something about you that was different
from the other girls something just seemed to beam out
of you that I can’t describe but it hit me right in the
gut or heart I don’t know. All I knew was that I had to
get a date with you before twenty other guys gobbled
you up if I was to have a chance at all in getting to
know you.”

“In blunt language baby, I wanted you, bad. Other guys
saw it or felt it also, you remember how they called
you and tried to entice you away and how I was so
desperate to try and get all your free time committed
to me so they couldn’t get a date? Baby I still see or
feel that something, you still have it and I know that
Jimmy feels it too he doesn’t know what it is that
draws him to you like a magnet but he feels it. And
other men see it or feel it I see it in their eyes all
the time when you are walking in a store and I’m just
walking with you or waiting for you.

“The only thing that I can think of is that it is an
emotion inside you. Love is a emotion, desire is an
emotion, most all that we are is a emotion. And somehow
that emotion radiates around you, remember if we keep
emotions bottled up they can destroy us there must be a
outlet. So you need to try to discover the desire in
you that is locked away and let it out and you may be
the only person that can.”

They sat in silence for a while, Harry looking at her
and she at him, both were thinking.

“I can’t think of any thing to help clarify what I have
said and I am afraid that I couldn’t do a very good job
of explaining. I’m sorry.”

“It’s ok honey, you gave me something to think about
and I feel better just sitting and talking. It helps to
know that someone cares and doesn’t say oh she’s just a
woman let her cry it out. I’ll think about it and see
if any thing pops in my mind. Let’s not ruin a good
Sunday discussing it, let’s drink coffee and goof off.”

“Sounds like a winner to me. I’ll let you have the
funnies first.”

“Oh wow, I’m queen of the house today. Wonder what the
servants are going to fix for lunch?”

“No lunch, everybody can fix their own sandwich.”

They moved to the living room and Julie noticed that
the clock showed eleven forty nine and she wondered
where the morning went.

“Guys, is anybody hungry? It’s almost noon I can fix
you a sandwich, I’m not hungry.”

Harry said, “Not me I’m still stuffed from breakfast.”

Jimmy returning from his room with the phone, “No
thanks Mom. I’m not hungry either, I’m going to David’s
in a few minutes but I’ll be back before dinner.”

The phone in Jimmy’s hand rang and he answered it, “Yes
Ma’am, it is. Yes Ma’am, hold on. Mom it’s for you. I’m
gone, bye.”

Julie took the phone and said hello.

“Julie it’s Sarah, I’m sorry to bother you. But I need
to talk to somebody, can you talk?”

Julie started walking to the bedroom and the TV was
starting so she shut the door. She heard a strain in
Sarah’s voice. “Sure Sarah, are you alright? You sound
like you’re sick.”

“No I’m not sick, I just feel depressed and, and oh
Julie I’m so lonely, can you come over, I need you.”

Julie heard her voice breaking and answered quickly.
“Yes, I will come as fast as I can, baby. Do you need
anything, medicine, food, or something to drink?”

“No, I just need you. Thank you, oh god, thank you.”

“I’ll grab my bag and tell Harry where I going and I’ll
be on the way. You try to relax, ok?”

“Yes, I’ll try.”

Julie said bye and hung up. She went to the living room
and told Harry that Sarah was sick and she was going to
get some stomach medicine and take it to her and she
would call after she found out how bad she was. That
she would stay with her for a while. He said ok that he
would be watching the game or napping, to call if she
needed him. Julie kissed him and gave him the phone,
went to the bedroom and got her bag and waved as she
went out pass him.

She hurried to the car and was on her way in seconds,
about a block up the street she pulled up beside Jimmy
walking and beeped at him and he came to the car and
she told him to get in and she would drop him at
David’s. On the way she told him the same story about
Sarah. He patted her thigh and said that he wished he
could kiss her. Julie said you can give me a good bye
kiss at David’s, a mother/son kiss. He smiled and said
that’s better than nothing and did as they stopped and
he got out.

Julie was trembling, not from the kiss but from knowing
that he would be telling David about next week and the
pictures and oh god. Julie shook her head and drove on
to Sarah’s wondering if what was wrong with Sarah was
what she hoped it was, that she was lonely and horny,
not sad and depressed from their love making Saturday.

Arriving at Sarah’s apartment complex she rushed up the
outer stairs and to Sarah’s door and knocked just as
Sarah opened it. She had been waiting at the window.
Sarah took her hand and almost pulled her inside. Julie
could tell she had been crying. Shutting the door Sarah
tried to say something and smile but then threw herself
against Julie and just sobbed holding her tightly.
Julie hugged her and rubbed her back and smoothed her
hair, poor Sarah just sobbed with a moan and her body
shook as she held on to Julie as if she was afraid that
she would never see her again. Julie was overcome by
her friend’s sadness and she was misty eyed also as she
continued to hold her and pet her. Finally she began to
back towards the couch and slowly made it and sat down
pulling Sarah into her lap and rocked her like a baby.

