Interviews of My Sex Life: Charlotte Part1

What the fuck is wrong with me? I am forty-six years old. Why am I fantasizing about a twenty-three-year-old kid?
It was two a.m. and I was putting my sheets in the wash. I could not stop masturbating since I dropped Jen off at her house. I couldn’t get her body out of my mind. In fact, I hadn’t been able to get her out of my mind since we started going to the gym together. It was as if the more time I spent with her, the more attractive she became to me. At times, I caught myself trying to peek in her shower stall to catch glimpses of her. But today, I actually saw her naked. She wasn’t that little girl anymore. Those tan nipples, that long hair… I always thought she was beautiful, but working out made her body more toned. And our conversation at the café was… I don’t know, but I surely blew my cover. I had asked if she had her eyes on any boys, and she turned it around and asked if I had my eyes on any girls. I blushed like a shy schoolgirl! I didn’t even know black people could blush!
“Come on, tell me,” she said, laughing, showing that pretty white childlike smile.
“I can’t.”
“Well, you asked me about guys! I can’t ask you about girls? At least tell me about her.”
I threw my hands up. “Okay! Okay! She is a lovely sweet girl, a bit younger than me, really smart, really pretty, but I don’t think she would be interested in me.”
“Why do you think that? Isn’t she gay? It’s not like you’re ugly or anything.”
“No, she’s not gay. And I don’t want to approach her because I would hate to lose her as a friend.”
She put her hand on my arm and tried to sound as mature as possible when she said, “Well, wasn’t it you that told me there are times when you have to go with your heart and not your head?”
It’s true I did, but, this was a sticky situation. I quickly changed the subject and the topic was never brought up again. When I dropped her off at her house, I pecked her on the cheek as usual and watched her get into the house safely.
When I got home that night, I didn’t know what to do. Had I hinted too much that I was an old perv? Well, I wasn’t a perv because she was twenty-three. But still, I’d known her since birth! I decided to get online and do some work. I run an online clothing store that was so prosperous that I was able to afford a big five-bedroom house that I didn’t need. I lived there alone, no husband, no wife, and no children. I didn’t even buy the house with the intent of having any of the above; I bought it just because I could afford it. I was looking at some cute lingerie when I got an IM… from Jen! I opened it.
Jen: Hey, Sis
Charlotte: Hey, babe (The fact that I thought about her like that and she called me Sis made me sick to my stomach) “What’chu doin’ up this late… or early?
Jen: Nothing just sitting here thinking about what we talked about earlier. It’s sad you feel you can’t ask that girl out.
Charlotte: I didn’t say I can’t, I said I am scared to.
Jen: Well is she a good friend?
Charlotte: Yes
Jen: Does she know you’re gay?
Charlotte: Yes
Jen: So a good friend should take it as a compliment, shouldn’t they?
Charlotte: Ha ha I wish it was that easy!
Jen: But why is it hard? I would take it as a compliment.
Whoa! Was she…did she know it was her? Maybe I should fish for info.
Charlotte: Really? Even if you weren’t gay or bi?
Jen: Well maybe some people keep it a secret better LOL
Charlotte: Maybe they do LOL. Listen babe, I got to go. Getting tired. I’ll hit u up tomorrow. Hugs – xxxxx
Jen: G’nite and you’re welcome – xxx
When I hit that little red x in the top right corner, I couldn’t believe how much I couldn’t wait for Monday so I could see her at the gym again. I returned to my lingerie shopping when I got an idea.
Charlotte: What you doing tomorrow?
Jen: Nothing, watching the Adventure Time marathon. Y, whaddup?
Charlotte: Well, I got some gift cards and wanted to know if you wanted to go shopping with me
Jen: You need fashion advice too? 🙂
Charlotte: Yeah. You know I’m helpless without you! LOL
Jen: Hmmm… food? Yes, no, maybe?
Charlotte: Yes, Fatty McFat! LOL, jk. It’s a deal
Jen: A deal or a date? LOL
Oh shit! What do I say?
Charlotte: Both for you, gorgeous LOL
Swag…are we flirting?
Jen: Well, you know me, anything 4 food. Do I get to try stuff on 2?
Charlotte: If ur good, I might even buy you something. 🙂
Jen: Yay! See u tomorrow – xxxxxxxx
Charlotte: Byyyye! xxxxx
This should be fun!
The next morning I put on my white lace panties, no bra, and a brown low-cut sundress. The sundress had a split on both sides that crept up my thighs almost to my waist. The dress was halter style and tied behind my neck, showing off my arms and my back.