Forbidden Lust

He was instantly attracted to her. Her allure tormented him nights as he tried to sleep. When he closed his eyes he saw vivid images of him pleasuring her in various ways. Days turned into weeks and weeks into months and she was still a constant presence in his dreams. As hard as he tried, he could not purge her from his nightly lustful thoughts. She was not available, she lived with another who was close to him. He knew pursuing her outside of his nocturnal fantasies was not possible.

As months past she and her paramour would drift in and out of his lonely life. During those visits he could see something had changed between the couple half his age. He began to see within her a brooding sadness that distressed him greatly. During one of their visits she confessed to him a few things which clarified the reasons behind her sadness. She had told the aging gentleman that during the last few months, her and her lover had begun to grow apart sexually. That he seemed indifferent to her and the times between their love making became longer and longer. It was very evident to lonely older man that her heart was still attached to her emotionally distant paramour Sensing her sadness and need for sexual attention he alluded to his feelings for her, that he longed to pleasure her orally. She kindly rebuffed him, and assured him she was not at all offended by his verbal advance, but her heart still belonged to another.

For a period of time he tried to avoid her, a somewhat difficult task as the troubled lovers spent significant time staying in the spare room of his modest house. Several times he tried to isolate her, in hopes that her sexual needs were so neglected by her dispassionate beau that she would come to his bed.