It took nearly five minutes for Sarah to get it all out
of her and she quieted and put one hand on Julie’s
cheek and held it there. Julie pulled her up on her
shoulder and kissed her cheek a few times until Sarah
turned her face up and they kissed on the lips holding
it a long time and when they broke it Sarah let out a
deep long sigh. Julie kissed her some more and pulled
her tight against her breasts then eased off and kissed
her more. Wiping the tears from Sarah’s eyes and face
she began to talk hoping to find out what had happened.

“Sweetheart, what happened I thought you were so happy
yesterday, you are not feeling guilty are you, about us
making love?”

“Oh no, Julie it wasn’t that. I was happy I loved being
with you and Emily, it was more fun than I’ve had in
years, and I was happy this morning and thought about
us making, love and it was so good and then I-I got to
thinking that I might not have or get another chance to
be with you any time soon. And I felt sad and then
maybe I wouldn’t ever get a chance, maybe you and Emily
just felt sorry for me and I made a fool of myself and
you wouldn’t ever want to be around me again. I got
depressed and got to thinking crazy things and I guess
I just fell apart and I just had to call you, hoping
you wouldn’t laugh at me and tell me I was a just butch
bitch wanting to taste pussy.”

Julie put her hand over Sarah’s mouth; “Stop, I don’t
want to hear anymore, you’re tearing my heart out,
baby. I can’t stand to see you suffer like that. But
maybe it is good that it happened, you called and I
came and all your fears were wrong, all the crazy
thoughts that fear caused were wrong and all the
sadness, the fear, the depression, and the panic were
for nothing. The fear caused you to doubt and then
wouldn’t let you call until you got desperate enough to
fight through it and called. Can you see that?”

“Yes, I can see it now, you are here. I see everything
better when I’m around you. I’m not afraid when I’m
around you and all my worries seen not to matter then,
but when I get alone they come back bigger. What can I
do? I’m sorry that I’m such a whiney baby, and that I
called you away from your family but I can’t seem to
help myself.”

“That’s ok, I told you to call me and if you hadn’t I
would have been hurt. It’s ok to have doubts but you
can’t let them control you but let’s not talk about
those things just now. We need to freshen up and have a
few laughs and get ourselves in a cheerful mood. Do you
feel strong enough to go with me to the bathroom and
wash our faces and try to look radiant again?”

“Yes, but you always look radiant even with my tears
wetting your face.”

“Ah, that’s my friend Sarah, always building me up and
I believe you until I look in a mirror. Come on, look,
I was in such a hurry I didn’t even tie my sneakers.
Let’s get bare footed!”
They went hand in hand to the bathroom and it was small
so they were close together and when Sarah bent to get
a wash cloth from under the vanity she was almost
against Julie’s legs and she leaned forward and kissed
her thigh.

“Ooooo, Sarah sweetheart, don’t do that, you’ll be in
trouble right quick, I’m kind of sensitive in that
area, if you remember. Or did you remember and did it
on purpose?”

Sarah got the cloth and kissed her again this time
higher and on the inside of her thigh.

Julie grabbed her arms and pulled her up and against
her body hugging her tightly, she reached down and
lightly spanked her butt, “You are being a bad girl and
I may have to spank that beautiful ass.”

Sarah wiggled her hips and pressed against Julie until
only clothes was between their cunts. Julie spanked her
lightly again and Sarah squirmed closer and rubbed her
tits on Julie’s. Julie turned her face to her own and
asked in a whisper.

“Sarah are you hot, do you need to make love?”

“Yes badly, I’m sorry.”

Julie spanked her again and said: “Hush that, don’t
ever be sorry for something that wonderful. Don’t you
realize how great it makes me feel that you want to
make love with me? To share your self with me and let
me share my body with you, that’s a great feeling to
know someone wants you in the most intimate way that
two people can be with each other, enjoying and being
enjoyed. Can I strip you and admire your body?”

“Oh yes, anytime. And then I will do you.”

“Anytime?”

“Yes anytime.”

“How about tomorrow in the teachers lounge?”

“No! Your teasing me aren’t you.”

“Yes, I just wanted to see you smile, you have such a
beautiful smile.”

Julie moved Sarah back against the counter and took the
cloth from her and wet it with cold water and washed
her face.

“Oh, that’s cold.”

“I wanted to wake you up so you will experience the
shock of passion that hits you when I suck your
nipples.”

Sarah trembled when she heard Julie say that. Julie
washed with one hand and the other began to unbutton
Sarah’s short gown.

“Sarah, what is this that you are wearing? It looks
very old and been washed a lot of times.”

“I was wearing this at a pj party when they told us one
of the girls had been in a wreck and was dead. I always
get it out and wear it when I feel sad. I wear it a lot
since I was, was divorced.”

“Well maybe we can get to a point where you don’t ever
want to wear it again, and we can have a decent burial
for it.”

