Let me start by telling you more about my self I’m a black male 6 foot talk about 195 in good shape I always been into females but after this story things never been the same it’s like I find myself again

It all started in October I lost the girl I thought was the one i loved her but the time was wrong And it’s just hard for me to open up and I lost her now she has a baby and a good dude so I know I have to move on but ……… till this day I miss her but anyways in October I had to move back in with my mom this sucked cause she is controlling so I would sit in my room all day in the dark sometimes looking at porn or play video games I guess you could say I was depressed so I stated to go to school again to better my self and get a good job so I can move out

Class started in November I was ready for a new adventure after a couple of classes I was doing good so far I find some friends I did homework with I stopped looking so depressed now I would go out more meeting new people I was feeling good but that didn’t last long my mom kicked me out so I was living in my car and I stated feeling bad again I stayed in school though but I started drinking more alcohol getting really wasted I was spiraling down hill fast so one night I was at a kickback with all my friends looking to get drunk but they started to lecture me about my drinking I said fuck that and left went to a bar and continue to drink at the bar……