It’s Saturday morning and I have been asleep next to Kend all night. I’m still getting used to serving two Dominants. It’s especially difficult since I have a hard time submitting to anyone other then Sir.

I have tried multiple times over the months since I lost his favor. Other men claim they are dominant. However, all they are into is spanking. That is a huge turn on for me but I like the mental aspect as well.

I wonder how Kend will be.

While still in my reverie Kend wakes up, sees I am awake, and asks

“How did you sleep?”

“Fine Sir” I answered.

“Let’s talk” he says.

“We haven’t had a chance to really get to know each other yet. I only know what your Sir has told me. That you are a complex submissive. Explain.

“It’s sometimes hard to explain. I’m not submissive all of the time. During work hours, with most women, and in times of crisis I am more dominant. I’m very logical. I think things through and plan. During non work hours when I’m at home with you or Sir, or when we are out, I’m more submissive. You are my King and I’m here to serve your needs and try always to make sure you have what you need before asking for it.

I’m not fully sadomasochistic. Yes, spankings turn me on. However, what really gets me is getting into my head.