Julie put down the cloth and using both hands had the
gown off Sarah in a flash. She was naked except for the
thong Julie had bought for her the day before.

“Well, I see you are a faithful member Co- President
Sarah. God girl you look ravishing in that thong have
you looked at yourself in the mirror? I thought so
that’s one reason you are horny isn’t it? Don’t be
ashamed, it makes me horny to look at you also. No
don’t start on me yet, I want to see the back, turn
around, wow look at that ass. You’re blushing. I’ve got
to touch it just a little.”

When Julie put her hand on Sarah’s ass and rubbed it on
both cheeks, Sarah grabbed the counter with both hands
and her head fell back with her hair flowing down her
back and she leaned forward causing her breasts to
stick out and her ass thrust out in the rear. Julie
stepped close and reached around to her breasts and
squeezed them moving from one to the other, she
whispered in Sarah’s ear for her to spread her legs.
Sarah moved them apart and moaned as Julie’s hand
caressed her cunt.

“Oh Julie, that’s so good, I’m going to mess up my
thong please take it off don’t let me soil it, I want
to keep it forever.”

Julie removed the thong and laid it on the counter and
placed her hand back on Sarah’s cunt and slid a finger
inside her. Sarah came like a rocket and shuttered
moaning and twisting against the counter. Julie
continued to caress her breasts and stroke her cunt
until Sarah was completed finished climaxing. She
straightened her head and then let it hang forward as
she stood leaning on the counter with her legs spread
and her body trembling.

Julie told her to turn around and she did looking at
Julie with eyes shining with adoration. She was about
to say something but Julie put her fingers on her lips,
they were covered with Sarah’s juice. Julie rubbed her
lips getting them wet until Sarah opened her mouth and
sucked Julie’s fingers, licking them as she sucked the
nectar from them. Julie removed them and Sarah licked
her lips to get the small amount on them.

Julie returned the fingers to Sarah’s slit and inserted
them on the clit, Sarah opened her legs and closed her
eyes sighing. Julie leaned down and kissed her left
nipple sucking it into her mouth, her other hand
grasped the right nipple and pinched it, Sarah moaned
loudly and she rose on her toes as passion again flowed
though her body. She leaned on the counter top and
placed her hands on each side of Julie’s face and
caressed it as Julie sucked and pinched her nipples.

Sarah was able to last longer this time but she was
moaning and pulling Julie against her breast and began
to beg for more and harder, she was shaking and her
climax was building and she wanted to scream with joy
as the release neared and the relief she had sought all
morning was nearer and nearer. Julie swapped nipples
with her mouth and Sarah twisted her torso to give it
to her eagerly.

Julie sucked the nipple hard taking a lot of breast in
her mouth and licking the nipple, almost lashing it
with her tongue, at the same time she added an
additional finger and slid the two into Sarah’s cunt
all the way to her knuckles. Sarah’s body stiffened and
she began to jerk against the fingers as she felt the
climax rising in her cunt and felt the first convulsion
hit her. She rocked against the invading fingers and
mouth and continued until she had peaked and slowly
came to a satisfied ending. She pulled Julie’s head
away from her nipples and up to face her and kissed
Julie’s lips with passion trying hard to convey her
love with her lips.

They stood plastered together, Sarah naked and Julie
clothed. Sarah on her toes and kissing Julie standing
before her with two fingers still in her cunt. Finally
they had to break for air as both were breathless.
Sarah immediately removed Julie’s top and bra pausing
just a few seconds to rub Julie’s magnificent breasts
and stroke the nipples, then she went to her knees and
unfastened the shorts and peeled them and her thong
down to her feet. As Julie stepped out of the clothes
Sarah placed her hands on Julie’s hips and stopped her
from moving away and she looked at the perfect cunt so
close to her lips and leaned forward towards it.

“Sweetheart, you don’t have to do that I’m alright with
just a caress.”

“No, I must have it, Julie. Please don’t deny me, I
loved it yesterday and I want it again and again,
please!”

“Yes baby, I give you my body, you can do anything to
me that you desire and I will love every minute of it.
Take me baby.”

Sarah’s eyes were glued to Julie’s cunt and when she
heard ‘ I give you my body” she whimpered and kissed it
with an open mouth and continued to kiss the lips,
slit, and even where the thighs joined her torso. Julie
began to tremble as Sarah had done as the young blond
made love to her cunt. She was losing the strength in
her legs and felt like she would crumple to the floor.

“Oh sweetheart, I can’t stand much of that without
falling, let me lay down and you can have me until I
pass out.”

She picked up Sarah by the arms and they went to the
bed and Julie lay down moved to the middle of the
mattress and spread her legs. When Sarah climbed on the
bed Julie guided her to put her legs on each side of
her shoulders and then reached and grasped her nipples
and pulled her down with Sarah’s face at Julie’s cunt
and Sarah’s cunt just above Julie’s mouth in the
classic sixty nine position.

