Dear Diary – Part IV

Marco has been a saint. After I told him that Mom lost her job and that we got evicted from our apartment he got Mom a job at their estate as a maid. He also got her lined up in the maid quarters, so she didn’t have to worry about a place to live. Mom is very happy. She says that the Melandries are the nicest people to work for, and she absolutely loves living there. I officially moved into Marco’s apartment. I feel kind of weird living there. I kinda lived there before, but I always had our apartment as my address. Now that our apartment is gone, and I am offically moved in I feel like I am totally dependent on Marco. Maybe I would feel better if I was paying rent or something, but I don’t have a job or any money, so that is impossible. Marco pays for everything. He says he doesn’t mind, and that he is happy to do it, but I just feel like I have lost all of my independence.

When Marco tells me to do things I feel like I owe him so much for everything he has done for Mom and me that I don’t really have any right to say no. Everyday when I get out of the shower he makes sure that my vagina is silky smooth, and he has my outfit for the day laid out on the bed for me. Many times he does not allow me to wear panties. Almost all of my tops are very revealing and some barely cover my nipples. My huge breasts and nipples are always on display, and I always feel uncomfortable, especially when I am at school.

Last week he made me do a striptease for him before we ate dinner. He played some sexy music on the stereo and told me to get up on the dinner table and strip. He sat down and started eating as I stripped on the table. When I was completely naked he told me to sit on the table and spread my legs in front of him. I did, and he put a cuccumber in front of me and told me to fuck myself with it. I was so embarrassed, but I did like he told me and slid the cold vegetable inside of my vagina. He told me to fuck myself harder, so I started really pushing it in and out of my vagina. He told me to suck on my nipple, so I lifted one of my breasts up to my mouth and sucked my nipple in. He said that I was to continue fucking my cunt and sucking my nipple until I squirted on the table.

I had never brought myself to orgasm before, so I just kept on sucking my nipple and sliding the cuccumber in and out of my vagina, while he ate his dinner. Finally I started to feel an orgasm building inside of me. I lay on my back with my legs spread wide on the cold table. I had to release my nipple from my mouth because my breathing was getting heavier. I continued working the cuccumber until I finally let out a gasp as I had an orgasm and my juices squirted on the table. I pulled the vegetable out of my soaking wet vagina and lay on my back panting heavily.

You disobeyed me. He said very flately. I didn’t understand. He said. I told you to suck on your nipple until you squirted and that I didn’t. I tried to explain to him that I couldn’t breath, but he didn’t care. He told me to get on all fours on the table and start fucking my bald cunt with the cuccumber again. I was ashamed and humiliated, but did what he said. I got on my hands and knees on top of the table and with one hand slid the cuccumber back inside my vagina. Since I just came my vagina was really wet, and I could hear all the sloshing sounds as I slid the cuccumber back and forth.

Marco told me to continue doing this until I was told to stop. He sat at his chair behind me staring at my behind as I slid the cuccumber in and out of myself. I felt totally humiliated. Marco got up and went into the kitchen. He did not tell me to stop, so I continued sliding the cuccumber in and out of myself in front of no one. For some reason this felt even more humiliating than performing in front of him. He was in the kitchen doing the dishes and cleaning up while I was on all fours on the dining room table fucking myself with a cuccumber. For some reason Marco seems to enjoy humiliating me.

When he was finally done cleaning he came back into the dining room with a glass of wine in one hand and a carrot in the other. I was getting tired and had to switch hands often, but I was still masterbating myself because he did not tell me to stop. You had better learn to obey me better Nicki. He said. I’m sorry Marco. I replied. I promise I’ll do better. He just said yes you will, and he started sliding the carrot into my vagina as I was still using the cuccumber on myself. My vagina has become accostumed to his huge penis, and although the cuccumber and carrot were both smaller than his penis it was a weird sensation having them both inside of me at the same time. He did not tell me to stop with the cuccumber, so I continued sliding it in and out as he slid the carrot in deeper and deeper.

Does that feel good Nicki? He asked me. It feels kinda weird. I told him. Do you want me to take it out? He asked. Yes I answered, and to my suprise he pulled the carrot out. But as soon as it was out of my vagina I felt the tip of it at the entrance to my anus. Slowely he started pushing it into my butt. It hurt really bad, and I groaned as he continued sliding it in further and further. I wanted to ask him to stop, but I knew he would not. So I just continued fucking myself with the cuccumber while he fucked my ass with a carrot. The pain was intense, and I told him it was hurting me, but he just kept on doing it. He told me he wanted to see me squirt again. He left the carrot sticking out of my butt and sat down as I tried to bring myself to another orgasm. I didn’t think I was going to be able to do it, but I finally had an orgasm, and squirted my juices onto the table. Marco told me to leave the cuccumber inside my cunt, so I did.

Again he left the room, and I stayed on the table on all fours with a cuccumber sticking out of my vagina, my juices running down the insides of my thighs, and a carrot sticking out of my butt.