Earning my place

I lost the right to call my Dom “Master”. I messed up, I acted in a way that was unbecoming to him. When questioned on my behaviors I denied, fought with him, and didn’t take ownership. While helping me overcome some of the worst anxiety I ever experienced I dragged him down into my hell. I wasn’t his rock. Months of nightmares have plagued me since. Now I am showing him my strength and rebuilding our relationship in the hopes that I can become his slut slave once again.

Earlier this year he told me that there may come a time when he would travel or just need a break from the BDSM world. He said during that time he may turn me over to another Master. Recently the nightmares have become fantasies. What follows is the most recurring fantasy. 


I walk in the door after work one night and see we have company. It’s a friend of Sir’s whom I also know. I put my stuff down and greet them both with a “hi” as I normally would. Sir tells me “I wish to discuss something with you. Have a seat.”

Pointing to the floor between them I notice he has my collar in his lap. I lost it for my bad behaviors.

I immediately become excited.

“Do you wish to earn back your collar and your place as my sub?”

“Yes sir”

“Are willing to do as I say and accept punishment as I see fit?”

“Yes sir.”

“I told you before that there may be times I won’t be here mentally or physically but I would make sure that your needs are met.”

“Yes sir.”

“Here’s what is going to happen for approximately the next 2 weeks. If at the end of this period,, I believe you are ready, then you will have your collar back, and be branded with my tattoo.”

“You remember Kend right?”

“Yes sir.”

“Well if you remember from play time, he is another Master.”

“No sir I didn’t know that”

“He is and he is going to not only help with your punishment, he is also going to train you for service with him if I am not around.”

I was excited as I thought he was cute and was hoping to be shared with him again.

“Every night you are to come directly home unless there is a pre-planned agreement.