Without hesitation Sarah resume her kissing of Julie’s
cunt and added her tongue to lick along the slit and
she was rewarded to see the clit she wanted start
rising through the folds of Julie’s cunt. Julie moaned
as she also felt her clit hardening and she pulled on
Sarah’s hips until she could reach her cunt with her
mouth.

When Julie’s lips touched Sarah’s cunt she raised her
head from Julie’s cunt, squealed and then sighed a long
deep sigh as she forced her legs apart to lower her
cunt to Julie’s lips. Then she lowered her head and
continued her kissing and licking. The only sounds
heard were of sighs and occasional light smack of lips
parting from wet cunts, Julie’s face was getting
drenched from the secretions of Sarah’s cunt and Sarah
was sucking on Julie’s clit and rubbing it with her
tongue. Neither of them could stand much of this and
they began to rock and hunch up and down as the passion
rose and then peaked as they came almost at the same
time.

As they slowed to a less hectic pace and just lay
kissing and licking, Julie heard Sarah murmuring to
her: “Julie, I love you, you can’t imagine how much I
do, or how I feel right now. I want to be like this
forever.”

“Sarah, don’t talk now, just turn around and let’s hold
each other and enjoy being together as we feel the
sensations that we just shared with each other.”

Sarah obeyed and she kissed Julie’s lips as they
settled into an embrace.

“How do you like your own taste sweetheart?”

“I could eat manure from your lips and it would be like
honey to me.”

“Oh yucky, Sarah. That’s sweet for you to say but it
sounds horrible.”

They lay together kissing and exploring each others
body giggling when they hit a ticklish spot and
sometimes just looking at each other. Sarah kept going
back to Julie’s clit and rubbing it with a finger and
some times she would look down her body and could see
the tip protruding from her slit.

“Sarah, you’re keeping me worked up on purpose aren’t
you?” Sarah smiled and nodded. “Baby, are you still
horny, you came three times. Don’t you need to rest?”
Sarah shook her head.

“You don’t mind do you Julie? I’ll stop if you want me
to but I want to make you cum, you are so beautiful and
when you cum the passion on your face is so wonderful,
you just shine like a halo of beauty was surrounding
you.”

“Sarah, you make me more beautiful than I am, really
you do! Your eyes are clouded with your need for
someone to love you and I love you so you think I am
beautiful. But I’m glad you think so because it feeds
my ego, makes my head swell, and don’t dare tell anyone
but my nipples get hard whenever I think of you naked.
Girl, you are beautiful! No, I don’t mind, in fact I
really want you to keep me hot, that is the best
feeling there is to be hot and someone playing with
your body bringing you close to climax and then easing
off and starting it again. But there has to be a
certainty of full satisfaction not just leave you
hanging. Do you agree?”

“Yes, but I’m not sure that I ever had that feeling. It
was always on the bed, or back seat, or couch and stick
it in and fuck until he came and then it was over until
next time. Yesterday was the first time anyone ever
kissed my cunt after fucking it or even touched it.
That was the first time that I ever felt like I was
desirable after sex. We stayed naked and walked around
naked and you and Emily touched me and kissed me and
cleaned me with stuff running down my legs, and oh god
Julie, I want that so bad my heart just wants to
burst.”

“Sarah, you have it, don’t agonize over something that
your mind thinks might or could happen. Enjoy what you
have and let it lead you on to even better things.
Think about that but let’s not waste time discussing it
for discussion doesn’t get very far, you need to get
out and see and experience to make progress.”

“Julie, were you serious when you said your nipples get
hard thinking of me?”

“Yes sweetheart, you don’t want to believe it but you
are beautiful and sexy and I want you to be just like
you are now, naked and happy and right beside me so I
can play with your breasts and rub your nipples. I
wouldn’t lie to you Sarah, and I say you are beautiful
and you need to believe it and start letting people see
it too. Now shut up and get me hot again, I want to cum
for you so you will continue to think I am beautiful.”

Julie pulled Sarah to her and kissed her passionately,
breaking she whispered to Sarah, give me your tongue to
suck, take me and use me, make me your slut quivering
all over for you to satisfy my passion. Fuck me like a
whore, treat me like I was your sex slave, I am here
for you, I give my body to you for anything you want it
for.

Sarah whimpered on hearing Julie’s submission to her
and she kissed her passionately and feeling her clit
harden as she continued to rub it she grasped it
between thumb and forefinger and squeezed it. Julie
moaned and arched her hips upward offering it to Sarah
and bent her knees while sliding her feet towards her
ass opening her cunt and crotch to Sarah’s wishes.
Sarah could feet the heart beat in Julie’s clit and she
squeezed a little harder and heard Julie whimpering and
say: “Yes baby, yes, take me, take me, make me yours.”

