I am Jay, 48 from the UK. 6’0 and 18 stone (252 lb) Cropped dark brown hair and blue eyes. All my life, no matter what I did, I was never accepted by family or my peers. I was always bullied both verbally and physically. I didn’t even get peace at home, always put down, told I was never good enough, I was nothing a nobody, apart from a punching bag for my mum and next eldest brother, who thought it was right to beat the hell out of me whenever he felt like it.

All through school, which was a local comprehensive (US high-school equivalent), I was an outcast even though I was reasonably good at football. Some of the students were nice to my face but behind my back was a whole different story. Whilst others were openly hostile, thinking nothing of verbally and physically hurting me. With no support or help from anyone, especially my family, I retreated inside myself, just going through the motions until I could leave school at 16.

Months after Leaving school with no qualifications, I eventually got a job at my local garage, where I made a good friend called Damon (D for short). We got to know each other well, he became like a brother to me. It was D who suggested that I would be a good Doorman (Bouncer), It will also help with my low esteem and confidence. So when payday came round, the first thing I did was book myself on an SIA door supervisors course. The course in itself is not that hard or special, in-fact the instructors give you the exam papers the day before your final exam to practice on and give you the answers to the questions, so when it came to the actual exam you passed. This was just so they can advertise their pass rate to attract more business.

Two months later I got my Door Supervisors badge and started work at Gems nightclub in London. I was greeted by the head door supervisor Elena.

“Hello, I am Elena, Head door supervisor. You must be Jay, nice to meet you” She said as she introduces herself.

“Hi, yeah I’m Jay, nice to meet you too.”

“come on, you can sign in and grab a radio, then I will give you a quick tour, show you the main areas to concentrate on besides the door and bar” Elena replied.

So, I signed in, grabbed my radio and began the tour. She showed me all the dark corners of the club where customers would be trying to get up to no good with drugs or each other.

I didn’t say much, just listened to what Elena had to say, mainly about how she ran the shifts and how some people become total idiots when they get alcohol inside them. Walking back past the bar, Elana introduced me to Chloe, Damn, she is a Beautiful Latina, 5’4 and around a size 12-14 (US dress size 10/12), shoulder-length dark brown hair, stunning brown eyes, beautiful plump lips and what I later found to be 42c breasts.

My first couple of shifts were quiet, with only the usual of breaking up amorous couples in the toilets, customers trying out the latest party drugs, No real trouble.