He went, He came, He left

“Who wants to deflower my virgin mouth?” read the heading on Craigslist m4m. It had taken me a long time to reach the point of actually putting up a listing. I am a married man with grown children. My wife because of the medicines she must take has completely lost her libido. Consequently we have not had sex in over ten years. For some time I have had thoughts of a bi relationship, and now I have begun to act on it.

The listing read:
“Older married man will be in town the 28-29th of this month. Knock on the hotel door, come in and step up to the glory hole. No strings, no conversation necessary, no reciprocation. Step up and insert to get a bj to completion. What I lack in experience I will more than make up for in enthusiasm.
Tell me why you should be my first and include pics. I will respond to the winning candidate with hotel name, room number, and date/time.

So it started. My journey into a life style that I never would have dreamed I would participate in. Not that I am a prude, but more of a conformist in deeds. It was not the homosexual behavior, but the solicitation of strangers over the internet. Not what I would call risk free behavior.

In no time I had five responses. Two of the respondents sounded like date rape would be a distinct possibility. Now that is funny. Here I am in the process of inviting a total stranger to my room so I can suck his cock and I am afraid of date rape. Since this is to be my first time I do not really want to explore any further than oral. Another two were acceptable except that they were to well endowed.