I would do anything for you

I don’t know what I’m supposed to learn here!

It’s boring, and I miss you.

I usually like what you ask of me sooner or later, but this is just boring.

You told me to go to this club, order water, drink half of it right away, and then go dancing.

I don’t mind dancing alone. A little movement to the music never hurts anyone. But you could have had that at home. I would dance for you. Even though I think there are so many better dancers than me, You said I would learn something about myself today.

All right!!!

I learned that it’s boring to go to a club alone and dance for myself.

Can I go home now, please?

No, I guess not.

You said I would know when it was time to go. I’ve been dancing for half an hour, and still don’t see the point.

A couple of men look over at me, but I just give them the occasional scornful look, and they leave me alone.

What are they compared to you?! Nothing! Not worthy of a second glance.

The women don’t interest me either. They never have. Only you. Always, only you.

To not fall over from boredom or fall asleep, I do what I always do. I think of you.

Dancing becomes more pleasant. In the dim light of the club, I can keep my eyes closed most of the time and think of you.

Your hands on my body, your voice, and your lips when you kiss me.

Yes, I can stand it like this.

The whole night, if it is meant to be.

I must have lost myself in my dream, as a sharp pain in my wrist pulls me out of it. Someone clutches my wrist painfully. How dare he! My eyes open reluctantly, it was so nice to think of you, and I want to act very energetically against this insolence, when I recognize the hand on my wrist.

YOU!

You pull me to yourself, and drag me out of the club like a little child who stayed too long on the playground. It is so humiliating. And kind of hot, too.

What are you even doing here? How long have you been watching me? What is this all about?

A few heads turn to look at us as we leave the club. Maybe they’d help me if I screamed, maybe not.

The cool air outside is lovely. The night is quiet, and the street is empty at this hour. I look around for your car, but you drag me into the alley behind the club and press me against the wall of the house.

I look up at you, half annoyed, half expectant. Why the hell are you so mad at me? I obeyed your orders exactly!

My breath goes faster, and my body becomes extremely hot. Will you take me here? In this alley behind the club? Despite the darkness around us, I see the fire in your eyes. This is no joke, you are really angry with me. But why?

You sent me to the club, and I did exactly what you told me to do. Did you want to feel this anger? Did you want to be angry at me, to do exactly what you want to do now? Your grip on my wrist tightens, and it sends shivers of desire throughout my body.

It’s silly to tease you, but I didn’t at all.

You’re not pretending, you’re really angry. But not at me! You are angry at yourself for creating this situation! The black and red flame fades a bit in your eyes, and you pull me with you as you quickly stride home, dragging me with you.

I try to keep up in my pumps.

Your car must be around here somewhere. Why are we walking?

I think you need to cool off a bit. You’re walking fast, and the street isn’t very well lit.

I’m tired of being dragged behind you like a dog on a leash. After all, you’re the one to blame for this whole mess.

I stop and pull my hand out of your grip.

It surprises you. That’s the only reason I succeeded.

You are much stronger than I am. What happens next, I see as if in slow motion, and yet my brain can hardly comprehend the speed of the events.

In a flash, you turn to me, your hand grabs my neck, and you throw me against the wall of the house at my back.

But the house wall is a good 1.5 meters away.

I don’t know why I don’t fall backwards and find myself with my back against the wall, gasping for air and staring into your beautiful eyes, now blazing with black fire.

I can barely breathe, but the only thing I can focus on is your eyes.

They look into me.