Sarah grabbed a pillow and pulled it to Julie’s head
and placed it long ways from her head down her back,
propping her up a little. She kissed her lips and down
her face and neck and as she neared Julie’s tits Julie
arched her back offering her nipples to Sarah’s mouth.
Sarah sucked the nipples she admired and felt her own
aching with passion, she was watching Julie’s face and
knew she was enjoying the sensations and she swelled
with pride that she could bring joy to Julie and also
that she could have this beautiful woman for anything
she wanted.

And she had a goal that she wanted and she sucked both
nipples hard until she thought they would explode and
then licked her way down Julie’s stomach while moving
her body down until she reached the top of her slit.
Sarah slid her body between Julie’s legs and now her
mouth was just over the goal she wanted, the clit she
held between her thumb and forefinger. As she stared at
it and felt it pulsing Julie reached and slid the other
pillow down to her hips and raised them placing the
pillow underneath them, elevating her cunt for Sarah.

She whispered to Sarah. “Yes baby, anything you want,
take it.”

Sarah slowly released her pressure on the clit and
Julie moaned loudly as the blood rushed in it causing
it to swell. She placed two fingers at Julie’s cunt and
moved them into the hot wet opening as far as possible.
And rotating her wrist so the ring finger would be at
Julie’s asshole she slid it in also. Julie hunched
against the invading finger and it went in easily and
Sarah worked all three fingers in and out. She double
fucked Julie’s cunt and ass and watched her face as
expression after expression flowed over it. Julie’s
hands went to her nipples and she rubbed and squeezed
them as she undulated her body to help Sarah fuck her.
Julie opened her eyes and saw Sarah looking at her. She
smiled at Sarah and pursed her lips in a kiss.

“Sweetheart, that is so good, I can’t describe the
feeling. It’s just wonderful!”

Sarah smiled at her and then lowered her lips to her
goal, the clit standing proud and jumping each time her
fingers went in and out of Julie’s cunt and ass. She
first kissed it gently and then slid her lips along it
back and forth, next she put her lips around it and let
it slid from one side of her mouth to the other as she
moved her head. Julie whimpered when she first felt
Sarah’s lips on her clit and she continued as she felt
and watched Sarah making love to it and the intensity
of her sound rose. Sarah played with her clit as she
worked her fingers in and out for a full minute or
more, she was delighting in the sensation she was
receiving and the sound Julie was making. She eased her
tongue forward until the tip touched the tip of the
clit and let it rub across. Julie’s whimper changed to
a low series of ooohhhh’s.

“Oooohhh baby, you’re going to kill me, oooohhh my god
it’s so good I can’t stand it. Baby, baby, baby,
oooohhh, yes, yes, take me baby. Ooooohhhhh, oooooooo,
Sarah, the spread, I’m going to mess up the spread.
Ohhh baby. It’s coming sweetheart, I’m cumming. Oooooo
fuck me, fuck me, baby, fuck me.”

Julie convulsed and almost went wild as she was hit
hard by her climax, she tried to remain still but her
body jerked and trembled almost with a mind of it’s
own. Just when she thought it was over and beginning to
wane Sarah sucked her clit into her mouth and rubbing
with her tongue all over it and sucking hard while she
increased the rapidity of her finger fucking of cunt
and ass, she felt another climax rising. Julie knew
this would be a bigger one as the pain in her stomach
was worse and moving fast to her cunt and she thought,
oh no I hope I don’t pass out it would scare Sarah to
death.

“Sarah baby, you’re going to make me cum again. I love
it, but if I go crazy don’t worry I will be ok after a
while, oh my, oh my fuck me baby please fuck me and
fuck me for ever. I love you, your killing me but I
love you, don’t stop fucking me.”

Julie’s climax hit her and Sarah knew it because she
froze and just lay there trembling and jerking as she
convulsed time after time and Sarah continued to suck
and fuck her as she had said and Julie just kept on
cumming and cumming. Her stomach was knotted into rows
of muscles like a wash board and her legs were moving
like a butterfly’s wings as she lay rigid, trembling
and her head thrashing from side to side with her eyes
closed and her mouth open. Sarah was amazed at how long
she came and her arm began to tire and her mouth needed
a rest. Cum was pouring from her cunt each time Sarah’s
fingers were retreating and her finger in Julie’s ass
felt as if it was being pulled from her hand.

Finally Julie began to weaken and her muscles relaxed a
little as her convulsing became less frequent and she
would lay quiet of a few seconds and then jerk as a
small one would happen. She appeared to be asleep so
Sarah slowed her sucking and fucking, finally stopping
altogether. She kept her fingers still embedded and her
lips around Julie’s clit but no longer sucking or
licking. As she watched Julie’s face she saw a faint
smile come over her and she looked so pleasant just
like a small child sleeping.

Sarah removed her fingers from Julie very slowly and
then released her clit from her lips and rose to go for
a wash cloth. When she had cleaned herself she returned
to the bedroom and crawled up beside Julie and snuggled
to her placing Julie’s hand on her thigh near her cunt
and her own hand on Julie’s cunt cupping it and then
closed her eyes and soon was asleep contented. Both of
them slept for almost a hour and Julie was the first to
awaken.

