Several years ago, I was in my early 40’s and freshly divorced after a 10 year marriage fell apart, primarily due to a lack of sex, none for over 5 years, attributable to my wife cheating on me with a co-worker for nearly the entire marriage.  I discovered this by sneaking a look at her unlocked phone and finding messages and pictures.  I was on my own, unbelievably horny, but having been out of the game for so long, I was at a loss as to how to even start.  I had no interest in a relationship and only wanted a hookup, a lot harder to find.  I spent a ton of time online, watching porn and masturbating, really yearning for the real thing.  As time passed, I explored more and more types of porn to get off, which I think is the norm for guys in my situation, but I also leaned on the images I had seen on my ex’s phone to get off, something about seeing his dick pics, some with her in them, got me excited.  Ultimately the porn I really started focusing on was cuckold, shemale / tranny, and guys on guys.

Eventually I’d had enough of self love and wanted the real thing, the easiest thing in my mind was to find a guy online to service me, so I started checking out some online sites to see if I could get some action, but never had the courage to contact anyone.  One late night after a few drinks, I decided the best course of action was to place my own ad, if I didn’t go through with it at least I might get some dick pics to jerk off to later.  My ad was simple, divorced white male seeking oral, possibly more, snapped a pic of my hard cock and just for the hell of it a pic of my nice ass.  To my surprise, I started getting replies instantly, it was hard to sort through them, I was right that getting a guy to blow you was way easier.  Most of the responses were to the point, with basic stats and offers to give me the best BJ I ever had.  I settled on a couple of replies to engage in further conversation, finally choosing a guy who claimed to be partnered with another man but was in an open relationship, his name was Javier.  I suggested that he come to my place if that was okay, and he agreed.  He asked if I would be interested in his cock, I explained that I had never been with a man, so I didn’t think so, but told him let’s just meet and see where it goes.  We exchanged numbers after a bit of back and forth and set up a meet at my place the following day, on Saturday afternoon.  While I was horny and hard, I decided to hold out for our meet up and went to bed excited by the possibilities of the next day.

That morning I hit the gym, got home, trimmed my pubes, as he mentioned he preferred smooth or tightly trimmed and took a long shower, every time I thought about what was going to happen my cock started twitching.  He texted me around 10AM and said he’d be at my place in a half hour.  I tidied up, made sure all the shades were down low, lit some candles, stripped naked and put on a robe.  Right on time, he texted me that he had arrived, I told him to come to the door, it would be open.  I peeked out the peep hole to watch his approach and make sure his pics matched reality, and thankfully they were.  He was 42, 5’8″, dark skinned, weighing around 170lbs, I was 43, 5’9″, and 165lbs, with an average 6 inch cock and a nice bubble butt.  He came in and after a brief moment of panic and awkwardness, I welcomed him in, he kicked off his sneakers, and we hugged, that seemed to break the ice.  He seemed pleased by what he saw, as was I.  He said, I see you are prepared as he untied my robe and reached for my cock, which was already at half mast.  He gave it a few strokes and started kissing my chest, then moved up and started kissing my neck.  This was already more than I had anticipated, then he asked if he could kiss me, I was flustered but nodded yes.  The kissing was amazing, and I could already feel my cock leaking.  As we passionately kissed, his hands moved to my ass, gripping both cheeks firmly and pushing me into him.  After this makeout session, which seemed to last for hours, he completely removed my robe, leaving me completely nude, and asked if it was okay for him to get naked too, again I could hardly reply and nodded affirmingly.  As he pulled off his shirt, I reached down, unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, grazing his cock with my hand, making him smile.  He slipped his pants and underwear off in one motion, leaving only his ankle socks on.  I couldn’t help but look down at his cock, which was also at half mast, revealing his nice shaft and perfectly pink head.  His cock was slightly longer than mine, maybe 7 inches but had less girth than me.