This is a recurring dream I have. It changes very little every time I have it. (The house in my dream is real. It is actually the house of a good friend who regularly ‘enjoys’ my wife)

I am a member of a men’s group. We meet every month to talk, play cards, drink and do all those things a group of men do when there are no women around. There are fifteen of us in the group; all around the mid thirty to mid fifties age range. We always meet in Simon’s house. He is fifty, single, and owns a secluded old manse and chapel He has decked out the chapel with seating, fancy lighting, an amazing sound system, even a projector for the films/TV

We often play games and bet on them. I have lost one of these bets, don’t ask me what it was, I don’t know, but I have the feeling that it was something very stupid like the toss of a coin. The price I have to pay is a fuck with my wife. Not just for one person but for any of the group who are interested. The only person not allowed to fuck her is me I am supposed to just sit and watch.

My wife and I walk the short distance from our house to the chapel. She is very nervous, and also rather drunk. (I don’t know how I have managed to get her to go along with this). We are following instructions and she is only wearing shoes and a coat. Although we know she is going to get well fucked, neither of us knows by how many. All we know is that the rules of the wager say that it can be anyone but me.

Simon greets us in the lobby and tells my wife to strip. She slips out of her coat and he gives her a very sheer, almost transparent, wrap to wear and leads us into the hall.

We enter the chapel and the lights are low. A small area in the centre of the hall is spot lit while all the rest is in darkness. There is a strong incense smell in the air that I recognise from my college days. I also recognise the beat of Tangerine Dream issuing from the speakers. He tells me to take a seat that is positioned off to one side. As I do so, he leads her in to the spotlight, and sits her down on a very large floor cushion. He then brings forth a large bong shows her how to use it and tells her to take large lungfuls and hold each a few seconds before exhaling.