At first she didn’t know where she was but she turned
her head and realized that she was with Sarah and not
Harry and the hand on her cunt was Sarah’s and her hand
was on Sarah’s thigh brushing her cunt. She remembered
that she sank into that darkness that she often did
when highly aroused but she didn’t remember them going
to sleep together.

Julie was concerned as she remembered all the things
that Sarah had said about loving her and wanting to be
with her forever. She realized that she would have to
channel Sarah’s desire to love and be loved in another
direction soon preferably to a man or better to men.
But where and who? Meanwhile she had better get Emily
involved and try to remove herself as the sole lover
from Sarah’s mind.

Julie realized she needed to go to the bathroom, she
raised up and Sarah’s hand cupping her cunt was moved
by her action and Sarah woke up and looked at her.

“Are you ok Julie? I fell asleep.”

“Yes sweetheart I’m ok. Oh no, I messed up your spread
Sarah! It’s all wet and I’m a mess too!”

“That’s ok, it’s washable and needed to be washed
anyway. Let me get the wash cloth and warm it and I’ll
be right back.”

“Thank you baby, but I need to go to the bathroom and
can’t wait long. I’ll just hold it and run.”

Julie put her hand over her cunt and swung off the bed
and started for the bathroom. Sarah was right behind
her and turned on the hot water to warm the cloth.
Julie realized that the toilet was in a open space and
she would have to take her leak in front of Sarah but
had no other choice. She tinkled in the toilet for a
long time and Sarah begin to giggle, Julie told her
lightheartedly to hush and Sarah giggle more. Soon they
both were giggling and Julie said she was embarrassed
but there was nothing she could do about it, they
giggled some more as the tinkle stopped and started
again.

“This is the last time I go to the toilet with you
around. From now on I will just drown first. Thank
goodness that is finally over. Toss me the wash cloth
please.”

“No. You come here and I will do it for you, just like
you did for me and Emily.”

“But I remember the trouble it caused don’t you? Do we
want to take a chance, aren’t you tired and want to
rest?”

“No, I want to clean you, come on now.”

Julie wiped with toilet paper flushed it all away and
went to Sarah standing at the vanity with the mirror
behind her. Julie looked at her self in the mirror and
muttered that she looked like a race horse that had run
five miles in the mud.

“You look beautiful to me. I didn’t mean to go to sleep
but you looked so lovely laying on the bed that I
couldn’t resist in laying with you and cuddling next to
you. It felt so good that I just lay there a moment to
enjoy it and next thing I knew you were getting up.”

Sarah turned Julie around and knelt in front of her
with the warm wash cloth. Julie looked at her and Sarah
looked at her, neither spoke, finally Julie spread her
legs and leaned back on the vanity and waited.

“Julie, if you don’t want me to do this I won’t. I want
to but I shouldn’t embarrass you if you don’t want it.
You are to nice to tell me but if you will just shake
your head I will give you the cloth.”

“I want it Sarah, it’s just that I fear that it will
make me horny and when I get hot I forget everything
except getting relief and I will beg for it. But I want
to feel your hand rubbing me there but don’t kiss my
clit.”

“That’s a hard promise to make Julie, I want to kiss
it, I want to suck it, I love to make it hard and
protrude. I want to rub my lips on the end of it, and
lick your cum as it drips from you, I love you, please
Julie can’t I kiss it just a little, please?”

“Oh god Sarah, don’t do that, you tear my heart out
when you tell me that. I can’t refuse you anything. You
can have it baby, yes, yes you can kiss it, you can
suck it, do anything you want. But clean me first and
let me sit down or lay down I get weak when you take it
in your mouth. Oh, I can feel it moving, it’s coming
out hard for you, watch, baby you’re got me horny for
you again.”

Sarah looked at Julie’s cunt as she stood with her legs
spread at the vanity and the lips were slowing opening
like a flower blooming and then she saw the tip of the
clit extending outward as it slipped from between the
folds of the petals and rise to the very top of Julie’s
slit.

“That is so beautiful, you have the most beautiful cunt
I have ever seen. How do you make it open like that and
the clit rise up and out? And it gets so hard in my
mouth and I can feel your heart beating through it. Oh,
I love it, I want it so bad. Don’t hate me Julie I
can’t help myself.”

“I won’t hate you, how could I hate you when you bring
me so much pleasure? Baby, I don’t make it do anything,
all that is passion and when it starts it won’t stop
until I get fucked and cum. If I can’t get fucked right
then I have to go around hot, horny, and suffer until I
do. You have made me hot just by wanting me, I can feel
it somehow, I know when someone wants to fuck me and
love on me and it makes me hot. You started it, telling
me what you wanted to do to my clit and now it’s to
late, I have to have you and I will promise and give
you anything just to get relief.”

“I’m sorry Julie, I didn’t know, I don’t mean to cause
you pain but I need to make love to you. I don’t
understand why but I want to love you until you are
happy can you understand that? Help me to understand,
it’s tearing me to pieces.”

Julie was thinking fast and furiously, she needed to
give Sarah some answer that would help her to begin to
see a path towards a normal life again.

“Baby, if I try to explain it to you will you keep a
open mind and realize that the answer may not make
sense now and it might require you to do something that
you don’t want or afraid to do?”

“Yes, I’ll do anything you tell me to do.”

“Let’s go to the living room and sit and talk but first
we need to drink something, we need to keep our
hydration level up. Give me the wash cloth and you get
us some water in the kitchen, ok.”

“I’ve got some cokes in the refrigerator. Want one
instead of water?”

“Sure, not as good for you as water but tastes a lot
better.”

Sarah went to the kitchen and Julie cleaned her cunt
using cold water hoping that it would cool her down
enough that she could think about what and how to tell
Sarah that she needed a man’ cock but mostly his love
and one that she could trust but she had to get out and
look for one. Finishing she went to the kitchen and
leaned on the counter while Sarah got some cheese
crackers to go with the cokes. Gathering the drinks and
crackers they ate and drank standing at the counter and
suddenly Sarah began to giggle. She would look at Julie
and giggle covering her mouth to keep the crackers in.

“Sarah, what’s so funny, is there a witch’s wart on my
nose or something?”

“Heavens no, I’m sorry but suddenly it struck me that
we are standing here eating, drinking, and we’re naked
as the day we were born. And it feels so right, like if
we were dressed it wouldn’t be normal we would be
acting in a play or soap opera. I’m crazy, think so?”

“No you’re not crazy, I think it’s because we feel
comfortable with each other. Like sisters who like each
other and share a bedroom and bath all their growing up
years. So it feels natural to see each other naked and
touch without guilt. But there is a difference, when
you kiss me on the cheek or lips there’s a sudden surge
of passion and if you are clothed and I see a flash of
thigh when you sit down and cross your legs it’s the
same. I don’t think sisters have that but I don’t know
what the difference is.”

“Oh Julie, do you really? Do you really want me?”

“Yes baby, really. God, you have to realize that now,
you have to know it. After all I’ve done to you and you
to me. All the ways we made love, all the times you’ve
made me cum and me you. You have to believe now or you
never will.”

Sarah walked closer to Julie and put her hand on
Julie’s arm. Her eyes were troubled as she looked at
her and her lips trembled slightly.

“I believe Julie, but then I get doubts and I get
panicky and I almost go crazy thinking up weird
fantasies that would make you love me. Am I crazy? Do I
need professional help? Last night was the first time
in over a year that I slept all night long without some
pills. And I woke up feeling so good that I had two
wonderful friends that I could love and trust and they
loved me. And then, well I told you that, I’m sorry.”


Julie took the last two crackers and stuffed one in
Sarah’s mouth and put the other in her own then took
her hand and they walked to the couch. Sitting down
Julie pulled Sarah down and made her turn and lean so
that she was laying across Julie’s lap in a reclining
position with her head on her shoulder and their
breasts pressed together. Julie’s arm was around
Sarah’s back helping support her and Sarah put her feet
on the couch and drew her knees up. Both were holding
their drinks and being careful not spill any and not
let the cold bottles touch themselves.

“Sarah listen carefully and don’t make up your mind
right now, think about what we going to talk about then
see if you believe or agree and then we can work from
there. And I mean don’t decide today think about it for
a couple of days and we can discuss it again, promise
me?”

Sarah nodded her head.

“You just said how good you felt because you had two
friends that you could love and trust and that we loved
you also. Right? You said first that you could love and
then second that loved you. I think that it is very
important that you said it that way. You see when you
discovered that you had been betrayed you not only lost
someone that you thought loved you but you lost the one
that you loved and you lost the trust that you had in
believing that your love was important. Emily and I
both love you and you say that you believe but you have
doubts that keep sneaking in . Why would you think up
things to make me love you if you believed that I do?
Don’t answer.”

Sarah had opened her mouth but shut it. Julie leaned
down and kissed her lips and eyes.

“Don’t talk, don’t think, just listen. I think the
reason is not that you don’t believe, but that you have
a very strong desire to get back what you lost. I don’t
mean that sorry ass you were married to but get back
the feeling that you had of having a person that you
could love, trust, marry and devote your life and
yourself to and that would have that same feeling for
you. Someone that would share your hopes, dreams, and
devote themselves to making you happy because they
valued your love. Deep inside your mind that fact is
being covered up because you fear being hurt again but
your subconscious keep stirring you up because it is
feeling the desire and wants you to fulfill it.”

Julie could see tears filling Sarah’s eyes and her lips
were tight as she fought the sorrow welling up in her.
She hoped that she could maintain her own feelings and
not start crying also.

“So you see, maybe you are confusing two things which
are really separate from each other, the feelings that
you have for Emily and I, which we share with you, and
the strong desire to find a man that sees your beauty
not just physical beauty but the beauty that I see in
you, that you are full of love and would never hurt him
and want to share his life if he can return that love
because that’s what you want more than anything else in
the world.

“Emily and I love you and we enjoy being with you
because you are fun to be with and I must be honest
with you also, you are a hot sexy girl and you turn me
on full blast. But that has nothing to do with your
desire hidden inside you, we can love you until we are
old and gray and most likely we will, but it won’t ever
replace the need inside to have a loving and be loved
relationship with a man. Our relationship will always
be just a temporary relief, but as we share it we can
hopefully lead you into that which you really need. And
we can always be there to help you, protect you from
hurt, and keep you going forward.

“But we can’t unless you think that is what you want,
you must be willing and you must be brave for there may
be or I should say there definitely will be others who
will lie and do anything because they just want to jump
your bones and don’t care for your feelings at all.

“Now all I want you to do is just let this settle in
your brain for a few days and we will talk again and
see how you feel. Then we will decide which way to go
from there. Remember this is only what I feel inside, I
may be wrong and if you think so then we won’t do it.
But no matter what we decide I will still love you and
will be with you which ever way we go.”

Tears were on Sarah’s cheeks and when she blinked her
eyes more would roll down. Julie wiped at them with her
hand and rubbed the wetness on her breasts.

“Sarah please don’t cry, everything will work out if
you don’t try to hide yourself. You have to much to
offer not to let others see the real you. Also it makes
me sad to see you cry and hurting when I can’t do
anything but hold you.”

Julie hugged her tighter and turned her body so they
were face to face and put both arms around her and
Sarah did the same and Julie rocked her like a child
and put her cheek against Sarah’s. They stayed this way
for about five minutes just holding on to each other.

“Sarah, are you ok baby? Do you still love me or do you
wish me dead now?”

“I still love you, maybe now more than ever. I wish
what you said wasn’t true, I could be happy being your
lesbian lover but I know that you aren’t lesbian and
really I’m not either but you make me happy and I would
be whatever you wanted me to be.”

Julie smiled and turned her face up and kissed her.

“Would you cut your hair like a man and get a tattoo on
your biceps that said Momma’s boy?”

Sarah opened her eyes and looked at Julie and suddenly
broke out giggling.

“You’re putting me on again, I love my hair and I don’t
have any biceps.”

“Sarah, you know what I want you to be?”

“Tell me please!”

“I want you to be yourself, you’re so beautiful and we
can have so much fun together, shopping, eating, going
to the movies, and driving men crazy. And we can just
sit and talk about anything or nothing, and have our
moments like we had today and yesterday when we can’t
get enough of each other, and just go through life as
close friends and be happy seeing each other happy.”

“That’s sounds so good! I want that right now, just to
have you and Emily as friends and share with you. I
guess that’s what I miss the most not having anyone
that I feel special about and can just do things with.
I haven’t had that since high school.”

“Well, you have it now even if you don’t want it. When
Emily and I make friends we bug them to death. That’s
why we don’t have many friends. Do you feel better
now?”

“Yes, as long as you are holding me I feel wonderful.
Julie I can feel your heart beat through your breasts
and mine. It’s like we are just one person with two
bodies.”

“That’s a strong heart beat, must be ten inches of tits
between us. Do you want to clean up and then go home
with me, we can cook and putter around the kitchen and
just enjoy being together plus I would love to have you
there. Sometimes I get a little tired of just listening
to talk about sports and cars and work, could you?”

“Oh, I would love to, I get bored just sitting around
here.”

“Ok, want to take a shower together?”

“Sure, but first I want to make love to you, might be
the last opportunity today. Is that ok? Or are you
completely turned off now, with me blubbering every
other second?”

“Sarah, you have a one track mind, just like I do!
Always thinking sex, every thing else is just a filler
until the next session. Of course it’s ok, I love it!”

Sarah disengaged herself from Julie and rolled to the
floor and was between Julie’s legs in a flash. She
spread them apart and looked at the beautiful prize
nestled in Julie’s crotch. Her hands went to Julie’s
hips and pulled them to her and the edge of the couch.

“Oh no, it’s gone, it went back into hiding. Now I
going to have to lick it out and kiss it back into full
strength before I can suck it for you.”

Sarah leaned forward and kissed the cunt and ran her
tongue up the slit pressing the tip into it slightly.
Julie moaned softly as she felt her clit awaken and her
stomach throb.

“Oh god, Sarah, you drive me crazy doing that. Oh how I
love for you to love me there. I haven’t had much
experience with oral love except with just a couple of
men and while I loved it, nothing compares with you.”

“Do you feel my love for you?”

“Yes baby, there’s no mistaking it and you are going to
see my love and passion for you shortly.”

“Is it coming out for me to suck?”

“Yes, please don’t say that anymore, you will make me
come before we get started.”

“I want you to cum ten times so I can suck it from you
and swallow it all.